Because I accidentally met my mother, my father and I were not in a good mood, the atmosphere was dull, and we ate something hastily and drove home. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

My mom really didn't want me anymore as my dad said......

Lying on the bed, the bags of clothes were piled up next to the bed, and I was not in the mood to tidy up, looking sullenly at the ceiling.

Originally, I was in a good mood today, but my father accepted me and took me to buy clothes as a girl, and our relationship became close under my father's deliberate flattery......

But my mother actually abandoned me and my father because of an affair. I've always thought that they divorced because of me and they quarreled so much that they couldn't live together, in that case, even if my mother was divorced, she would definitely still care about me as much as before,...... It's like calling me before.

But she seems to have other children, and it should be that man's......

The heart is stuffy, and the good mood of the afternoon is ruined at all.

"Rachel."

The door was suddenly opened by my father, and he only stepped into one foot, half of his body in my bedroom.

"I'll go out for a drink, and I'll drive you tomorrow."

"The boss asked me to come over at noon the day after tomorrow, in Gui'an."

He nodded, turned around and prepared to leave with the door.

"Dad!"

"What's wrong?"

He looked back at me.

Get up and sit cross-legged on the bed, looking up at Dad standing in the shadows.

"What the hell is going on with Mom......"

I don't dare to believe everything I see, although I make up a lot of brains, but I still want to hear the facts in the mouth of my father, hoping that what I make up in my brain is wrong.

After all, when they divorced, I wasn't at home at all, and even the news of the divorce was told to me by my father a few days after they divorced.

"Your mother said she couldn't stand my temper and cheated on a man who had been divorced for a year."

"That's ......"

He spoke very succinctly, just a few words and then stopped talking, just looked at me.

In this case, it is true that my mother doesn't want the two of us anymore, and in the end, there is still my reason in it.

I was silent and speechless for more than ten seconds before I whispered

"I'm sorry ......"

"Excuse me?"

"If it weren't for me...... You probably won't be so noisy, and Mom probably won't be ......."

"It's nothing wrong with you."

Dad interrupted me suddenly.

"Even if there is no you, divorce is a matter of time, don't think too much, try on clothes again, if you don't feel it fit, you can change it tomorrow."

"Go to bed early......"

When he had finished speaking, he gave me no more chance to speak, turned around and led the door away, and then I heard the door slam shut.

Dad must be in a bad mood......

I suddenly felt that my father might just be strong on the surface, like a big man, but he was also weak on the inside like me.

Otherwise, just after the college entrance examination, my father wouldn't have spoken to me in that pleading tone......

They won't be kind to me all of a sudden, and they won't take the initiative to take me shopping for clothes half-flattering...... Maybe he didn't want me to leave him like my mother, so he did all this to make up for his mistakes, right?

Shaking his head, I threw these inexplicable speculations out of my mind, I have been a big man since I was a child, how can it be like what I just thought.

I turned over and got out of bed, took out all the underwear from the package, and threw it into the washing machine.

Then I tried on women's clothes one by one, and the size was fine, but I suddenly found that the neckline of a jacket was a little torn.

I'm going to go over tomorrow to change it, and I was so excited when I tried on clothes in the store before, and my dad is a big boss, so neither of us noticed that there was a problem with this dress.

In fact, these clothes don't seem to come in handy in the near future, especially when I'm working, holding a male ID card but wearing women's clothes, the boss will definitely think I'm a pseudo-girl, if I meet a boss who is prejudiced against the pseudo-mother, maybe I don't want it at all.

And there are classmates over there, and when they see my women's clothes, they will definitely take me for a pervert.

I suddenly felt like a waste, I bought so much but I can only wear it tomorrow for one day, and I will change back to the original men's clothes the day after tomorrow.

It's not fun, when will Dad be able to change my ID card.

If I hadn't changed it sooner, I might not have to go to college, and even if I did, I might have to go to the men's dormitory.

It's scary, as a woman who has been in a man's den for three years, it feels terrifying to think about.

I vaguely remember that I always thought that after graduating from college, I could rent a house with Lin Hao and be an office worker together, but at that time, because my appearance was still man, and my chest was also an airport, I was especially afraid that Lin Hao would like other girls in college......

As a result, he didn't go to college at all, and he may have been disgusted with me for a long time, maybe he didn't feel for me since the time he quarreled with him at the sports meeting.

If it weren't for him, I might have cried when I found my mother with other men in the evening, holding the hands of other people's children.

Because of Lin Hao, I have been abandoned once, but I am just unhappy and a little resentful.

I should really thank Lin Hao for not letting me cry in public.

I washed the clothes I bought in the afternoon in the washing machine, and then slowly hung the clothes on the rope on the balcony.

After the thing was done, I didn't play with the computer, I lay on the bed, and I wanted to sleep with my eyes closed.

When I was free, I suddenly felt a sore calf, and I felt weak all over my body, and I was so tired that I could fall asleep as soon as I closed my eyes.

However, no, as soon as I closed my eyes, I thought of Lin Hao for a while, and my mother for a while, I could have allowed myself to try not to think about Lin Hao, but today I knew about my mother, and my mother would drive Lin Hao's figure......

I'm afraid it's been another sleepless night.

Lying motionless, even though my head kept thinking about the two of them, but after a long time, I fell into a light sleep.

Then there was a loud bang that scared me out of bed and almost rolled over.

It's the sound of Daddy closing the door...... He came back from drinking.

I looked at the phone next to my pillow and found that it was not yet twelve o'clock, and my father came back early tonight.

Rubbing his eyes, he got up from the bed, and when he opened the bedroom door, he saw his father sitting motionless on the floor.

"Dad......"

I was standing far away, a little cowardly, and my father beat me a few days ago because I was drunk and couldn't control my emotions.

"Rachel......" He looked at me, his face was red from drinking, and his voice was hoarse, "Your mother doesn't want me anymore......"

I approached him silently, and reached out to help my father up from the ground, but because of my father's weight, I couldn't do anything, and after exhaustion, even I accidentally fell to the ground.

"I just went to her...... She said she would never come back......"

He kept his head down, not knowing whether he was talking to himself or to me.

"I know I have a bad temper and like to drink...... It's not good enough for her......"

"Dad......"

Worried shouted at him, and Dad raised his head, his eyes were red, and his face was already full of tears.

The father, who used to be extremely strong at all times, is now like a child, which makes people feel heartbroken. (To be continued.) )