033. Am I a pervert?

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I was woken up by Lin Hao in the morning, changed into a small vest and regular clothes, went into school every day to mix the days, worked mathematics and Chinese, and then still slept and played with my mobile phone in English and professional classes.

There is a little bit of college entrance examination atmosphere in the class, except for a few guys who don't learn and don't know how to do it, they are still good all day long, such as Zhu Ronghui's guy.

After becoming a woman, her body changed a lot in the first week, but in the days that followed, there was almost no change, except that the already sparse leg hair on her body was now even thinner and almost invisible.

Although I once said that I would be a girl after drinking, it was only limited to not refusing the supplies that only those women use, and the current body, except for the lower body is a little less and the upper body is a little more meat, almost no different from before, so in fact, I still maintain the previous habits, just a little more trivial.

The woman's body didn't affect my life much, it just needed to be careful not to be detected

"Go shopping for clothes, shall we? The weather is getting cooler. ”

Lin Hao was half lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, and suddenly said so.

Indeed, after entering October, the temperature began to drop significantly, and there were already a lot of pedestrians wearing long sleeves on the street, Lin Hao was okay, he was in good health and brought a shirt to add outside, but I only brought short sleeves, and only dared to borrow Lin Hao's shirt to wear it when I was studying at night, after all, it was too big to wear very weird, and no one would notice it at night.

"I don't have much money on me......"

I've always insisted on the AA system when I eat, and I've always been responsible for the cat food with lemons, and I don't have much money left after paying this month's rent.

And! I also have to buy sanitary napkins, my aunt bleed a lot, so I have to change it almost every two or three hours, but fortunately, the second time my aunt happened to be the National Day holiday and didn't have to change it secretly at school, but it also wasted a lot of money. However, after the first time, under Lin Hao's reminders from time to time, I have learned to pay attention to diet, keep warm, etc. before and after my aunt, and my stomach pain is limited.

"Just buy two coats."

"That'll do fine."

"Let's go."

Today happens to be the weekend, and I have nothing to do in Lin Hao's room, but now that I have something to do, of course, I will set off immediately.

During this time, I always felt as if I had changed a lot, not in terms of appearance, but in psychology.

I actually started not to reject people saying that I was beautiful or anything like that, and I didn't exclude being called a little sister as a girl on the street. What's even more excessive is that Mengqi, who was supposed to be the object of my liking, now when I secretly pay attention, what I notice the most is actually the clothes on her body and a hairpin on her head.

I didn't do anything, I just tried my best to maintain the life I used to, but I found that my psychology was subtly turning towards girls! Some classmates have mentioned that I am behaving more and more like a woman, even if I try to look like a man like before, but I don't seem to have many men before.

Following Lin Hao on the bus, we planned to go to Antong Shopping Mall, which has a wide variety of types, although it is a little dirty, but the most important thing for me is that it is cheap.

"Lin Hao, why don't you go to play basketball on weekends recently?" I leaned against the car window and looked at the scenery on the side of the road, "I remember you didn't like to play with your phone before?" ”

"I'm afraid you're bored at home."

It's true that after becoming a woman, I rarely go out except for school, even if the change in appearance is not very big, but when I walk on the street, there is always the illusion that all the pedestrians are paying attention to me, and I always feel that I am seen to be a man, and I am always a little afraid of being called a shemale again, if it is not inevitable to go to school, I would rather not even go to school.

Luckily, I was originally a woman-biased face, and now that I'm more feminine, they don't have much of a reaction other than surprise.

Ten minutes later, I got off the bus, walked in the shadow of Lin Hao, and bought a cup of warm milk tea on the side of the road by the way.

For people like me, who are used to drinking cold water, drinking warm water is simply torture, if it weren't for the fear that my aunt would be in pain again and couldn't get out of bed, I would have turned my face to Lin Hao a long time ago.

Walking into Antong, the entrance is a mess, on both sides of the passage, some garbage bags are thrown in the corner, and there is very little traffic, if it weren't for the cheap things here, I'm afraid I would have retreated at the door.

"Let's go up to the second floor."

Lin Hao seemed to be familiar with this place, so I followed him to the elevator that had stopped working.

The second floor is obviously much better than the first floor, with small storefronts taking up most of the space, leaving only a three-person wide passage, tiled floors, and no garbage that can only be seen on the first floor, which is more standardized.

Most of them are women's stores, boutiques, and at the end of the day, you can see a much larger clothing store.

Walking into the largest clothing store, the shopping guide who was playing with his mobile phone at the counter immediately noticed us and walked towards us.

This shopping guide is a woman, wearing a suit, which makes me feel very reliable at first glance.

"Handsome guy, what clothes do you want to buy?"

I naturally put the word handsome guy on myself, and this shopping guide is really reliable.

"Pick out two long-sleeved jackets for him." Lin Hao stepped out of the way and exposed me to the eyes of the shopping guide.

"Come with me here."

I'm still wondering why the shopping guide wants to take me to the other half of the area, only to find out that this half is all women's clothing.

"I'm a man." Speaking awkwardly, my eyes involuntarily stared at the women's clothes hanging on the wall, and my little face turned red.

I like that little suit so much, this dress is so cute, eh, the long sleeves over there are also good, but sure enough, the little suit is the best looking and neat, I just don't know if it's suitable for me.

"Huh?" The shopping guide was surprised at first, and then took me back with a confused face.

Some reluctant to look back step by step, looking at the little black suit, always want to try what it feels like to wear it, I have always envied those urban white-collar workers, all wearing suits, a shrewd and capable appearance.

It's just that when I saw Lin Hao who was doing nothing there again, my brain immediately calmed down, and I instantly discovered that there was a serious mistake in my idea just now.

Lao Tzu is a man...... Lao Tzu is a man, why do I want to wear women's clothes! Although the body is already a woman's appearance and I accept women's products, it doesn't mean that I want to like those women's clothes.

Wandering, he nodded to all the clothes recommended by the shopping guide, and then tried the coat one by one like a machine, and Lin Hao commented on it next to me, and I didn't pay attention at all.

Sure enough, there has been something wrong with my psychology recently, am I a pervert? I've been a man for 18 years, but why do I fall in love with a woman's outfit just because of a month's woman's body?

I suddenly remembered what the psychiatrist had said after seeing him: mild depression and mild gender recognition disorder.

Am I really a pervert?

When I walked out of Antong in a daze, I was already wearing a white long-sleeved shirt, and it was not until the gentle sun shone on my face that I suddenly became nervous.

"Lin Hao." I stood in front of Lin Hao, my brain was still a little blank when I had just come back to my senses, and the question in my heart couldn't help but speak, with a look of horror, "Am I a pervert?" ”

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Urging more partners, it seems that you have not experienced the era of being ruled by the moon, thinking back then, as a bigger moon demon king, the swing still misses that time.

People, people just like to see what you want to see but can't see.

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