My house is in an old neighborhood, there are only three buildings in the whole neighborhood, there is no parking lot, and the vehicles are parked in the open space between the two buildings. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

This neighborhood is very dilapidated, with mottled exterior walls, small gardens, and even no property, and the security guards still hire each household with a little money.

My house is on the seventh floor, there is no elevator, and I have to go up one step at a time, and it is for this reason that I have become an otaku who is lazy to go downstairs when there is no need.

Now I may only be able to call it an otaku girl......

I was almost dragging my suitcase, one step at a time, my hands were almost unbearable, but I still tried my best to keep up with my father's footsteps.

Following behind him, listening to the footsteps of his leather shoes on the ground, each sound seemed to be heavy on my heart, closer to home, only a few floors away, and the panic in my heart was even greater.

There was silence, and the atmosphere between the two of us was so solemn that even the neighbors who passed by us were unnaturally silent, and they didn't dare to say hello to my father, and they would look at me with strange eyes, and then hurriedly crossed shoulders with me.

At least two neighbors walked by, and they didn't recognize me at all.

Maybe I'm really unconsciously similar to an ordinary woman.

It's just that I'm looking at myself every day, so I don't notice it.

The seven-story building is said to be high and high, but it is also short to say that it is short, thinking about my heart, and when the sound of my father's key opening the door woke me up from my mind, I realized that I had arrived home.

The mood fell to the bottom, and without saying a word, he walked into his room with his luggage, and wanted to hide in the room and not go out, but he heard the sound of his father knocking on the door.

"Let's go to the living room and talk."

"Hmm."

Dad's tone was kind, but there was obvious suppression of anger in his voice.

With his head down, he didn't dare to look at him at all, his hands grabbed the corners of his clothes and rubbed them uneasily, and he walked small steps to keep up with his father, who was striding in stride.

The sofa was placed at 90 degrees, and one person sat on one side, and I sat in the farthest corner from my father, nervously looking at the empty fruit bowl on the coffee table.

"Did you bring all your luggage back?"

Dad spoke first, and Ben didn't cut to the chase as soon as I thought he would ask me the question I feared the most.

I quietly calmed down in my heart, and shook my head slightly, indicating no.

"Speak."

I was startled by his suddenly amplified voice, and I shouted out in a radiant voice.

"Nope!"

"Like a woman."

I bowed my head wordlessly, biting my lip tightly, my father was really unhappy with my current female appearance.

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"No ......"

His legs were tightly pressed together because of tension, and he answered him in a whisper.

"Be louder, don't talk like a woman."

"Didn't pay it...... Girlfriend ......"

The first two words were a little louder, and the last few words became weakly squeezed out of the throat.

"When are you going to bring the rest of your luggage back?"

"Tomorrow......"

Dad stopped talking, and I felt strange that I had kept my head down and didn't dare to look at him, so I raised my head slightly and looked at him with the peripheral vision of my eyes, but found that Dad's gaze had been on me, sitting there motionless, not knowing what he was thinking.

I guess I was asked why I became such a woman, right?

Fortunately, because it is already winter, the chest that has developed to A is wrapped in a wide coat, and the appearance can only see a small curvature, which is almost impossible to see if you don't look closely, and it is easy to be ignored as a fold of clothing.

"Why do you have breasts?"

The brain was still rejoicing, but because of Dad's words, the whole head went blank, and opened his mouth to explain, but the blank head couldn't think of any good excuses.

"Why?"

His anger could not be suppressed, and he slapped his palm on the coffee table and yelled at me.

I shrank up in a panic, clasped my knees with my hands, buried my face in my knees, and my body was shaking uncontrollably because of the fear of my father.

My father has often beaten me since I was a child, and I have always been submissive, and the only time I resisted was when my head was hot during the rebellious period of junior high school.

For a long time, I didn't hear any other sounds, and the trembling of my body had stopped, but the solidified atmosphere still made me dare not move, and this atmosphere made my heart beat so fast that my head was congested to the point of dizziness.

"I went to join the army in July, and I stayed at home honestly during this time."

"Look at what you've become when you've been out and lived for a few months, you're like a shemale who isn't male or female."

Dad told me the last thing, and he got up in a rage, and after dropping a cup, he walked out of the house with heavy steps, and slammed the door on the door, and I don't know where he went.

I squatted motionless on the sofa with my knees held for a few minutes to confirm that my father had indeed left, and I raised my head, and the tears had already painted my whole face into flowers.

Biting his lip, he wiped his tears vigorously, and then sat blankly, staring blankly at this home.

I want to find my mother......

My mother has protected me since I was a child, and she has loved me the most since I was a child.

But this family has completely lost the gentle breath of mother, only the majesty and indifference of father are pervasive in this home.

It doesn't feel as good as the rental house where I lived for four months, although it was deserted, it made me feel free.

I even wanted to go back to that rental house with my luggage and didn't want to stay in this house for another moment.

But that's impossible......

I don't have much money on me, and it costs at least 1,000 yuan to continue renting a house, and the time for the mall to recruit shopping guides has not yet arrived, and I heard that it will take a week for the staff of the mall to convene the shops that have already settled in for a small job fair.

At that time, there will be a free house, and the money on my body will be enough to last for a month.

I don't even want to ask the reason for my parents' divorce, I just want to stay at home for a few more days and then leave quickly.

Maybe before leaving, I have to look for Lin Hao, although it may break my heart when I meet, but this is what I want to do the most after being rejected by my father.

Tired from the sofa, my hands because of the long time to lift heavy objects, so that I am still sore and weak, my body is even weaker and almost unable to walk, want to walk from the living room back to the bedroom, have to use my shoulders against the wall, little by little to move in.

It would be nice if Mom was still around......

Why is she, like Lin Hao, reluctant to even call me, is it really because she doesn't want me?

The heart was surrounded by a cloud of coldness, and with its head bowed, the walking dead moved into the room as if it were the walking dead, and then lost all its strength in an instant at the head of the bed and fell to the bed.

The organs of my body were shaken, and my brain was dizzy because of my body and my friends in bed, but I didn't care, and I didn't want to close the door, cover the quilt and other trivial things, close my heavy eyelids, and within a few minutes, I fell asleep completely.