Chapter XXVI Causes
"What did you ask him?"
"What else could there be, that's why he dropped out of school, where is he now!"
Maybe he was tired after maintaining a posture for a long time, Le Fan put his legs down again, and then stood up and stood on the table tennis table again. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
I laughed, "Why are you standing up again?" ”
Le Fan looked at me, and then shook his head helplessly, "No way, I can't sit still, I've been lying for so long, my body and bones are stiff, and I always feel that I can't stay quietly." ”
I was stunned again, and I could only sigh when I came back to my senses, and since I got here, I have sighed more and more. There was a burst of astringency in his eyes, but he could only suppress it.
I sniffed, "And what about later?" ”
Le Fan talked about the phone call she made, so what about the phone call she answered?
Le Fan chuckled, "I told him that after school in the evening, I waited for him to call me." Russell, I'm not as good as you think, I'm not a saint, and sometimes I resent and hate, why he called me that way, why he said those things to me, but after giving me hope, he walked so chicly, without hesitation at all. ”
I frowned, what did Zhang Yiyang say, so that Le Fan has been haunted for so many years, and he can't forget it for more than ten years.
"What did Zhang Yiyang tell you?"
Le Fan pondered for a moment before saying: "I learned from Teacher Zhou that the reason why Zhang Yiyang dropped out of school may be related to his family situation, but I don't know the specific reason. After I called Zhang Yiyang, Zhang Yiyang's sister called me immediately, I only said that I would persuade Zhang Yiyang, and then hung up the phone. ”
"Did Zhang Yiyang call you that night?"
Le Fan shook his head, "No." ”
I frowned, "Why?" ”
Le Fan smiled, "Because I sent him a text message, there was something temporary that night, but a few days later, he called me again, and we talked about that phone for almost more than two hours." ”
"What did you say?"
Le Fan's eyes stared at the stone tablet, "At first, I just asked him some things casually, and it was difficult for me to understand his insistence on refusing to go back to school, but his family couldn't persuade him, so what could I do." I just do my part, and I can show his worries, but whether I accept it or not is not something I can control. Later, I asked him why he insisted on dropping out of school, was it because of his family? I didn't believe it, because his sister told me that they could handle the difficulties they were experiencing, and that it would be a disservice to his family if he dropped out of school against the wishes of his family. ”
"Did he tell you?"
Le Fan nodded, "At first, he didn't want to say it, and he didn't tell me the reason until he finally hung up the phone." ”
I frowned, "Something about you?" ”
Le Fan turned his head to look at me, "Luo Su, you're still so witty. ”
If she had praised me like this, I would have been very 'proud' and smiled and raised my head to say of course, but now, I am no longer in that mood.
"The first of the three reasons he told me was because of his family, but he didn't tell me in detail that it was his family affair, and I couldn't ask more."
"What about the second one?"
Le Fan turned his head and chuckled, "The second reason is that he told me that the atmosphere in County No. 1 Middle School is not good, and he is very depressed in it. ”
I was stunned, I didn't expect there to be such a reason.
"In the three years of high school, I'm afraid there is no school that has no depressed time, for the college entrance examination, the depression caused by that kind of pressure, most of the students will probably feel this way. He was too willful and too weak. ”
Unconsciously, I said such a paragraph, and I was a little helpless when I said it, how much resentment there was, I am afraid that as long as anyone who heard it would feel it clearly.
Le Fan also looked at me with a surprised face, and then laughed, "Luo Su, if people don't know, they still think that it is you who can't forget Zhang Yiyang!" ”
I glanced at her sideways and didn't speak.
"But what you said is also good, in the three years of high school, which high school student is not stressed, has not been depressed. My three years of high school were also spent in depression, and because my grades in the three years of high school have been in the lower reaches, and I was at the bottom of the class, the pressure I was under was even more multiplied, so I didn't drop out of school halfway like Zhang Yiyang, and I admired my courage. ”
I looked at Le Fan, who was talking calmly like this, and my heart suddenly quieted down.
"What about the third reason?" I asked softly.
The first two reasons have nothing to do with Lefan, what is the third reason?
Le Fan lost his mind slightly, then got off the ping-pong table, put his hands around his chest, and hung his head slightly, "The third reason ......"
Le Fan was silent for a moment, and when I was about to panic, Le Fan continued: "The third reason, he said, is because there is no me in the county No. 1 Middle School. ”
I was stunned in place, this reason, I can also understand why Le Fan said that Zhang Yiyang's reason for dropping out of school is the most important reason why he can't forget Zhang Yiyang, because Zhang Yiyang's words gave Le Fan an expectation, a thought, and made Le Fan feel that he still likes her.
"Luo Su, don't you think it's ridiculous, the reason why I applied for L City No. 2 Middle School was because Zhang Yiyang once told me that he would go to that high school, but when I found out that the high school was sad without him, he suddenly told me that the reason why he didn't want to study was because that high school didn't have me."
I was silent because I didn't know what to say.
"Luo Su, when Zhang Yiyang called me, he hadn't been to school for almost a month, and the school had withdrawn his file, what did I think at that time? I really wanted to yell at him, and if he had called me a month ago, before he had dropped out, I would have told him that I would like to transfer to that school to accompany him, but the call came too late. However, it was this phone call, I was about to die for him, but at this time, I fell into it, and it was difficult to pull it out easily. ”
I suddenly frowned and grabbed a sentence from Le Fan's words.
"Was you going to die for him?"
Le Fan smiled and nodded, "Well, I was going to die, because when I broke up with him, he once sent me a text message, which was the one with a disgusting tone, 'I don't like it!' I like him, and even, I love him. But at that time, I also knew what self-esteem was, and he could say to me so directly that I didn't like it, and I would never post it again, no matter how reluctant I was. So, I didn't contact Mr. Zhou until he called me and I called him. I'd rather have a short pain than a long pain, and even this short pain can make me miserable, and I was determined to forget him. ”