Chapter 5 Child, Have You Ever Felt Despair?

Chapter 5

Trying to get stronger, using all your strength to become stronger, that's what I thought at the time. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

There was no gym equipment, no personal guidance, and no one or the Internet to clear my doubts about my workouts. The biggest effect of running is not to increase speed, but to lose weight, which I learned by accident later.

Seize all the time to exercise every day, and hold back the momentum to rush forward. It was the most fulfilling and stable time I have ever had since I came into this world.

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In the evening, next door from Aunt Fit's house came Fili's heart-rending howl.

"Whew!"

"Stinky boy, how dare you howl? The old lady thought that your wings were stiff and backbone, and you won't come back! ”

"Whew!"

"If you run again, why don't you run? Isn't it very good to run? I even threw away my mother's apple! ”

"Whew!"

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At night, I was running around the village with two simple sandbags made of rice bags on my back, and when I passed by Aunt Fit's house, I heard the movement inside and curiously climbed up the window to peek in. In fact, I've always been curious that Aunt Fitt beats Filip like this, because the ring ruler, feather duster or something is far from achieving this kind of "killing pigs" effect.

Through the crack in the window, I could clearly see everything inside, and my face turned red with a brush, and I didn't dare to look at it again.

In the window, under the light of a kerosene lamp. Aunt Fitt danced with an iron catalpa, while Filip was tied up by a hemp rope that fell from the beam of the house and hung in mid-air, his pants fell to his feet, and the white and tender buttocks that did not match his appearance were completely exposed to the air, and he was already slightly red and swollen.

Aunt Fett scolded, and when she saw the target, Filip howled miserably, and her red ass was suddenly plump again.

When I learned the truth, I fled, but the heat on my cheeks did not fade even in the cool night breeze.

"Whew! Whew! I panted and ran forward, even though I felt that my strength was exhausted, but I didn't dare to stop, and when I stopped, my mind was full of Fili's white ass that had been lifted.

"Wow, aa I screamed as if I was venting, dripping with sweat down my forehead and down my cheeks, leaving two or three wet stains on every piece of land I passed. Finally, I stopped panting, held my slightly trembling knees, and patted myself on the cheek.

Damn, Philip, that bastard, how dare you let me see such filthy things! Okay, just decide to ignore him for a month!

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It's easy, but because I have a goal, it's not boring. Yes, it's just that they miss the southern birds.

No cell phones, no computers, no internet. The inconvenience of transportation prevented us from meeting even once a month, such a thing. Speaking of which, we haven't seen each other again since we separated. It would be more appropriate to replace "this kind of thing" with "this kind of luxury".

In order to exercise, I did all the heavy work at home every day, and as a result, the village used to look down on me, saying that I had just arrived, and the people who were good children there gradually disappeared. Eventually, I felt like a real member of the family, and everyone greeted me warmly, which I didn't expect, but it wasn't a bad feeling.

Let my dry heart have a little nourishment in this world.

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I don't know when it started, the boys in the village began to revolve around me, maybe because of my unusual hair ****, or because of my unusual eye color, in short, apart from these two points, I can't think of anything that attracts these followers.

"Sui Naiguo, Sui Naiguo, it's good to laugh!" Filip spun around next to me like a bedbug, "Why do you have a face every day when you look so cute?" What a pity! ”

I don't know when it began, Fili, the white-ass fool, began to pester me every day to ask me this and that, and since he lived next to my house and often came over to help with the work, it was not good to be cold to him. But...... Why does he always feel that he has a plan to be so kind?

And...... It's not that I deliberately keep a face every day, it's just that I've forgotten how to smile.

"Humph!" I had to pretend that I was not happy to see him, snorted and continued to do what I had to do every day, and no longer paid attention to this pestering guy.

"Sui Naiguo, don't be like this, just laugh at it!" Catch up with Filip and beg.

I wouldn't mind showing her my most beautiful smile until I forgot my smile, but Fili's words are just a man's problem for me now. I frowned and ignored him.

"Suinaiguo, just laugh, okay?"

Ignore him, ignore him, ignore him.

"Can you just laugh at it?"

Ignore him, ignore him, ignore him.

"Sui Naiguo, if you don't laugh today, I'll go and commit suicide by throwing myself into a well."

"Well, you vote!"

"I'll just say how can you put up with it...... Ha?! Fili looked at me with a confused expression.

I glanced at the annoying fellow, "Why, aren't you going to commit suicide by throwing yourself into a well?" Come on, I'll help you! ”

As I spoke, I grabbed Fili by the sleeve and dragged him to the only well in the village.

