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When Lin Yuxiu said this, she felt a little bitter in her heart, even if it wasn't clear, but as long as she thought about it, x

She also clearly knew what Jin Yan's purpose was for asking her to come.

However, didn't he think that in such a situation, marriage was undoubtedly the best way to solve the problem, and a strong Yue family was too important for Jin Yan now.

And she is just a peasant girl who has nothing, and the identities of the two are too different, and she has no way to help him at all.

And Lin Yuxiu doesn't think that two people who are not in the right household can have happiness at all. Don't say that Jin Yan's identity is a wealthy businessman, Lin Yuxiu doesn't think she can match it, her identity will always be a reason for others to criticize, after all, how can a peasant girl who lost her parents in her early years match the prince?

Such an identity cannot match the crown prince no matter in that dynasty, because it is unbearable to become the mother of a country in the future, so this kind of relationship is destined to have no good results.

Moreover, Lin Yuxiu never felt that she was suitable for life in the palace, suitable for what kind of life with countless women to share with a man. From ancient times to the present, how many emperors do not have seventy-two concubines in three palaces, six courtyards?

Lin Yuxiu didn't think that a man like Jin Yan, who had been exposed to it since childhood, could do this. Therefore, just last night, she had already decided that after meeting Jin Yan, she would go back to live her ordinary life.

And after Jin Yan heard Lin Yuxiu's words, he began to get anxious, he had long thought of the various performances that Lin Yuxiu would have after knowing his true identity, including Lin Yuxiu's departure, but he really didn't want such an ending.

Since she has been allowed to come, let her stay by her side for the rest of her life, and from now on the husband and wife will be of the same heart.

If he had everything he had now, he would have to lose Lin Yuxiu, he was willing to give up everything.

"Yuxiu, if you don't want to identify with my current identity, I will immediately follow you to Xihe Village, and then live our own lives." It's not an impulse, it's the result of a lot of thought.

Although he prefers that Lin Yuxiu can accompany him through this difficulty, after all, this is the inherent responsibility of his identity. But as long as Yuxiu is unwilling, he is willing to give up all this and start anew, and from then on be an ordinary farmer by Yuxiu's side.

Thinking that the mother concubine would agree with him under Jiuquan, she was already a victim herself, and she should not want her children to become victims of the imperial power.

Lin Yuxiu hurriedly shook her head and refused again and again: "No, I didn't mean that." Ah Yan, you have your responsibilities and the life you want to live, we are not people on the same road at all. ”

How can this be? Let the emperor's only son follow him at such a time, what will he do in this world? If the already scarred country encounters such a thing again, I am afraid that the people of Li will not even have a way to go. She can't become a scourge for the country and the people in the mouths of the people, and she can't selfishly ignore the people of the world.

Although she really thought that Ah Yan would be an idiot who loves beauty and doesn't love the country, it was just a random thought. What's more, she never felt that she was a beauty that could be compared with Jiangshan, although Lin Yuxiu's body could also be regarded as a beauty embryo.

"If you don't want to stay in the capital, I'm willing to follow you, my mother will be buried in the palace for the rest of her life, and I won't let my beloved be buried in the palace for the rest of my life." Ah Yan said with some emotion: "You are the first woman I have ever liked in my life, and I also want to take care of the distressed woman for the rest of my life, I will not let you be the same as my mother." ”

Ah Yan seemed to be saying to Lin Yuxiu, and he seemed to be saying it to himself.

The emperor is still alive, although he spends a little more time in a coma than he is awake for a day, but it should be possible to do such a thing as succeeding a son and becoming the crown prince.

Thinking about it like this, Jin Yan even felt that the pressure on his body was actually not very great.

It's just that he selectively forgot at this time that if the emperor really wanted to have such a broad mind, he would not have made him the crown prince at all, but chose him from among the clansmen.

In the end, the emperor still has selfish intentions, hoping to hand over thousands of miles of rivers and mountains to his own blood, and he is his only son! Even if he had thought about killing him back then, but he survived, that was his only choice.

What's more important is Princess Annan, Princess Annan has raised Jin Yan for so many years, and her only idea is to let Jin Yan enter the East Palace and become the emperor of the next generation. It was also this idea that made Princess Nan'an spend so many miserable years, and she waited too much time to wait for this day.

If Jin Yan wanted to leave now, the princess would not agree to it.

"Jin Yan, everyone's background is different, the responsibilities they bear are different, and the path they have to take is also different, you are destined to walk on two roads with me." Although Lin Yuxiu was very happy that Jin Yan could say such a thing, he didn't want to really let him go this way.

Since Jin Yan agreed to be the crown prince in the palace, it is enough to prove that deep down in his heart, he still wants to be recognized, whether it is the approval of the current emperor and his father, or the approval of the palace, or the recognition of the people of the world, in short, if it were not for this recognition, Ah Yan should not have taken this step. And what reason does she have for Jin Yan to give up?

"Are you willing to accompany me on this more difficult path? I know it's too difficult for you, but I want to be selfish. Jin Yan lowered his voice **.

Lin Yuxiu thought for a while and then smiled: "I am willing to accompany you for a ride." Ah Yan, I am willing to accompany you through this difficult time, as for the future, can we give each other a space to regret? ”

What will happen in the future, Lin Yuxiu doesn't know, she can't guarantee that she won't regret it, and she can't guarantee that Ah Yan won't regret it, so she needs to have enough time to think about it clearly, and Jin Yan, Lin Yuxiu feels that he also needs to think about it slowly.

After all, the time that two people live together is only a few months, and at that time, both of them are too young to think about many things clearly. And now, two people who have grown up need to reconsider this matter.

Jin Yan didn't know what Lin Yuxiu was thinking in his heart now, but he still smiled and said, "You can regret it, but even I won't regret it." ”

He will never regret the decision he made today for the rest of his life, as long as Yuxiu is willing to stay by his side, even if the road in the future will be much more difficult, he is willing to do it.