In mid-October, news came that the political situation had gradually stabilized, and when they were about to leave, Shen Jinyu had changed her appearance. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

She is not as shriveled and thin as when she first came to Lingnan, she has become mellow, and in life, she has become as lively and agile as she was when she was a child, and her smile is not as good as in Beijing, and even the curvature of the corners of her mouth is fixed.

The flowers planted by Shen Jinyu in the yard also began to bloom, purple and red, gradually blending the warmth of the yard that originally seemed a little cool.

In the here and now, after so many years of life and death, Sang Tian can temporarily separate Shen Jinyu from Shen Zheng, she is not just a name and a symbol in Jinzhou, she is not associated with Shen Zheng, she is not taken care of because of Shen Zheng, she is her, she is just a person who has been freed from the shackles of those identities.

They are enlightened by a master, many things and aesthetics, there is a natural consistency, she is like his brother, and like his sister who grew up watching from a young age, when he was a child, his unspeakable disgust and jealousy for Shen Jinyu actually merged with a piece of peace stolen in front of him, and became a part of his memories and blood.

Under this kind of life without burdens for the time being, Sang Tian himself also unloaded those burdens and layers of armor, and didn't care about the Sang family, the Shen family and the world, as if there was no tomorrow, just wanted to live a good life in front of him, only with Shen Jinyu, two people, a flower, a mouthful of food, without those shackles and prosperity, he tasted the real fireworks in the world for the first time in his life.

When the weather is good in the morning and there are few people, the two of them will also ride horses and run outside, and if they are lucky, they can still reach the top of the mountain to see the sunrise.

Kuwata had never experienced such a quiet and comfortable life, so much so that the days of leaving were pushed back day by day with his selfishness.

On the eve of leaving, the weather was very good, and Jinzhou at the end of October was already a little cold, Shen Jinyu packed up the items to be used on the road, distributed the things that were not needed in the yard to the two maids, and gave them some silver money to fight them home.

It's just that one of them named Tao Niang was young and couldn't remember where his home was, so Sang Tian stayed and didn't follow them back to Beijing.

The last thing Kuwata asked the maid to do was to pluck all the flowers in bloom in the yard.

Do all this, look at this courtyard, and after tomorrow, you will never come back.

The peach source is very good, and they still have to devote themselves to the rolling red dust.

Sang Tian took her to jump on the roof for the first time, the sky was misty, and the moon was faint in the clouds, hazy.

Shen Jinyu looked at the sky and muttered worriedly: "This weather is like this, I'm afraid it will rain when I go out tomorrow." ”

Sang Tian couldn't help laughing, and only after laughing did he ask: "Sister, you are too pragmatic, I brought you up to take a good look at this yard, and I know that you are reluctant, so say goodbye." ”

Shen Jinyu looked up at the sky, there was a wind blowing, the clouds gradually faded, and the light of the moon began to reveal little by little, before saying: "So even if you miss this place in the future, with the same moonlight, you can miss it, right?" ”

Kuwata nodded.

What they discussed, Shen Jinyu's official uniform and documents were lost in Lingnan, and they lost their trust in the saint, according to the anger of the saint, she wanted to oppose it, and this official would definitely not be able to do it.

The two of them are naturally going to form an alliance, Sang Tian told her everything he knew without concealment, they discussed things, after this incident, let Sang Tian completely believe her, she looked at things from a surprising angle, although some things are immature, but in time, she will be like rouge, can take the lead.

After a long time, Sang Tian suddenly asked, "Are you afraid?" ”

Returning to Beijing means the beginning of a bloody storm, and this road is not easy to walk.

Shen Jinyu really mumbled as Sang Tian expected: "I'm afraid, I'm so scared, I've gone so many times before life and death, I thought I was numb, but this time, I ...... What I'm more afraid of is that because of me, others will be bleeding like rivers and ......."

"No one is like that because of you, you don't have that much ability, don't always overestimate yourself." Sang Tian answered, flicked Shen Jinyu's forehead lightly with his index finger, remembered the previous things, and laughed for a while before he seemed to say to himself: "Just like when I was a child, I am still so arrogant." ”

"As a child? What was I like as a child? ”

"When you were a child, you were arrogant, mischievous, and a little pampered."

Shen Jinyu lowered her head and recalled for a while before she wondered, "So annoying? Why don't I remember anything? ”

Although he knew that Shen Jinyu had indeed lost some memories for some reason, Sang Tian looked at her expression of serious memories and couldn't help laughing for a long time before saying, "After returning to Beijing, I will tell you everything I know when I have the opportunity." ”

Shen Jinyu exhaled and said with a heartless smile: "If you don't remember, there are benefits to not remembering, if you live to be eighty years old like this, although you are not happy, but you are not sad, isn't it also good." ”

Sang Tian's heart tightened, Shen Jinyu's relaxed appearance made his heart look heavy, he wanted to take Shen Jinyu back to Beijing, in addition to her own affairs, she had to clean up by herself, that is, she wanted her to contain Cheng Xuan and the eldest princess, and to drag her into this troubled water, looking at her now, it was really unbearable.

Sang Tian is a master of employing people, especially women, he has never felt guilty before, everyone just takes what they need, but this time he can't have a clear conscience about Shen Jinyu. He knew that Shen Jinyu had no choice since the day he was born.

He asked, "Then do you have something you want to do, say it, that is, you forget it in the future, and I will help you remember it." ”

"I want to find ......"

Before she could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Kuwata: "Grandfather and parents? These don't count, say what you want to do. ”

"What do I want to do myself?" Shen Jinyu held her chin with her hand and pouted for a while before smiling, "I don't have anything I want to do." ”

"None? I don't believe it, everyone has something they want to do, how can you not have it? ”

"The old days were very simple, but I don't know when I became the mess in front of me...... I naturally know that I can't go back to the way before, and I know that there is no way to solve it. So ......"