The loneliness that I can't let go of shines into reality like a nightmare. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Bai Yuzhe and his girlfriend get back together; Gao Yuan and Gao Chao are together, and he is often absent from the dormitory; The only one who can talk to me is Chen Xuanyu.

But this man was a joke God played on me. I don't know what he has to do with Daigo. All I know is that I should be disgusted with him for it.

Chen Xuanyu always has a pitiful and moving expression, and I suspect that he did it on purpose, trying to deceive everyone's love.

Even if it's just me and him on earth, I don't want to be friends with him.

I talk less and less to the people around me, and I often feel that it is the people around me who don't want to talk to me, not that I don't want to talk to them.

I was trapped, trapped by inexplicable loneliness and frustration.

No one here wants to understand me, and no one can understand me. I am like air, here in nothingness, unnoticed.

I think my old illness has returned.

Zhu Yuhang gloated and ran to my bedroom and secretly told me, "I have a bear!" ”

"Again? Who is it? ”

"A Korean one."

"Do you know Korea?"

"I met online."

"It can't be a liar, right?"

"Not a liar, he speaks very well."

"Oh, if you speak well, you're not a liar." I almost fainted on the spot, "The logic seems to be reversed." ”

"I won't talk to you so much, I'm going to talk to him, Bye-bye, Mustache."

Zhu Yuhang left, and I was confused again, not knowing what to do.

On Thursday night, I covered it with a pillow and stared at my phone screen in a daze. I wondered if I should also make some netizens to chat?

So, I clicked on the QQ on my mobile phone, and a message popped up in a daze.

After I clicked on the message, I found that it was a group invitation, the invitation group name was "Memory", and the inviter turned out to be Xia Xue.

I was so excited that I almost jumped up on the bed, and it was almost 5 years since I started, and it was the most unexpected gain in 5 years, and it was huge.

I decisively agreed to Xia Xue's invitation, and after entering the group, I found that the group leader was Xia Xue herself.

Since they have revised their remarks with each other, those names that were once familiar are now vivid, including the taciturn Feng Qianyu, the honest and loyal Peng Cheng, and Xiong Zihao......

I was suddenly moved to cry, and my heart was very calm.

The chat box keeps refreshing the conversation:

"I finally found you.

At the same table, you finally came in, don't you usually go on QQ?

Why don't you speak?

What about people?

Hu Xiaotian has always been a top student in the class back then, and Feng Qianyu and Dawu, how can they be like you?

I'm also a top student!

Decadent scholars.

Well, you're all top students!

Hello students, goodbye students!

In other words, Hu Xiaotian didn't say hello after he came in? I didn't even say a word, I guess I forgot about it, and I wanted to cry.

Yes, what about others?

Probably not......

His QQ avatar is obviously lit up, and the status is displayed online.

You call him.

Feed! Hu Xiaotian! Are you there?!

Doesn't seem to be there......

Then you can talk to him privately! ”

Suddenly, four or five temporary dialog boxes popped up in QQ, plus seven or eight friend applications.

I didn't reflect for a while, but I was carried away by the surprise. At this moment, I seemed to have something to do, but I couldn't remember what was so important, so I was stuck in my heart and stunned.

The group began to swipe the screen again:

"He's really not there, and no one cares about private chats with him.

Alas, it's not that he's not there, it's that you're not good-looking enough.

I've always been the most beautiful! Who used to be in the second class and wrote me a confession letter!

Who is it? This is your good-looking capital? Forget it, I won't tease you. People, I'm afraid the person I want to talk to the most at this time is not you.

Who's that?

Daigo!

Daigo? yes, I haven't seen each other for so many years, and it's time for the two of them to have a good chat.

How do you know the two of them haven't met?

I guess, hee-hee.

It is estimated that Hu Xiaotian is chatting with Dawu at this time!

Huh? Look, is Daigo online? I haven't seen him speak in the group recently.

It doesn't seem to be there, right.,And Dawu's QQ avatar isn't lit.。

Daigo, your family is back! Are you there?

Not anymore! He cares so much about Xiaotian, give me 10,000 lies, and I won't say that Dawu is invisible. ”

At this moment, I woke up like a dream. The brain seems to have a subconscious, and the behavior is uncontrollable, frantically dialing and searching in the list of group members.

I found his name in the dark gray offline crowd - Daigo.

Looking at his name, I looked at it for three minutes and hesitated for two minutes. Although the head is small, you can still see a polar bear looking at the sky in the ice and snow.

I hesitated to open the temporary dialog box, he was not online, I had a lot of things to say to him, and for a while, I didn't know where to start.

I asked to be added as a friend, bookmarked him in a dedicated column, and tried to enter his space, only to find out that only friends could enter.

All of a sudden, I couldn't stop crying.

He and I are no longer friends, and I don't even have the qualifications to enter his space, so what are I and him?

This can't help but remind me of Chen Xuanyu, are they really together?

I'm now very sorry that I wanted to make Daigo angry in the first place. And why was it found at that intersection? Why did Daigo move out? Can anyone tell me why?

On Friday afternoon, I came home from school.

I didn't carry my bag, and with a face full of loss, I sat in the back row of the bus by the window. The sky was overcast, and it didn't take long for a light rain to fall. The rain was pouring down on the car window, and things in front of me were moving faster and faster, slowly becoming thin.

By the time I arrived, it was pouring rain, and I was so stupid that I forgot to bring my umbrella.

In a panic, I ran like crazy, running as hard as I could, and there were almost no pedestrians around, and there were only a handful of vehicles on the road. In the low-lying areas, small rivers have accumulated, and small whirlpools have appeared on the manhole covers.

I could clearly feel that I was soaking wet, shivering from the cold, and even my shoes were showing signs of being soaked by the rain.

I ran in a hurry, my shoelaces were opened, and I didn't know when my feet were in puddles.

I scolded in my heart: It's really unlucky!

The bad situation reminds me of him, if he was with me, maybe things wouldn't be so bad, but he will never come back to me.

With tears in my eyes, I leaned over and silently tied my shoelaces, letting the wind and rain blow.

The rain separated the two worlds in a blurred vision, a warm current exhaled from above my body, and a pair of huge white Nike sneakers stood calmly in front of me.

"Captain Nemo is late, I beg your pardon, Professor Aronnath."