I don't remember a bastard once said: Every Gu Liang is an angel, and when she meets someone she loves, she will fold her wings and fall into the mortal world. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

What I want to say is, Gu Liang, please fly high, don't stop here, go to the guardian knight in your mind!

Because I'm a scumbag!

That's right! I'm a scumbag.

When I was young, I was too honest and praised by others, and when I grew up, I gradually became less social, and I was ashamed to open my mouth to chase the girl I loved, and I didn't dare to accept it when I met him.

After graduating, I found several jobs that didn't go well, and finally found my own pursuit, became a full-time writer, and began to write history and online game novels.

Penniless, I went home, recuperated at home for two years, met dozens of times without eye love, every time I wanted to write but was interrupted by all kinds of things, I went to Wuhan in a rage, and it was really difficult to mix full-time writers.

Working in a chemical factory, there is plenty of time for four shifts and three shifts, and I began to have a painful blind date while picking up the pen, in fact, every blind date is painful for me, because I haven't saved money for these years, and once I have all the money, my parents have to pay it, which is undoubtedly a huge pear for a teacher family who is not wealthy.

How many blind dates have I used Mu Nenei to silently reject others, and recently I met a girl who didn't care that I wasn't good at words, and didn't care that I didn't have a deposit.

Although she was two years older than me, a little dark-skinned and a little short, I immediately recognized that this person was my life.

The first few times I got in touch, the girl was very frugal, and the two of us never ate extravagantly, we all found a small restaurant to eat, we could eat anything, and we were not allowed to order more.

Every time I ordered two dishes, she complained with a resentful face: "Wang Jue, I won't eat with me next time, it's such a waste every time I come out." ”

In fact, the first time we met was at a colleague's house, their family moved, she was busy all the time, almost didn't eat, which made me think that such a girl is not an angel given to me by God?

The first time we ate alone was the first snow last year, the weather was not good, I asked her out to play, she said it was bad or another day!

I said it's okay, she said you can come if you want!

Xiaoice was falling in the sky, and when I got to where she lived, it was snowing, so we stood in front of her window and admired the snow.

She lives in a small house with two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, although she is small, there are three girls, she lives in the guest room, there is a girl living in the living room, and there is a master bedroom.

I am a literary person, especially the goose feather snow that I have not seen in the past ten years, so I proposed to go out for a walk and bathe in the heavy snow.

The two of us talked about speculation in the heavy snowfall, and at dinner she proposed to cook at home to eat, boiled shrimp king stuffed dumplings, and the two of them ate dumplings to see the snow outside.

I looked at the electric pole in the snow that emitted a dim yellow light, and listened to the sound of washing dishes in the kitchen and thought: maybe this is the smell of home, it's so good.

We had known each other for only ten days, and on her birthday we were married, and for the first time we met her parents, and my father-in-law was an honest man. The mother-in-law remained silent.

In short, it was very smooth, the relationship was confirmed, and our relationship began to grow by leaps and bounds, and we went shopping together, naturally holding hands and hugging each other.

We gradually got to know each other, she doesn't like to cook so much, eating two meals a day is the standard, so I go to her every morning to bring food, and at noon coax her to go out to eat with me.

She is twenty-eight, I am twenty-six, we have all reached the age of marriage, we have a good impression of each other, we are engaged, and then we are serial (in some places it is called the in-laws), get a license, and get married.

The day before the serial number, she suddenly asked me, "What do you say when you see me?" ”

I understood that she was asking me for a promise, and that she would be happy even if it was a false promise.

But I can't give it, because I'm penniless, I really can't afford to give, and giving is putting pressure on my parents.

My father was a primary school teacher, and my mother was an ordinary farmer, and she spent all her savings for my brothers to go to school all these years, and I had to borrow them before I got married, so I couldn't give her false promises.

My silence made her angry, and the next day she was not allowed to go to his house to discuss the serial number, under the pretext that her grandmother was seriously ill and her parents went to her grandmother's house.

Afterwards she admitted that her grandmother had died a long time ago, and she was just angry that I couldn't give her a promise, in fact, all I could give was a bosom to bear all her temper and all her shortcomings.

