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In an apartment in Cheongdam-dong, Seoul, a short, beautiful girl was rummaging through the rooms looking for something, and the floor was full of miscellaneous things, dolls, clothes, and some old items.

"Yun'er! Where the hell did you put it? How could I not find it? The short-bodied girl rummaged over and over, but still couldn't find what she was looking for, and couldn't help but shout to the girl outside the room who was watching TV with a mask on the sofa.

"Didn't I tell you to be in the corner? I've said it all three times! The girl outside was not happy and got up and walked into the room.

When the girl walked into the room, she found the short-sized girl rummaging in her closet, and the room was already in a mess.

"Yikes! Kim Taeyeon! What are you doing! "Lin Yuna, the face of the girls' generation of the big trend girl group, Lin Yuna, is yelling at her captain Kim Taeyeon's little short body.

"Huh?" Kim Taeyeon heard her sister's familiar voice, and couldn't help but turn around, and found that the owner of the room was already standing behind her, with his hands on his hips, looking at her with an indignant expression.

Kim Taeyeon looked up at the angry man in embarrassment and said embarrassedly, "Yoona is sorry!" I just can't find it. You too, why did you put the necklace so deep. ”

"Yikes! It was given to me by my fans, it was in 2009, and it was very valuable at the time. Besides, if you can't find it, you can't find it, why make such a mess of my room! Lin Yun'er was still angry.

"I'm sorry! I don't want to, forgive me, okay? Okay, just once, huh? Kim Taeyeon sprinkled coquettishly in a greasy voice, holding Lim Yoona's arm and shaking it around, she didn't care about her sister saying "yes" to her.

"Yikes! Don't be spoiled with me, it's really annoying, go to your Sika, isn't it Tessie CP? Lin Yun'er looked disgusted and shook her arm.

"Sika has an announcement. Also, what did you just say to Ernie? Huh? Kim Taeyeon jumped up and wanted to hit Lin Yuna on the head, but Lin Yuna was quick and dodged it at once, leaving Kim Taeyeon to raise her hand and look at Lin Yuna with resentment.

"Forget it, I'll find it. I can't even find a necklace, what's the use. ”

Lin Yuna rummaged in the corner, Kim Taeyeon looked at Lin Yuna, pouted, and also walked to the side to see Lin Yuna "busy".

"Hey, what is this?" Kim Tae-yeon found an envelope in the corner, which seemed to still contain stationery and had not been opened. "Yuna, is this yours?"

Lin Yuna found the necklace and put it in a white box, although it had not been opened for a long time, it was still as neat as new.

When Lim Yoona heard the movement, she turned around and took the envelope in Kim Taeyeon's hand, looked at it, shook her head and said, "I don't know, maybe it's Xiaoxian." ”

"Open it and see?" Kim Tae-yeon suggested to Lim Yoona with a smile, her eyes full of curiosity.

"No, if it's Xiaoxian's, she'll be angry."

"This envelope has not been opened, Xiaoxian may not know! Let's just take a look, shall we? Kim Tae-yeon's tone was full of demagogy.

"Just a look." Lin Yun'er said righteously.

In fact, Lin Yun'er refused at first, but she still watched it.

The letter was blue, the font was beautiful, and it was obvious that it was written by a boy.

“omo！ Dear so-yeon? It's not Sika's, is it? As soon as Kim Taeyeon opened it, she saw that the signature was "so-yeon", which immediately reminded her of their iceberg princess Jung Si-ka.

Lin Yun'a, who was next to her, was stunned when she saw the word "Xiuyan", and then snatched the letter paper in Kim Tae-yeon's hand.

"What are you doing?" Kim Taeyeon puffed out her mouth angrily and looked at Lim Yoona unhappily, like a child who had been robbed of candy.

Lim Yoona ignored Kim Taeyeon for the first time and looked at the letter in her hand with her own eyes.

Kim Taeyeon had to give up, "I'll let you take care of it first, I'll be generous." ”

However, as soon as Lim Yoona got the letter, her face changed, and then, she handed the letter to Kim Taeyeon and walked out of the room, her shoulders trembling.

Kim Taeyeon didn't notice Lim Yoon's abnormality, she just picked up the letter on the ground and looked at it seriously.

"Dear Su-yeon,

Today is the sixth month of our acquaintance, and the seventh day of our breakup, and I don't expect you to look back at me or hold my hand, and when you don't show up for the appointment, I know our story is over.

