I was silent, no one knew how much Le Fan liked Zhang Yiyang, maybe even she didn't know how much she liked him. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I don't know if this is destined by God, there will be such a person in this world, as long as you remember it in your heart, you can never erase it.

Ten years ago, after six years of conflict and pain, she chose to give up, and then decided to break off with the past.

However, she thought that she had cut off contact with him and was not paying attention to his news, and she would definitely be able to forget about him after ten years, and her feelings for him would slowly fade. She also kept reassuring me that she would forget.

But just two years ago, even if she was in prison, she didn't forget to let me give her one last chance, so that she could see Zhang Yiyang's happiness with her own eyes.

Maybe then she knew, and I knew, that her ten years of evasion were in vain.

But I'm thinking, can Le Fan really let go?

God won't give her a chance to let her go!

Zhang Yiyang is more like an obsession for Le Fan, a dream that has not been finished, I have also heard Le Fan's complaints and chagrin after hearing Zhang Yiyang's changed personality and concepts, but before all this completely destroyed the Zhang Yiyang in Le Fan's heart, we were caught off guard.

I looked at Mother You, sighed slightly and said, "Auntie, Lefan her, has already let go." ”

In a low voice, I was trying to convince her mom and at the same time tell a fact.

Le Fan, she has really let go.

Mother You didn't hear my voice, but when I was comforting her, I sighed and said: "More than ten years ago, when my aunt first knew about Zhang Yiyang, I thought that Le Fan was just curious about him for the opposite sex. It just so happened that at that time, Zhang Yiyang appeared in her life, so she would like him. ”

Mother You paused for a moment, and sighed weakly: "But I didn't expect that Le Fan didn't like it shallowly, but really fell in love with Zhang Yiyang." However, at that time, Le Fan and Zhang Yiyang were still so young, how could I believe in the relationship between them. ”

"Over the years, Le Fan has not been in love, and he has never thought about finding another boyfriend, I see it all. To put it nicely, she is for work, but I don't understand, she actually wants to return to Zhang Yiyang's side. ”

"Although her father and I urged her to get married from time to time, I also knew that she had someone in her heart and couldn't let go of anyone else."

When Mother You said this, her eyes couldn't help but turn red, and I could only watch Mother You sad, and my heart hurt.

Mother You stretched out her hand to wipe the tears on her face, and then suddenly smiled, "Look at me, I made you laugh." ”

I shook my head, forcing myself to purse my lips into a reassuring smile.

"Her father and I also know that Zhang Yiyang has also been single all these years, so we haven't put pressure on Le Fan all these years, we all think that Zhang Yiyang and Le Fan are the same, and they still think about each other, so we let Le Fan live like this, and never thought about forcing her to do anything."

"I also thought that if Le Fan really had to be him, Le Fan and her father would not object, as long as that person was really good to her, if they could still get together in the end, it would prove that they really love each other, right? But how do you know ......?"

When Mother You said this, the tears that she had been holding back couldn't help but flow down her cheeks again.

I think that the news that Zhang Yiyang is going to get married not only caught our friends off guard, but also makes it difficult for You's father and mother to accept it for a while, if he gets married, what should You Lefan do?

And this time, Le Fan suddenly wanted to go home, and Mother You had already guessed why, so she forced Le Fan to find someone to settle down after this, and Father You, who was originally silent about it, would speak for Mother You so suddenly.

However, what I am curious about is why Le Fan has so many friends, but You's mother chose Chen Ruihao. And Mother You's next words gave me this answer.

"The last time I saw Chen Ruihao, although he didn't say anything, I could see that maybe Chen Ruihao really liked Le Fan at that time, such a man would not make Le Fan sad and sad, and would really care about Le Fan. Otherwise, no matter how anxious we are, her father and I will not really rush to the doctor, and arrange a man for Le Fan to live like this. It's just that we didn't expect that Chen Ruihao would have a girlfriend. ”

I continued to be silent, but my heart was full of thoughts, indeed, Mother You was not wrong, Chen Ruihao does like Le Fan, but is it really just once?

In the past ten years, Le Fan has been working hard, and then step by step to today, perhaps the daily complicated work makes her no longer think of other things, although she is very tired, but she has lived a very fulfilling life.

However, in the past ten years, it is undeniable that she has really lived a lonely life.

I've been sharing a house with her for a few years now, and neither of us is planning to buy a house in City C, which will never really be our place for us.

I could always feel her grief from time to time, though rarely, but it was real.

She said that some loneliness cannot be compensated for by the excitement, even if she is in a noisy street, she still feels that she is the only one left.

I've never seen her complain to her family once in 10 years, but she's really not doing well at all.

I don't like to go to the party between friends, refuse to have any contact with the past, and will silently walk on the street alone and watch the bustling noise, feel the warm atmosphere, and watch the laughter of those people, as if this can steal a little bit of their happiness.

She said that when she attended a friend's party and saw that her friends had their own families, she was afraid that her sudden appearance would seem so abrupt, and she was afraid that if she became abrupt, they would easily see her deep sadness.

So she chose to go home, not only because she missed her parents, but also because she was by her parents' side, her loneliness would be reduced and she could feel warmth.