A few days later, the matchmaker returned from her house and asked for a car, an SUV.

At that time, my mind was blank, in fact, she hinted at me more than once that I asked my parents to buy a car, but I really didn't have the money, why couldn't I buy it after marriage?

And an off-road vehicle, more than 100,000?

I walked out of the house in a daze, thinking only about being with her or leaving my parents in debt to death, and finally I gave myself the answer that I squandered my youth, then I was not qualified to get married.

When I got home, I was about to tell my mother that I was going to break up with her, but my mother told me first: she had a stomach ache and my mother couldn't enter the factory.

I rushed to the factory in a hurry, she was sitting on the ground with her back against the machine with her stomach covered, her face was extremely ugly, her eyes were full of joy when she saw me, but her mouth said, "Why are you here?" ”

"I'll look at you, how's it going?"

"It's okay, why don't you answer the phone?"

"I'm going out for a walk."

I really can't bear to tell her that I've just made a decision, let's break up!

I stayed with her until I got off work and sent her back to the dormitory, and I started working the night shift, and we didn't work the same shift, she was in the third shift, and I was in the fourth shift.

The next day, after work, I sent her back to her place outside, the snow had not completely melted, and I didn't dare to ride too fast on the tram, and was even overtaken by my aunt.

"Hurry up!"

"It's cold! You're still wearing that thin. ”

It's a pair of thick leggings all day, I don't know if she's cold or not? But I felt cold anyway.

For several days, I picked her up from work, she went to four o'clock and I went to midnight, she sent her back after I got off work at eight o'clock, and then I stayed with her and then came back to work together at three o'clock.

On Christmas Day, we went to the movies, and the next day we went to see the car, and after I told her about my family, she complained, and said, "Either your dad will pay 30,000 or 40,000 yuan, and I'll pay some, I'm asking my dad to buy a better car!" ”

In fact, what I was astringent in my heart at that time was that I loved to cause trouble, my daughter-in-law, I had no money, but I had a heart, and I was good to you all my life.

Before New Year's Day, my dad went to see the car, and the next day he let the two of us look at it together, and after reading it, my dad bought the car himself.

My dad thought that if he bought the car, it was time to serialize! Got married a few years ago!

But she said, "Uncle, it's too early! I'm still testing Wang Jue. ”

My heart was cold, and I rolled over the sheets, but you said you were still testing me.

I let her drive the car when I bought it, I got to know her more and more, and often ate breakfast and lunch together, and asked her to eat some green vegetables, but she said that she still eats green vegetables, can she eat it? Do you have any money?

Buy her a box of milk, eight-treasure porridge and the like for her to drink in the morning, she doesn't want to live or die, and cook porridge and drink it every day after she wakes up, saying that cooking porridge is to put rice in a pot and boil it.

Sometimes I lose my temper for no reason, especially during the menstrual period, obviously we are still together today, and when I go back to work in the evening, she will ride out the next day to relax, and ask her why?

She said: "Wang Jue, I regret it, I have less and less confidence in you." ”

A precursor to a breakup? I pretended I didn't hear and just diverted from her.

When we were together, she sometimes looked at me and said, "Hey! How do you think you don't talk to others? Why do you say that now? ”

After the New Year, we discussed going down to the second serial number in February and getting married before May Day.

In fact, my dad wanted to get married on the 16th of the first month, and got married on the second day of February, but she was forced to pull it to May 1st, during which she said that my new courtyard only has a hall and nothing else?

So after fifteen, my dad was building a house and looking after the furniture at home.

Since I didn't buy a ring for Valentine's Day on February 14, and she was in her menstrual period, I ran to her to accompany her, cook for her, coax her to eat, and even drag her out for a walk.

Due to her bad stomach and irregular meals, she will have a sore throat and fatigue when she catches a cold, and her back pain when she was a child is so severe that she even drives to and from work.

"Wang Jue, why are you so stupid? Can't even drive? If you haven't learned, why don't you listen to what I say? ”

Listening to her complaints, Wang Jue silently massaged her waist, feeling extremely bitter: Dear, most of my money is for my parents to prepare for the wedding, and the rest of the money is spent on you, how can you say I have the money to learn a driver's license?