I was looking at cherry blossoms in Himeji when I wrote this letter, and the cherry blossoms are beautiful, just like you.

I went to Japan alone, and that's the country you want to go to.

I saw a lot of things, a lot of scenery, but unfortunately I went alone when I went and came back alone, which is probably the most regrettable.

1. I fell in love with you at first sight, which is amazing. In fact, you were crying so much that you were crying with pear blossoms and rain, and your image was super bad, how did I fall in love with you?

2. But you are really good-looking, which makes people very comfortable, no makeup, long live without makeup. Your eyes, mouth, collarbones, fingers, all fascinate me.

3. You are the first person I love most in my life, and you are also the person who changed me.

4. In the next life, we must be the most worthy person, no matter which aspect it is, but forget it in this life.

5. I'll give you the best in everything, because spiritually I give everything, and materially I must not treat you badly, that Tiffany's necklace I don't know if you received it, that is the money I have saved for a long time.

6. Do you remember the first time we met? The sun was shining that afternoon, and you happened to be wearing a beautiful dress, so at that time, your figure was engraved into my mind.

7. You especially like to eat, and can eat, special. Every time we ate vegetables, the shopkeeper was very frightened. The highest record was twenty dishes, eaten up.

8. I always take pictures of you, because I want to record the happiness together, and you always say, "Oh, I'm not a celebrity, I'm really convinced." "And still happy to let me shoot you.

9. I will be happy when I see you, and there will be no troubles, and in the same way, you say that you are too.

10. We have three pairs of couple shoes, one of which is because the laces are one color, and you only like one color, so I bought another pair and dismantled the laces for you.

11. Your fingers are super beautiful, so you will protect them very carefully, and so do I, for example, I never let you brush the dishes.

12. Actually, I think now, I must become a very powerful person in the future, even if we are not together at that time, I will prove to you that you are not wrong.

13. Once I wanted to sing "Cute" to you, I practiced for a long time, and then I recorded it myself and listened to it, and then, there was no more......

14. It's a very amazing thing for us to take a taxi, we often don't know the destination, one is that you don't want to be too far away, and the other is that I feel like staying with you, even if it's in the car, it's very happy. Then let the master keep driving in a circle, and it is estimated that many taxi drivers will never forget us......

15. That day, in fact, I had a lot of things I wanted to say, but I couldn't say them, and now I don't say them, and I can't find the words that I have practiced thousands of times in secret.

16. On Valentine's Day, you didn't come. You said you were tired from practicing and couldn't come out to spend Valentine's Day with me, I didn't blame you, I let you have a good rest. Actually, I bought you the necklace you've always wanted, but before I could get it into your hands, we were already over.

17. I didn't expect that we would end up like this, maybe it was an obstacle from reality, but it was also a bit of a boredom.

18. However, they say that we are very compatible, with a good appearance, a good height, a good hobbies, and a good mental age, you are like a child, and I am like a little adult. I also think we're a good match. With so many matching things, but failing to have a matching identity, our identity can't allow us to give up something for love, right? Your dreams need to come true, but I can't wait an uncertain time.

19. They all say that you are very unladylike when you smile, but I think you are really cute when you laugh, even if you grin, I think you are very cute, because you are the happiest at that time.

20. All your shortcomings, all your rudeness, in my eyes, are very cute.

21. You are really beautiful.

22. We like to stick together, like sugar, but sometimes we hate each other, but I know that we like it in our hearts.

23. Actually, I really want to have a little more sunny outdoor activities with you, such as going to the playground, going to a concert, etc., so that our memories will not be left in the coffee shop, in fact, I booked a concert couple ticket for Lee Seung-cheol, I know you like him very much, but it doesn't seem to be needed now.

24. I always complain that you won't care about me, but in fact, if you think about it, you're pretty good, at least you'll always think about me.

25. Actually, the shopkeeper couldn't stand me very much, saying that as long as I mentioned you, I would become like a child, naïve...... Actually, it's stupid.

26. As soon as we go out, our hands will always be pulled and not separated, and you are on my right side. You're also a fan of poking my arm as you walk, but we've only been out a handful of times.

27. I firmly believe that you will never meet someone like me again, but I really hope that you can live well.

28. If you don't have a dark belly and don't prank, you are really a gentle and considerate girl, you always know what I'm thinking, just like I know you.

29. I've cried for you twice, once when I'm leaving you, and once when I found out that I still love you......

30. There are too many memories, and every word written is a pain.

31. We are so harmonious together, we are already so familiar with each other, life is full of your figure, your taste, how long it will take me to precipitate, how long will it take to make the things around me rotate, I haven't thought about it, but I know it will be very long.

