"Xiaohu, have you eaten?" Takato asked. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Hu?" I didn't react for a while, "Oh, I've eaten, I just drank a cup of porridge." ”

"Would you like to eat more?" Gao Yuanren looked very rough, but he spoke very modestly, "We are about to go to dinner, let's come together!" ”

"No, go ahead, I'm losing weight."

"Lose weight?" These two words really made Gao Yuan laugh, and even the fat man Zhu Yuhang laughed.

Actually, where am I losing weight? People are not fat by themselves. Am I really not hungry? Who can be full with just one cup of porridge at night? I'm making a fool of myself.

The reason for this is nothing more than being so deeply troubled by "love, hate, affection, and hatred" that I am in the quagmire and cannot extricate myself. But how can they see my heart? My behavior is a sign of "misfit" in their eyes, and over time, this kind of person has always been called "eccentric" by those around me.

I remember that some of them commented on me, saying that I was introverted, too introverted, and too yin; Some people commented on me, saying bluntly that I was unsociable, eccentric, and unusual, and that I should always be on the lookout for me.

Coincidentally, it was the two "bad guys" in the dormitory who dressed like gangsters and smoked a lot.

Just ask: Is this really just a coincidence? Or is this an inevitable law?

After they went out to eat, I was the only one left in the dormitory. I stood on the balcony with nothing to do and sighed to the moon: I finally kept up with you, and I also lived on campus......

Shenko couldn't help but ask, "Brother, are you adapting to the first time you live in high school?" ”

"Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Yes!"

I grinned, "To be honest, I didn't fit in my first time in high school. ”

Anyone who suffers from the same condition as me is not suitable for the school. Because, the door of their hearts is locked, others can't get in, and they can't get out, and the more people they are with, the more they will bring out their loneliness.

They are often sensitive, and any word about them is defined as derogatory; They often have a cold expression, as if everything around them is not their business; They also often behave unsocially, as if they have come to the wrong time, a person who should live in the future, but is forced to live in the present.

I'm one of them, and I have a lot of say about it.

20 minutes later, Gao Yuan and his group returned to the dormitory after dinner, talking and laughing with each other, as if they were already very familiar. But these seemingly harmonious illusions on the surface can't hide from my discerning eyes, and it turns out that chatting and talking are also divided into camps. People of the same kind attract each other, and people of different kinds repel each other. I always find that the two who like to smoke spend more time chatting with each other than the others; And Li Dongsheng, a "nerd", and Huang Junxiang, an "honest man", seem to have endless words; As for the "crybaby" Chen Xuanyu, he is more like me, silent and hopelessly introverted.

"Haha......" Shenke laughed, "I didn't expect my brother's insight to be so deep. ”

"It's not all thanks to the bear?!" I reproached, "Perhaps, people can only have the qualifications to open their eyes after experiencing heart-rending pain." ”

"From this point of view, my brother still resents the sky bear?!"

"I hated it then, but now, I'm relieved." With tears in my eyes, I explained to Shenko, "There's nothing wrong with the bear, everything he does is love." He waited for my forgiveness for 30 years. It's a pity that the price of this forgiveness cost him his life. ”

Shenko was dumbfounded, "Brother, what happened?" ”

"It's a terrible thing, but that's another story." I continued, "Like Daigo, I didn't see him again for a long time after graduating from junior high school, and the last time I saw him, he was covered in blood and dying in severe pain, but he was still smiling, bleeding from his mouth, and tears were shining ......."