Xu Yao returned to the army, and he was greeted by Colonel Luo Zang.

"Welcome back." Luo Zang saluted Xu Yao and stepped forward to hug him.

"Long time no see." Xu Yao smiled slightly, clenched his fist and slapped Luo Zang's chest, "How anxious is it to call me back in such a hurry this time?" ”

"Want to know how anxious you are?" Luo Zang's eyebrows raised and asked playfully.

"Ask the commander?" Xu Yao asked suspiciously.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to see it, because it's in a hurry, you have to go up now."

"Where are you going?"

"Ukraine." Luo Zang said in a deep voice, "Although our Republic of Korea is only a country with a big palm on the map, and even national defense has to be manipulated by others, dozens or hundreds of people can still be sent. This is a matter of national face, and it cannot be sloppy. ”

"So you have to go now?" Xu Yao asked.

"Let's talk as you go, you may have to change your equipment on the plane." Luo Zang looked at his watch and said to Xu Yao.

"Let's go." Xu Yao replied with a frown.

This incident gave him a bad premonition. is in such a hurry, and he hasn't even revealed a little bit of information, even though Xu Yao is very confident in himself, he can't help but beat the drum in his heart.

This time it's tricky. At this moment, Xu Yao, who was sitting on the plane, frowned, his face was cloudy, and he didn't know what he was thinking, his handsome face became deep and scary.

Xu Yao already knew the information of the mission, which was to go to Ukraine for peacekeeping. Moreover, this mission is to directly confront terrorists, and in places like Ukraine, where missiles will not be dropped, the weight of terrorists is not light. And......

Xu Yao looked at the two recruits who were pale and chatting with others to divert their attention, and also sighed.

No, a lot of people will die this time.

"Captain......" A recruit looked at Xu Yao sitting on the side with a gloomy face, so he wanted to talk to Xu Yao and adjust Xu Yao's mood.

"What's the matter?" Xu Yao was still very kind to the recruits, and answered when he heard the recruits' inquiries.

"That...... Isn't there a tradition in our squad? The recruit was a little anxious, "We have to record a portrait of our family before each mission, but now that you haven't recorded it, captain, I want to ask if you want to record one?" ”

When Xu Yao heard the recruit's words, he couldn't help but burst into laughter. Indeed, their squad has such a tradition, in order to be able to give an account to the family after an accident. However, Xu Yao never recorded.

"Stupid, the captain never recorded this." A veteran who had been with Xu Yao for a long time listened to it and made fun of the recruits for not understanding the situation.

"Huh?" The recruits were even more ashamed and cried out in surprise.

"Record it, why don't you record it?" Unexpectedly, Xu Yao agreed to record it.

In the past, he didn't record it, so no one could show him, but now the situation is different.

Park Chulong and Park Ji-yeon are enough for him to make up his mind to leave something.

I took the video camera from the recruit's hand, looked at the archive, and sure enough, many people recorded it, and I smiled, and I didn't want to look at others, but just looked up at the people next to me, motioned for them to vacate their seats, and silenced them by the way.

"Shh~"

After getting Xu Yao's signal, a large group of people dispersed, after all, there was enough space on the plane, and there were not many people, plus Xu Yao's military rank here was the highest......

Xu Yao turned on the camera, put it in place, coughed twice at the photography class, and asked, "Is this okay?" ”

"It's time to start recording."

"Hmm." Xu Yao's eyelids lowered, hiding the untouchable tenderness, and said softly, "Actually...... Hope you can't see this video. ”

Despite her heartfelt complaints, she still didn't want her to see them.

"In the future, if you can't see me, will you miss me? Call me like you did for a few days, right? Even if you can't get through, you don't want to give up, right? ”

"I know you're going to be scared of you, you're afraid of being alone, you're afraid of the dark, and I know you're cowardly, so I didn't plan to leave you."

"But if you see this video, I'm sorry, I broke my promise. It also broke its promise, and it can't do what it says. ”

When Xu Yao said this, he choked up, thinking of Park Chulong's appearance, her smile, her everything, and her heart hurt like a knife.

If you don't see her again, you'll be dead, right?

The team members next to them had never seen Xu Yao like this, and they all walked away without saying anything, far away.

"Actually, I'm scared too...... I can imagine what you look like when you see this video, I'm scared of you crying, I'm afraid you're sad...... I'm even more afraid that you'll collapse. ”

"I know you like to pretend to be strong in front of others, but don't pretend for long. If you think of me, you can cry, you can call my name, you can cry for a long time, you can be sad for a long time, but you must cheer up. Your life can't change anything because of me, you're still you. "But I'm not me anymore.

Xu Yao paused.

"And Ji-yeon...... Say sorry to her for me. I'm sorry I couldn't be her brother, I can't even be a brother, and I'm ...... too."

Xu Yao sighed.

"I can't fulfill my promise again, I said that I would accompany her to Nami Island in winter, and accompany her to see the snow, the sky, and the scenery......"

"And Sapphire Blue, don't let her have any more reverie, I'm sad that she likes me......"

Xu Yao couldn't go on, every time he said a word, a memory came to his mind, and that kind of sadness came to his heart, just like the feeling when it was snowing at the beginning nine years ago.

Thinking of this, my eyes were red, and tears flowed down my face......

Xu Yao wiped his tears, he still wanted to say a lot of things to Park Chulong, and wanted to finish all the words hidden in his heart in these few minutes, but no matter what, he didn't know where to start.

Xu Yao took a deep snot breath, smiled reluctantly at the camera, and comforted Park Chulong by pretending to be fine, "Don't be sad for too long, be stronger." Just like when you were a child, you were as strong as protecting me, and you were not afraid of anything at that time, I still remember it. ”

"I remember everything you look like, and I think it's cute when you've done stupid things, even when you're sad and sad, when you're crying, I think it's cute. When you laugh......"

"If you laugh a lot, it's like an angel to me."

"You, as an angel, let me sleep under your wings and be a feather of yours...... And then as if I was beside me, he quietly forgot about me......"

"Don't be single for too long!"

Xu Yao turned off the camera, trembling, his eyes closed, and tears filled his eyes......

It's hard to imagine the days when she lost him, and now he understands what longing is.

It's Miss......