She doesn't like to communicate with people very much, and occasionally she talks to me a few words, like an old man who is about to twilight, telling those great truths that make sense, but in the end, she can't even convince herself.

Mother You burst into tears: "Actually, I've been thinking, am I wrong?" If I hadn't tried my best to stop it at the beginning, maybe Lefan would have been able to be with Zhang Yiyang. ”

Just when I didn't know how to comfort Mother You, Le Fan didn't know when she had already come out of the shower, she walked up to Mother You, squatted down and put her face into Mother You's hands.

"Mom, why are you saying that, I've really let it go."

Mother You didn't believe her words, and just stared at her vigorously.

Le Fan raised his head and looked at You's mother's eyes, and smiled slightly, "Mom, even if it's not you, he and I may be separated later for other reasons, it's me who didn't stick to it, blame myself, Mom, don't blame yourself, it's not your fault." I know that you are just afraid that I will be hurt and afraid that I will be wronged, it is because I have no confidence in our love at the beginning, how can a love that cannot experience wind and rain go through this life. ”

Le Fan stretched out his hand to hug You's mother, "Mom, you don't know how fortunate I am to be your daughter, it was you who gave me all the tolerance and care, taught me a lot of principles of life, and made me feel the warmth that others can't give." Mom, it's really not your fault, don't blame yourself, don't be sad, I just want to see you and Dad always have happy smiles on their faces. Otherwise, I'll be sad. ”

The sadness in Mother You's eyes is even heavier, and I can't stop my mood swings, this is Le Fan, the kind Le Fan I know, would rather be in pain than let the people I care about feel sorry for her.

"Le Fan, but he's already getting married." No matter how reluctant Mother You is, she still talks about it again to Le Fan, even if Le Fan can't accept it, she can only accept it.

Le Fan lowered his eyes and said very calmly, "Mom, I know, I always know." ”

Immediately, the two of them fell silent, and after a long time, knowing that Le Fan didn't want to say more, Mother You sighed helplessly, "Then you should rest early, you are also tired today." ”

You Lefan nodded and did not speak.

Mother You looked at her worriedly, then looked at me again, sighed and said, "I'll go first." ”

Mother You said, and walked towards the outside of the house, I stood up, "Auntie, I'll send you out!" After speaking, he went out with You's mother, and the last glance of You's mother, I knew that she had something to say to me.

Out of the room, Mother You said to me: "Luo Su, you are a good friend of Le Fan, Le Fan is straight-hearted, it is not easy to turn back if she thinks about one thing, my father and I are not by her side, I hope you can help her more by her side in the future, Auntie thank you." ”

I looked at Mother You and sighed: "Auntie, you have said it, I am a friend of Le Fan, don't worry, I will take good care of her." ”

Speaking of which, I want to slap myself twice, if I had been careful and found out earlier, maybe I wouldn't have ......

Mother You finally nodded slightly reassuringly, "Okay... Good... Well..."

In fact, Mother You tried her best to stop Le Fan and Zhang Yiyang from being together, and I can understand it.

When Le Fan and Zhang Yiyang were together, they were too young.

Zhang Yiyang was only fifteen years old that year, and Le Fan was only thirteen years old, they have been studying together since childhood, from elementary school to junior high school, and it has been seven years since they expressed their hearts to each other.

At that age, they are still the kind of ignorant children, who can really understand what real feelings are, and which parents will rest assured that their children will develop what love at this age?

It's okay for a boy to say, if it's a girl, if something else happens at this stage that shouldn't happen, then who should be responsible, and who can afford to pay this responsibility? Go find that boy? Even if they liked each other at the time, who could guarantee that he would be consistent after a long time.

Although it is not that when you are older, you will be completely safe when you become a boy and become a man who can take responsibility for your own actions, but at the same time, girls who have also grown up can really know how to think about problems and think about the pros and cons.

This age group is the purest and most sensitive, an injury is a lifetime thing, but maybe they didn't expect that they were already very careful, but Le Fan still failed to step on a love word in the end.

Seeing Mother You leave, I opened the door and went back to Le Fan's bedroom, and saw her sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze. She sat quietly on the bed for a long time, and after a long time, she felt that her limbs were a little stiff, and then she moved her somewhat numb body, and her face was indifferent.

She finished her unfinished work almost mechanically, picking up a towel to wipe her hair completely dry.

I frowned distressedly at her appearance, then walked over to her and pulled out the towel from her hand.

Sensing something in her hand being withdrawn, she looked at me a little sluggishly, and after a while, she seemed to react, and then asked tentatively, "Russell?" ”

I smiled and nodded, "I'm here." ”

……

Looking at Le Fan, who was already asleep on the bed, I stared at her face for a long time, and I didn't know what it was like in my heart. It took a long time to retract his gaze and go downstairs to pick up the bag that had been left in the living room.

As soon as I picked up the bag, the mobile phone in the bag rang, I opened the bag and took out the phone, looked at the familiar name, frowned, and didn't bother to answer the phone, just hung up.

After I hung up the phone, I just went back to Lefan's bedroom when a text message came again.

Pick up your phone, open the text message, 'Is she okay?' ’

I rushed into the bathroom and let myself cry quietly, even if I bit my lip, I didn't dare to make a sound, for fear of disturbing the person who was already in my dream.