"Don't, don't!" Fili was shocked, he absolutely believed that I could do it, and last time, he stood on the edge of the cliff and threatened me to jump off the mountain if I didn't laugh, and as soon as the words were finished I kicked him off the cliff, for which he lay at home for three days and couldn't get out of bed.

In fact, I regretted it after kicking it at the time, but I didn't expect that when I went to Aunt Fit's house to apologize, Aunt Fit just faintly looked at the sick "mud" on the bed, and said something that I still can't forget: "I don't know how many thoughts he kid has, I'll see you later, you're welcome, just take a breath!" ”

Sure enough, it's my own mother!

So, at this time, I dragged him to the well, Filip's face was as white as earth, and a seven-foot man couldn't break free from my "iron hoop" even if he pushed and shoved. It seems that the exercise in the past few months has still worked, at least no man in this village can beat me, huh...... I don't feel a sense of accomplishment at all. Hawkers,Forget it,There's no sense of accomplishment.,Anyway, thinking about this kind of philosophical thing is not my forte.,It's better to do it than to think about it.。

Looking at the wellhead that was getting closer and closer, Filip pulled the broken gong and suddenly howled: "Mother! If you don't come, your son will be drowned by this wicked woman! Mother~~~! ”

Coincidentally, the well in the village was right at the end of the road, diagonally above my house, and directly in front of Aunt Fit's house. What's more, at this time, Aunt Fett was carrying a basket and was about to go to the forest to pick mushrooms, and as soon as she went out, she saw me dragging Fili towards her.

"Aunt Fit, you're going out!"

"Hmm!" Aunt Fit didn't smile unnaturally when she saw me, "It's been almost a month since the last mushroom picking, I'll go to the mountains to have a look!" ”

"That's right, don't bother, I'll go and finish the 'thing' in hand first."

"Okay, there you go!"

Seeing that Aunt Fett and I completely ignored themselves, Fili's face suddenly became extremely ugly, "Mother! Save your son, or you'll have to collect your son's body later!" ”

Hearing Fili's heart-rending wail, Aunt Fett stopped, turned to look at me, and then looked in the direction I was heading, thoughtfully.

I almost thought that Aunt Fett, who had always acquiesced and approved of my lesson to Fili, was going to save Fili, but it was only a little bit, and as usual, Fili was dragged by me towards the well.

Aunt Fett looked at me thoughtfully, then looked at the well, and then glanced contemptuously at Fili, who was surprised on the ground and had "Mom's change of sex today" written on her face, and said to me kindly: "The well is not deep, about one meter and a half, remember to throw it head-down." ”

Fili: "......"

Sure enough, it's my own mother!

"Well, okay, thank you, Auntie!" If I hadn't lost my smile, I would have been smiling very sweetly.

"Mother! You're still not my mother, why do you keep turning your elbows out? Fili was still trying to make a death throes, and cried out by the stalk of his neck.

Aunt Fit turned her head, looked at Fit coldly with her right eye, and coldly dropped a sentence: "Is it your mother?!" The catalpa has been washed, and you will know at night if I am your mother! As he spoke, he left without looking back.

Fili: "......"

Today I feel like a big gathering of relatives, at least that's how it feels to me. As soon as Aunt Fett left, I saw my grandmother sitting on a long log by the wall. By the way, grandma will sit here and enjoy the most comfortable time at this time.

I saw my grandmother, and Fili, who had been struggling, also saw my grandmother, and two ecstatic lights suddenly shot out of her eyes, he was saved! The kind and kind grandmother will definitely save him.

"Grandma, grandma, help me!"

When the grandmother, who had always been clear-eyed and deaf, heard Fili's cries, she opened her eyes that were pretending to sleep, and her kind gaze fell on Fili's body.

I sighed slightly, it seems that this time I let Fili succeed. With my grandmother's kind nature, I'll definitely let go of Filip.

I saw that grandma's kind gaze fell on Fili, thoughtfully, and then under Fili's hopeful gaze, she opened her mouth and said, "Huh?!" Child, what do you say? ”

Fili: "......"

Me: "......"

"Grandma, save me! Otherwise, I'll be murdered by your granddaughter!" Filip just woke up and was a little dazed, and shouted loudly again.

"Huh?! Child, what do you say? I didn't hear clearly! ”

Fili: "......"

Me: "......"

Fili wanted to say something, but saw that grandma suddenly stood up, hammered her waist, and sighed: "Old man, my eyes are spent!" Deaf too! ”

Sure enough, it's my grandma!

If I hadn't lost my smile, I think I'd be smiling brightly at this time, and I suddenly remembered a phrase I'd heard before.

"Child, have you ever felt hopeless?"

Fili: "......"