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I sat limply on the couch, like a piece of ice cream about to melt in the summer, panting for breath and my heart beating uncontrollably.

Could it be that this is the precursor to the rumor: the coming of death?

I suddenly realized that life is too short and life is so fragile that it can be turned upside down if you don't even know it.

At my strong request, my uncle-in-law reluctantly took me to the central hospital. At that moment, I had long forgotten the reality of hunger and exhaustion, my brain was empty, and I only worried about my mother's safety.

At the door of the emergency room, I saw my father, grandmother, aunt, aunt, uncle...... Numerous relatives have gathered here. My uncle-in-law and I stepped forward, and my father saw me with tears in his eyes.

In the crystal tears, I saw the haggard of a "mountain", and I also saw the seriousness of my mother's matter.

My father didn't say a word to me, and his simple gaze conveyed the endless fear in his heart. He feared that one day he would not be able to support the shattered family; He was afraid that my future was hopeless; I am even more afraid that I will become an "orphan" who is spurned, ostracized, and has a difficult life......

The bright red cold light chilled everyone present, and the corridor was solemn and silent, like a unique sad song, silently singing.

At this moment, my aunt came up to me from the crowd. She took my unconscious right hand, looked at me lovingly, and said she would take me out to dinner.

In a trance, I realized that I hadn't eaten yet.

On the way, my aunt said to me intermittently, "If you really can't pass the high school exam, go to a technical school and learn a skill." It's time to be sensible, you know? Don't embarrass your father, they have already spent all the family's money on this house for you. This time, your mother ...... again," and as she spoke, my aunt suddenly squeezed my hand, her eyes were red and uneasy, and she said, "If your mother is gone, ...... future."

In an instant, my ears seemed to be deaf, I could no longer hear the sound behind me, and tears flowed unconsciously. I know that if God hadn't blessed me, perhaps this lunch would have been the last time it would have been served normally.

"Shenko, you know what? When I thought I was still a child, a voice suddenly told me, 'You've grown up.'" That's when I realized what it means to be 'overwhelmed'. I had to face the ups and downs of my life and make decisions that I had to mature. ”

Once again, Shenko wiped tears from the corners of my eyes and looked at me silently. He knew that I must have gone through the great pressure of life, and he only hated that he had not been able to enter my life early and help me get out of the predicament of reality.

After the meal, my aunt and I returned to the door of the emergency room again, anxiously waiting. Two hours later, my mother was transferred to the inpatient unit by the doctor, and her condition turned critical.

My father was the first to greet him, and I was the second. When I saw my frail mother full of tubes, I was like an eternal "tearful person", living with mixed feelings.

I saw that she had a slight edema in her limbs due to the various drugs she had infused into her body; I also saw that because of this disease, her eyes were almost dull when she looked at me.

Looking at it, she suddenly cried. With tears in her eyes, her mother asked her father, "Who is he?" ”

My father looked at me in astonishment, raised his voice and replied, "He's your son!" How could you not recognize each other? ”

This made my mother cry even harder, and the cry sounded almost desperate. In fact, deep down in her heart, why not want to be a qualified mother? She had worked hard for her only son, not wanting him to be bound by the poor. But now, she knows the severity of her illness, and only hopes that her only son will not be bullied by society in the future because of this seriously ill mother.

Since I didn't go to class in the afternoon, Sky Bear came to my house that night to look for me. At that time, I was alone at home, and my father and grandmother were still in the hospital watching over my mother 24 hours a day.

The moment the doorbell rang, my heart almost hung in my throat. I was worried that I would be a heinous bad guy when I opened the door, after all, it was the first time I had stayed at home alone and had no experience of independence.

Fortunately, after opening the door, I saw the sky bear, and the hanging heart finally fell to the dust.

When Tianxiong saw me, he seemed to finally breathe a sigh of relief, "So you've been at home all along?!" Scared the hell out of me! Then he asked, "What happened?" Why didn't you come to class all afternoon? ”

"My mother is sick." I informed the Tena Bear of all this, and calmly watched as the bear and I were immersed in this extremely sad atmosphere.

That night, Sky Bear took me down to a restaurant and enjoyed a beautiful dinner, which just happened to save me from the fate of instant noodles. To be honest, I really don't know how to cook, I haven't cooked any meals, even instant noodles seem unprofessional, and besides, I don't like instant noodles. At this moment, the appearance of the sky bear is undoubtedly a relief in the snow.

Before leaving, the Tencha hugged me deeply and comforted, "Everything will be fine." ”

Oh, yes! Everything will be fine, no matter how big the bumps in the road, everything will always be fine, it's just a matter of time.

At two o'clock in the morning, I had N nightmares in a row and woke up N times in the middle. In this strange new house, I really regret why I couldn't keep the tenchura after dinner.

I dreamed that my father had found me another stepmother; I dreamed that when Daigo abandoned me, he was followed by another man; I dreamed that the Tenura smashed the aircraft carrier battleship that Daigo sent to me......

Suddenly, I got up suddenly, found a clean rag, and carefully wiped the aircraft carrier battleship on the desk.

Staring blankly at the aircraft carrier battleship that Daigo sent me, I could see God. I seemed to see the outer Chinese ahead, where a light of hope shimmered, and Daigo was standing at the door of the school smiling and greeting me.

And when I came back to reality, I would smile wryly and ask myself: Is Daigo still going to school outside Chinese? I heard that he has moved to a big city, and must have changed schools.

"The time was fixed at 2:30 a.m., and I secretly made up my mind."

"What determination?" Shenko asked curiously.

"I am determined to study hard, even if I still can't get into a foreign Chinese exam, I must be admitted to a similar key high school, and I must not fall into it!"

In the following year, I traveled between the campus, the hospital, and my home, and I performed it vividly. The sky bear has also been foolishly following me in and out, tirelessly working in it.

Unlike him, I put my studies first, and he put me first.

In the third year of junior high school, we added a chemistry class.

The chemistry teacher repeatedly emphasized, "We must learn chemistry well, because we learn late, and we have to take the chemistry test when we are recruited, and our time is running out." ”

What the chemistry teacher said is true, whenever the last year of a period is approached, time will always be a little rushed, and often feel that it is not enough.

At that time, an element symbol is still fresh in my memory. It can be said that I was forced to the edge of the cliff by life, and if I didn't try to jump, I would be pushed into the abyss by this invisible wave.

With my limited thinking and vision, I had to work hard to get into a key high school. Otherwise, it will be endless darkness that embraces me.

The homeroom teacher was always worried about me and helped me find a suitable high school for me. In the city's worst junior high school, it would be a miracle for even one person to break out of the darkness.

The teachers of all subjects also gave me high expectations, often talked to me, and gave me spiritual touch.

During this period, Sky Bear also supported me very much. He always said, "The day of Nirvana is finally coming!" It's like seeing the most beautiful scenery in the world, and I'm fascinated.

I would like to sketch out the most gorgeous blueprint for all those who love me.