32. In the future, you can, don't contact me, if you meet, please don't recognize me, just pretend not to see it, I will be like this. No matter what it looks like in the future, let each other live in each other's hearts as they did back then, no matter how embarrassed or what's going on in the future.

33. You are too smart and selfish, you have done many bad things, such as this one, I can understand you and understand you, but it doesn't mean that I will forgive you and I won't love you anymore.

34. When you see this letter, don't shed tears, if you cry first, it must be my eyes that are moist.

35. But I really love you so much.

But we have to say goodbye.

Xu Yao

5 March 2009

Kim Taeyeon read the letter in her hand and realized that she had discovered a big secret, she wanted to talk to Lim Yoon-a, and she had to talk about it, even if the conversation was more than 4 years late.

Kim Taeyeon quietly walked out of the room and gently closed the door, and she saw Lim Yoona answering the phone.

"Seungki oppa, I'm sorry, I can't go today, you can eat it yourself."

"Huh? I'm fine, really okay. I'm sorry I just can't accompany you. ”

"Well, okay, goodbye."

The whole process of answering the phone was accompanied by crying, and after the phone hung up, it fell out of his hand and fell on the sofa.

Lin Yun'er hugged her knees and cried, not making a sound, but her shoulders kept twitching.

Kim Taeyeon swears that she has never seen Lim Yoona like this since she met Lim Yoona.

She cried so sadly, like a wounded trapped beast, licking her wounds alone, surrounded by sadness and despair. It was as if she had lost something, and she could never get it back. Lin Yun'er held the necklace in her hand and looked at it, and then covered her chest, secretly sad.

Kim Taeyeon walked over, gently took Lim Yoona into her arms, and stroked Lim Yoona's back, one by one, silently. She didn't speak, she couldn't find any words to comfort Lin Yun'er, she could only gently touch her back, this is how her mother comforted her when she was sad before.

Lim Yoona buried her head in Kim Taeyeon's arms, felt the gentle stroke of her back, and gradually, stopped crying.

Raise your head and look at Kim Tae-yeon. She saw that Kim Tae-yeon's eyes were full of worry and fear.

Kim Taeyeon saw that Lim Yoona's eyes were red, tears remained on her face, and pear blossoms brought rain. His eyes were filled with sadness, his eyelashes lowered slightly, and tears rolled down his cheeks. She wiped the tears from Lin Yun'er's face with her hands and whispered, "Is he the one at the beginning?" ”

Lin Yun'er bit her lip and nodded. "I always thought that necklace was given by a fan, but it turned out to be ...... I didn't expect that. It was me who was wrong. ”

"Tell me about him." Kim Taeyeon looked at Lim Yoona with a pleading look and handed over a few tissues, "Even though it's been so late, tell me about him." ”

"Actually, I should have said it in the first place." Lin Yun'er took the tissue and wiped her tears, looking at the water cup on the coffee table, her eyes revealing a look of memory.

"I met him in a wonderful season, and we used to love each other like that. But I lied to him from the beginning, I never said that my name was Lin Yun'er, I gave him a fake name, he was so stupid, and he never doubted it. ”

"Later, we also had a happy day and we were really harmonious together. On Valentine's Day, he wanted to spend it with me, but I refused, I said I was going to practice, but in fact I was out shopping for a day. ”

"He knew that I wanted to go to Japan, so he queued up to buy a plane ticket, and I made an appointment, but we were going to release an album and play a song, and I started to be afraid, I was afraid that he would recognize me, and I was afraid that he would know that I had lied to him." Lin Yun'er had remorse in her voice, "I didn't go to the appointment, and his first phone call after landing in Japan became our last conversation." ”

"But I really love him!"

But why, do we have to separate when we love each other like that?

But why, can't we see each other when we love each other like that?

The placket stained with pear juice cannot be washed, and the wounded heart cannot be restored.

But why, was it just a deliberate deception, and in the end, why did it become like this?

Why haven't I had time to say sorry, before I could say goodbye, and he was never seen again?

Why is this all the way it is?

"Probably because we are all too young to see through the fate of this encounter."

"But, I really miss him!"

The blue letter paper was spread out on the ground, the moonlight faintly hitting it, every byte echoing her burning thoughts, every symbol was her deepest and deepest guilt.

She looked up and saw that the starry sky outside the window was beautiful.