Roman was a little excited when he spoke, I could only listen to her in silence, and I also understood that in front of Le Fan, she always didn't care about anything, but in my heart, maybe I didn't know how much resentment and grievances I wanted to vent, so I didn't stop her.

"It wasn't until later that because of Li Ruilun, I slowly got to know her."

Roman suddenly chuckled a few times, "Actually, it's really an accident, I never thought that it would be because of Li Ruilun that I became familiar with Le Fan." ”

I was also surprised, Le Fan and Roman were obviously in the same class, but it was because of Li Ruilun that the two of them were familiar with each other.

"At that time, Li Ruilun and I fell in love with someone else, Li Ruilun and Le Fan were both fragrant in the eyes of the teacher, and students like me were the kind of headache for the teacher. To tell the truth, I was surprised that Li Ruilun was able to like me. Actually, although I broke up with Li Ruilun in the end, I don't deny that I really liked him, but at the beginning I also mentally prepared myself, there is really a big gap between me and him, and the chance of going to the end is really small. At the beginning, he forced me to study hard, and I really tried hard, but I still couldn't. ”

Roman fell silent, and I had mixed feelings.

I don't know how many men and women in this world like each other, for various reasons, eventually parted ways, you married, I married, and never since.

Every relationship ends with grief, and many years later, there is only a sigh or helpless memories left.

Roman took a deep breath, "Forget it, don't talk about this." Although Li Ruilun's ability is good, my husband is also very good, he is handsome, and he can make money to support his family, and most importantly, he loves me and I love him. ”

Speaking of this, Roman's face was full of happiness and joy.

Suddenly, I seemed to understand.

Marriage is not love, but marriage is built on love.

Two people have love, and if they want to get married, not only love is enough, life is not only love, but only two people who are in tune with every bit of life can really accompany each other for a lifetime.

Life is actually very realistic, just like Roman said, the gap between two people is too big, even if they are barely together, there is no way to last long.

The pure love described in film and television works and literary works, and the love that is not affected by the world, can never be realized in real life. Because this world is inherently secular world.

We are all mortals, and there is no way to escape the eyes of the world, so the only way to achieve true joy and happiness is to conform to the laws of this world.

Sometimes it's not that you don't love anymore, but you just can't continue to love.

After getting acquainted with Le Fan, I really understood her as a person, and only then did I understand her goodness. She is really a very warm person, with a sincere smile and a good way to people. Although she seems to be a boy's character, she feels very gentle. Sometimes I look at her and smile exaggeratedly, and I think she is very manly, but in fact, in private, most of the time she is very small and woman. Especially, when she was in front of Zhang Yiyang. ”

Roman squinted slightly, a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

After a while, she sighed deeply again, "......"

I also sighed, but I didn't speak, helpless, the matter has come to this.

After a while, she said again: "When I was in junior high school, she was my good friend, she was by my side to comfort me when I broke up, and I comforted her when she broke up." witnessed the beginning and end of her and Zhang Yiyang, and I realized how deeply she loved Zhang Yiyang. ”

She lay down carefully, her head resting on Le Fan's shoulder, and her eyes closed slightly.

In the first year of junior high school, Zhang Yiyang gave Le Fan a pair of glass swans, but after she brought them home, she was broken by her cousin, and only one was intact. Since then, she has kept the little swan close to her every day, and even when she sleeps, she holds it in the palm of her hand. How much she cares about Zhang Yiyang can be seen from her attitude towards the things Zhang Yiyang gave her. Later, I teased Zhang Yiyang about this once, but I didn't expect that not long after, Zhang Yiyang bought a pair of glass gadgets for her again, but this time it was not a swan, but a penguin. But even so, Le Fan couldn't be happier. Later, when I heard that Le Fan always carried the glass swan to sleep, Zhang Yiyang bought a bear for Le Fan again, and Le Fan finally found something to sleep with. At that time, the two of them were really sweet and tired of dying, not to mention themselves, even those of us who were bystanders couldn't have imagined that they would break up. ”

"But they split it up." I whispered, but the feelings that were favored by everyone were ultimately unsatisfactory, and I am afraid that everyone would feel embarrassed.

"yes, but they broke up anyway." Roman opened his eyes, "That night, Le Fan and Zhang Yiyang sent text messages, and while they sent, they cried non-stop, and no one could persuade them. That night I went to her bed to sleep with her, and then her mobile phone ran out of battery, so I asked me to lend her my mobile phone, I was really angry at that time, it was already obvious that Zhang Yiyang was unwilling to be with her, but she was stubborn to death, and in the end she only got a more painful result. It was the first time I saw her crying so sadly, as if the whole world had collapsed, and all of us in the sleep were trying to persuade her, and gradually she stopped crying, but I could feel the intense sadness that lingered around her. Since that day, Lefan has changed. ”

Roman said sadly, and her tone became sad, "Her smile is gone, she was always smiling in physics class, only a look of indifference remains, and even the teachers are surprised to do her ideological work." I know that she is sick, her heart is sick, and there is no cure. ”

"I've been worried about her psychological problems, I'm afraid that something will happen to her, but what I didn't expect was ......"

Roman opened his eyes and looked at me, "Don't blame yourself too much, maybe this day should come, and we can't just get away with it." ”

I nodded slightly, I didn't blame myself, I just didn't want to be reconciled.

I looked at Le Fan who fell into a dream, and I was really unwilling.

Roman turned his head slightly to look at Le Fan: "Actually, I didn't expect it, I thought she and Zhang Yiyang broke up, although it was painful, I believe that time can heal all pain, but what I didn't expect was that she would be unable to extricate herself in this relationship, so that she fell into a desperate situation, I still underestimated her feelings for Zhang Yiyang." ”