He Ling'an lay quietly on the bed, the sun shining in front of her, looking soft and quiet.

As usual, I brought a basin of water, drenched the towel, and gently wiped her white cheeks, neck, and calloused hands.

It's hot right now, and besides chatting with her at her bedside, it's been a must-do for me every day lately.

On the first day of September 98:

"I'm sorry, it's all my uselessness and failure to protect you. From now on, I will do my best to practice well. You... You have to wake up. ”

December 1, 98:

"Today, the master said that my Dharma cultivation has improved a lot, and one day in the future I will be better than the blue. But what's the use! You can't see it. ”

December 30, 98:

"My mom called again today...... I think sooner or later she will compromise and accept. No matter what, the only person I want to marry in this life is you. ”

On the first day of August 99:

"I heard that Qu Xin is pregnant. I'm so happy for them, you should be like me, right? I promised to go back to see my baby when he was born. ”

September 12, '99:

"And when the child was born, his name was Peace. It looks very much like Qu Xin, very beautiful. But the birth is not at the right time, this child is in danger, and Qi Fei needs our help.

And my mom, she's really getting older. Looking at the increasing whiteness on the top of her head, I suddenly felt a little distressed.

She has promised not to oppose us anymore. I think it's time for us to go back too, you say? ”

The first day of September 05:

"It's been a whole year since Qi Fei and Ping An left. watched Qu Xin's life worse than death every day. I suddenly thought of the years when you were just asleep, and I really felt the same way. ”

On the sixth day of August 13:

"Today, Qi Fei and Qu Xin have a make-up wedding. The two of them are really different from before, noisy all day long. often disagrees, and Qu Xin fights him.

Every time I see them, I can always think of the time when we first met, and we often quarreled.

Now I regret a little why I didn't cherish the days with you in the first place. ”

August 9, 13:

"Qu Xin is pregnant again, this time the reaction is particularly big, what to eat and vomit recently, but Qi Fei has been tormented, fortunately, my mother helps him.

By the way, you haven't seen peace in a long time! In addition to going to the Queen Mother of the West to practice recently, this kid has also been tossed by his parents and miserable, so I guess I can't take care of you for the time being. He asked me to tell you that when he was busy all this time, he would come and see you. ”

March 13, 14:

"Qu Xin was born today, and it's a girl. It's long white and clean, and it's very cute. I think you're going to like her for sure.

The funniest thing is that Qi Fei had to name the child steamed buns, but was rejected by Qu Xinyan. Encountering such an unobtrusive father can be regarded as a child's life. After a while, when the child is older, I will take her to see you. ”

The third day of June in 14 years:

"You have been in bed for fifteen years, six months, and twelve days.

Hanamaki is three years old this year, and unlike Ping'an, she looks very much like Qi Fei.

If nothing happened at the beginning, we should have children too, right? I don't know if it's like you or like me? Forget it, it's better to be like me, your temper is too stubborn.

Actually, you don't know, do you? I've liked you since a long time, but I haven't had the courage to admit it. After all these years, you are still the same as before, but I am obviously old. If you wake up now, you will definitely have a look of disgust.

Yesterday the master called me and wanted me to go back. In the past few years, his health has not been as good as before, and he has always hoped to hand over the Lingchan Temple to me. ”

“……”

On the bed, in a place that Mu Feng didn't see, He Ling's fingers moved almost imperceptibly.