Chapter 146 is unbearable
Chapter 146 is unbearable
"I'm not as bad as you say, and I'm not as good as you think, admit. (8)γ(1)δΈβ‘ γζη½γ.81."Sun Minzhen smiled miserably.
Why hide it, since you have come to this point.
"When you weren't at home, I greeted Sister Manqing, and she never bothered to reply. Otherwise, it's sneering in front of your subordinates, you know? Sun Minzhen now thinks back that the situation at that time is still very poignant: "Obviously chatting, if I sit down, the family will quickly walk away." As soon as I walked away, they sat back affectionately......"
"I don't know, I'm sorry. Minjung, I didn't know it was like that. Zhang Chengyan was surprised, he couldn't imagine that his mother and sister would treat his wife like this.
"Minzhen, let's move out! When I have children in the future, I will occasionally go back to see my family, just the two of us...... Don't get divorced. β
"It's useless, admit." Sun Minzhen laughed so much that tears came out: "Didn't you say that Sister Manqing used to like me very much, but now there must be some misunderstanding?" β
"There is no misunderstanding, but there is one thing that Manqing has always hidden from his family and has not said...... The girl who was raised outside of Song Mu, the one who stimulated Manqing who was born prematurely...... She looks like me. β
"She misses me for a long time, you don't understand. When Manqing saw me, how bitter should she be? We live under the same roof every day, and she's going crazy, and I'm going crazy, you know?" said Sun Minzhen in despair.
"Song Muzhi ......" Zhang Chengyan gritted his teeth with hatred and gave him a knife, he couldn't wait to kill that beast immediately.
"You're going to think that Manqing and I are not wrong, are you?"
Zhang Chengyan nodded.
Sun Minzhen closed her eyes and said frankly: "Manqing is not wrong, it is me who is wrong." Admittedly, I hate you because of the kid who didn't have time to see the world. You know that the child is gone, it's not the fault of the girl Xiuming, your mother and your sister-in-law are both murderers, and they are both murderers who killed the baby. β
"You're willing to be appeased, but I can't help but do something for the baby." Sun Minzhen wiped her tears, only this, she has never regretted it to this day: "Those who do wrong things must pay the price, God is too busy, and their revenge will be avenged." I've been looking for an opportunity to make your mother and sister-in-law pay for what they did...... Then I heard Cuizhi's words, you must have wondered why Manqing found Minyu Lu so coincidentally, right? β
"I said it, I asked a child to call Manqing. So Manqing passed, the child was born prematurely, and the home was gone. The injury is in the child's body, and the pain is in the mother's heart. Mrs. Zhang watched her daughter who had been held in the palm of her hand since she was a child suffer, and this time she was really distressed! Sun Minzhen looked out the window: "I thought that how much Mrs. Zhang felt sorry for Manqing, how much she would resent Manjushri who had been hiding it at that time." Of course, the best thing is that their husband and wife are also incompatible because of this, but they didn't expect Zhang Boyan to endure for his wife and didn't tell Mrs. Zhang at all. Manjushri was in danger, but I personally sent Zhang Manqing to the person who was said to be similar to my analysis, Zhang Chengyan, do you say this is retribution? β
Zhang Chengyan couldn't speak for a long time, and Minzhen said that he hated him and hated the Zhang family......
After giving birth to so many things, he didn't even know at all. Sister and mother were indifferent to Minzhen, she was very sad at that time, but she never stood by her side, but blamed Minzhen for not being patient for her family!
No wonder Min-jung feels tired.
When she said that she had done something to Manqing, she wanted to say that it was not a problem that could be solved by being separated from her family for a period of time. Zhang Manqing will never be able to accept Sun Minzhen sincerely, and Sun Minzhen is bound to live in pain and self-blame.
divorced Minzhen, Zhang Chengyan must be unwilling, he loves her and goes deep into the bone marrow; But what should Manqing do? It was his sister who had protected him and loved him since he was a child......
Bitterness spread in Zhang Chengyan's mouth, they are all dear and beloved people, what should he do?
"Anyway, I don't regret loving you. Mrs. Zhang is very good, and her sister-in-law is also good, but we didn't meet right, and we always had a little bit of fate. Admit it, let's get a divorce! Let me go, and let yourself go......"
I have no memory of how Zhang Chengyan walked out that day.
He watched Minzhen go in a daze, stretched out his hand to stop her, and hung down weakly.
Mother doesn't like Minzhen now, if she knew that the phone call that caused Manqing's premature birth was Minzhen, it is estimated that she would really never be able to see Minzhen; And Minzhen also has an unbreakable knot for her mother and sister-in-law, and it is better not to see Manqing.
Zhang Chengyan is now in front of him as a mess, and he can't touch it, can't hold it, and can't put it down!
It's all made clear, after all the showdowns, there is no imaginary relief, Sun Minzhen doesn't want to go home to face her mother's interrogation, she just wants to stay alone and cry well.
After Sun Minzhen called a rickshaw to go to the river, a black sedan slowly followed.
When the river is cold, there are not many people on the beach. Only occasionally three or five stood on the reef far away, the river wind was very strong, Sun Minzhen didn't feel cold, and she couldn't blow away the depression in her heart.
Tears flowed wantonly, and Sun Minzhen looked at the waves rolled up by the river wind. Thinking about being at Uncle Yingtan's house at that time, I thought about the idea of suicide. How ridiculous and pathetic it is to think about it now, she has never lived well, and she can't afford to die!
How envious of people whose love is everything, they can live so chic and die so calmly.
Sun Minzhen felt that she might be crazy, and she was seriously thinking: If there was no mother, would she die after no confession?
No, she knew she wouldn't.
The girl who grew up with her mother in Jiuli Lane, no matter how delicate she looks, she is not a silk flower attached to a big tree. Under the hatred for Mrs. Zhang and various disputes with Zhang Manqing, how much relationship is left between her and Chengyan!
It's not that there is no chance to live together at all, it's that Sun Minzhen can't afford it and wants to let it go. This relationship made her inferior to the point of having no self, Sun Minzhen was afraid of that kind of life, and her insistence after marriage made her think back now, embarrassed and embarrassed to the point that the little sweetness she had promised was spread with bitterness.
Speaking of which, she is still selfish.
Because he loves Chengyan, he knows that he is not worthy, but he still gets married without hesitation; Because he also loves himself, he didn't give this marriage a chance, and he confessed to Zhang Chengyan without concealing it!
(To be continued.) )