Chapter 8 A Chinese Girl's Sorrow
Barren mountains and ancient temples, uninhabited, a hundred years of silence, the Bodhisattva has already closed his eyes and flown away; Who still remembers this desolate ancient temple, and who still remembers that in this dusty, dilapidated temple, there is still one she has never left, despite the loss of things, despite the long time, although it has been a hundred years, the memory is still stuck in the youthful, the innocent, infatuated era, persistence, oath, waiting, expectation; Although the body has gone west, although only the soul is left in the temple, I only remember that I know each other, I only remember that my love is stronger than Jin, I only remember the promise of life and death, I only remember the parting vow, and I only remember the sentence when I parted: "No one can replace you in this life, I will come back to find you thousands of miles away, and I will come back to meet you when I come back, because I only love you all my life" Time has gone and never returned, it has been three years since I left in a hurry, the life in the mountains is lonely and sad, the lonely woman thinks about it night and night, and looks forward to it day and day, until she is riddled with illness, and she has not waited to meet you until she dies; It hurts so much that the soul leaves the body, and the body is trampled by wild cats and dogs, even if the body is gone, how dare you break the oath of waiting; In the middle of the night, when no one is around, who hears the ghost girl crying; Time travels through the day, who pities the ghost girl in pain; The dream-like entanglement, the time in the mountains has passed for a hundred years; The years are ruthless, even a wisp of white gauze skirt, youthful and exquisite, who sees who is not pity, love is priceless, oath is speechless, a hundred years have passed in a hurry, and it is in vain to wait for a thousand years; Even if you can only fly to the world, looking for a love relationship that has not been over the years; The soul has no fixed place, wanders hard, hides during the day, and seeks at night.
That day, that look, that life, that sight, how can you forget your face in this life, although you have passed the road, although you have been reincarnated in a lifetime, but you are still you, your face is vaguely a hundred years ago, although the body has not changed, but the heart has long forgotten the oath of the previous life; There are also beautiful wives around the bed; When everything appears in front of you, even let the sky open your eyes, know that you have been separated for a few days in your previous life, and put your vows aside, and you have a wife and a concubine, and your talents are prosperous, and your life is happy and content; Hate only hates the loneliness of a lifetime, resents only resents that the puppet should not believe others' words, a lifetime of waiting, a lifetime of dreams, a lifetime of resentment, a lifetime of vows, a lifetime of lies; When waiting is no longer waiting, when dreams have been awakened, when love has passed, when vows have become lies, what should we do?
Seeing that you are so strange, seeing that you are so ruthless, seeing that you are already her husband, seeing that you have forgotten the lifelong love for you, I just want to ask: Why did you break your oath in your last life?
Why is it so miserable for me to be a ghost? Do you know that my life is resentment, death and resentment, life is bitterness and death is also bitterness, pain and struggle for a hundred years, pain, pain, pain, pain through heaven and earth; Resent, resent, resent, resent, resentful of you for 10,000 years; Hate, hate, hate, hate is forgotten by you in the world; What should we do today?
It's hard to stay, it's hard to go, it's hard to love, it's hard to hate, it's hard to cry, it's hard to complain, alas... That's it, that's it, since you and I have no fate in life, no fate in death, no fate in the past life, and no fate in this life; Why bother to advance and retreat, put aside the mistakes of your past life and this life, unload the resentment of my life, and wish to turn into a wisp of green smoke and fly between heaven and earth; Looking back and smiling at the world;
"What is the situation in the world? It only makes people love and hate dilemmas, and asks what is the situation in the world? Why is the love between the two so short-lived, and what is the love in the world? Why is love and money a companion? When the oath is just empty talk, who weaves the white snake and Xu Xian, when love is not in the long run, who sings the songs of Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai in the world; When feelings are just games, why do magpies still build bridges every year and let the Cowherd and Weaver Girl meet; When the Seven Fairies and Dong Yong fell in love, why could their love also move the gods of heaven and earth; The flowers on the other side are still blooming red and gorgeous, why the thousand years of waiting, the vows of the flowers and leaves, have not changed so far; What is love? Can anyone tell me? What is love? Please tell meγγγγγγγ β