Chapter Fifty-Eight: With you, I have no regrets in this life
What made her even more disappointed was that the hut was no more, and she had thought that she could see the room from afar, and see the warm light in the illusion and the slapstick of them in the warmth, even if the illusion was fleeting......
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"No matter what, you have to keep going, take care of yourself, Master doesn't want to see you wandering alone in the old scene in the other world, keeping your dreams alone." Although these words often echo in her ears, it is always difficult to wake her up now, she walks on the silent mountain road with a confused face, along the way, the thief seems to be by her side, she keeps talking to the thief in her heart, and keeps recalling old dreams with the thief......
Since she went back that day, she has never turned on the lights, and when everyone in the Mo family wanted to turn on the lights, she refused, saying, "There is no need to do more." Soon everyone found out that since she came back that day, she was blind, Duanmu Rong insisted on diagnosing her, grabbed medicine for her, but it took a few months to recover, as a miracle doctor, she really couldn't think of faster medicine, so she comforted her with the Mo family, but she became silent again, and rarely spoke after that, Duanmu Rong knew that her eyes were blinded due to excessive tears due to sadness, and persuaded her many times to want to open, it can be seen that she did not get better, so she looked helpless and at a loss, so she could only pull her to drink the medicine.
Since then, she has been living in the dark like when she was a child, perhaps because her heart has long been dark, which is no longer a blow to her, so she doesn't even want to mention it, so she is even more worrying to everyone.
Later, she went in and out more often, saying that it was just a distraction, Tianming had no worries to keep up, but she manipulated the leaves and threatened her ruthlessly: "I was very used to walking in the dark as early as when I was very young, I just wasn't used to it for a few days, now it's no problem at all, go back quickly, I don't want to go shopping with a little ghost, don't underestimate the blind people, they still end up quiet." "The mouth is hard, only when you are deaf can you be quiet!" Tianming looked childish with his face, arguing with a disbelievable face, Shao Siming said with a tough face: "It's the heart, and also, out of sight is pure." After that, he pretended to be indifferent and walked out of the house without looking back, in exchange for Tianming wondering for a while: "How could Xiao Jiao like this kind of woman and marry her and have children!" Everyone wanted to answer, but they were really speechless by Tianming, so they had to be silent for a while and did not express their position.
However, Duanmu Rong paid attention to the blindness that Shao Siming said that this situation had as early as a very young age, maybe it was not completely cured at that time, and now it is recidivised for various reasons, thinking of this, Duanmu Rong thought of a kind of blindness that is very similar to it, if it is that, it may be faster to change the medicinal materials, so he didn't care about saying anything, and ran into the back room to work.
In the blink of an eye, today is the early spring season, the cold wind is cold, the clear sky is still snowy, the breeze lasts forever, the Qin land is like flowing water, and the water carries dead leaves.
Husband, since then I have begun to insist on convincing myself that you are still alive, where are you, for several months, I have groped and walked all over the place in the (harmonious) darkness, but I can't hear your voice, I can't feel your breath, and there is no chance between us. She couldn't help sneering, looking up at the sky, she couldn't see the bright spring (harmony) light of the past, and she couldn't see the snow scattered all over the city.
I've long been accustomed to it, and I'm even tired of this kind of life, but what remains unchanged is this feeling - things are not people.
The sun had risen above the clouds at some point, and the still dim light had divided the ancient city into two hues, dark and cold on one side and orange on the other, though not very bright.
"Do you remember who I am?" As a pair of warm hands suddenly covered her face, the voice also gently drifted to her ears, so familiar, so warm...... It seems that I heard it in that cold dream last night......
"Husband...... Husband? Is that you? Is that you? Shao Si Ming, who was startled at first, quickly showed an excited smile: "Okay, I can't see it in the first place, and I've been used to it in the dark for several years, so it's the same day and night, don't you have more hands to do this?" There was a warm smile on the corner of his mouth, but the crystal tears came out of his eyes disobediently in the sweet smile, the hand covering his eyes couldn't help but tremble, a little distressed, a little irrepressible excitement, a little moved, a little gratified, the beloved lady is still alive, he finally found her, the scene from a year ago can be repeated again with a different trick! He knew very well that what supported the lady to hold on for so long in the nightmarish night was just a heart that persisted in looking for him, and he knew that she loved him deeply, and in order to see him again, no matter how much pain she could endure......
"Of course your lady remembers you!" Shao Siming gently brushed away the familiar hands, turned around with tears and smiled, and the warm hands of the thief gently stroked her cheeks: "Lady, your face is so cold, you have lost a lot of weight, you have lost a lot of weight......" She was stunned, maybe happiness came too suddenly, everything was too similar to last year, so that she was a little worried that this was another too realistic dream, despite this, she still thought, as long as there is a place for him, no matter if she dreams, never wake up, she can't see his expression, But because they know each other, they can guess his reaction at the moment, he can see her expression, so she can't make him continue to be uncomfortable, this situation should be happy, so he should laugh...... Unexpectedly, warm tears fell again and slid down his palms.
The thief looked at the lady who looked haggard but still didn't care about the smile, frowned distressedly, her nose was sour and she couldn't speak, she could only silently wipe away her tears, and felt her own incompetence, and felt a burst of self-blame in her heart, took the young master into her arms, and said gently: "I found Tianming and them first, and when I saw Ye'er, they said that you went out again, and resolutely didn't let anyone follow, so I ran out to find you again, and I didn't expect to find you nearby." Let's go back first, and after that, I'll accompany you wherever you want. ”
Shao Siming held back tears and smiled: "I'm going to Diexi, I want you to move over there with me." "Okay," he also smiled: "My dream in this life is to protect the place I love, protect the people I care about, try my best to help some people in need, change my heart for a while, and my conscience is worthy of heaven...... Even if it can only be done so insignificant in the end......" Shao Si Ming snuggled in the thief's arms and regained his long-lost peace of mind, nodded lightly, and smiled faintly: "With you, I have no regrets in this life." ”