"Let's go for a premarital check-up!"

She has spoken about this topic more than once, and some time ago when we rolled the sheets, she found blood and said it.

I thought I'd go anyway, but she was scared, so she asked me to check first, and I was found to have some problems with my prostate, and it cost five or six thousand to treat.

At that time, I only had more than 1,000 on me, and my parents were building a house at home, so I said to her: "The two of us are about to string numbers, more than 60,000 yuan, and the family is still building a house, why don't you advance the money first?" I pay you back. ”

She said: "I only have more than 4,000, but my family has money, but I have to go home and get it." ”

At that time, I was full of heart, I was in the hospital with needles for treatment, and I was worried that something would happen to her? She had just gotten off work, and since she was about to get married, I transferred to the same shift with her.

On the one hand, I was moved to death, this woman, I can't bear her in my life, of course, and her parents.

After the treatment was done, she called, her father was not at home, so he didn't get the money, you should ask your mother!

I was bleeding from my heart, but I said to her, "Don't come, you just finished work, and you have been driving for so long, so rest at home!" ”

She didn't want to come, but my dad came and gave me a word: "What do you do and never consult with me?" ”

My dad went to pay after he finished speaking, I wanted to cry but there were no tears, isn't it all the result of your actions?

The treatment was done for four days in a row, and it was three or four thousand a day, which was difficult enough for the family, and now it is still spent on treatment.

In fact, private hospitals are very expensive, and my parents didn't let me transfer because they were afraid that she would say, "Oh! Your family doesn't even have the money to treat you! ”

But she said: "This hospital is so expensive, your parents didn't say anything about letting you transfer to the hospital!" ”

I was speechless and could only say, "Anyway, this is the day." ”

That day, she drove me home: "Let the car go to your house!" Hello tomorrow to go to the follow-up appointment, I forgot to bring the key when I came out in the morning, you give me the key! I rode back and the car keys were given to me. ”

How about my mother asking her to see the renovation of the new hospital? She couldn't live or die, and threw a sentence at me: "Let's take a good look at Wang Jue again!" ”

My mom didn't feel right, so I called her at night to ask, after all, there were still a few days before the second of February.

"Wang Jue, you know! I've been under a lot of stress these days, I can't sleep every day, and I'm playing with my phone until late. ”

"Why?"

"Why? I can't sleep at the thought of you asking a girl to borrow money, and you actually let me a girl borrow money. ”

At that time, my heart was cold, and I just listened to her crying and saying that I was wrong. When you were sick, my mom had her take her to several nearby clinics to find the medicine you wanted.

You get sick again, you don't want your mother to worry, I'll accompany you to see it, the money spent is mine, I didn't say anything.

I heard that you fainted in the conference room, and I put down my chopsticks at home and came to pick you up to see a doctor. You hit the car with your car, and my dad didn't say anything at all, but comforted you that there is no one who doesn't crash when driving.

Wang Jue, I'm completely disappointed in you.

With a single sentence, my father's house, the car he bought, the money he borrowed from everywhere, and the news that spread out were all thrown into the air.

I can imagine how blue my dad's face was.

I walked for 80 minutes to apologize to you, admit my mistake, and make dozens of phone calls, and you said coldly: "What do you call, don't call if you have nothing to do." ”

It took me 80 minutes to walk, and I walked back for 140 minutes, and the next day I gave you the medicine you had paid, and I went to the hospital to see the wound and treat it again.

You said I was going to break up and have a big fight, you may not know that when you said that you quarreled with me, I was alone in the hospital for treatment.

It's not good to break up peacefully, in fact, who said that the breakup on the farm first is related to money, if I say the breakup first, the engagement of more than 20,000 yuan will not be refunded. If it's her, no one less.

On the day of the wedding, my mother settled the account for her, she said that my mother was a shrew, and my father asked her to pay back the car repair money, and she said that my father was a scumbag. And then in my space, I tear up all kinds of things, saying that I am a scumbag, my parents are shrews and scumbags.

Yes, Gu Liang, I don't have any money, so I'm a scumbag, but you can't say that my parents are shrew scumbags?

Gu Liang, you are an angel, please fly high, don't be attached to me, a scumbag.