Chapter 1827
"A long time ago, I actually had an idea that I should never do anything that was not very satisfactory. ”
"To be honest, I don't know if it's because I hated those things too much before, or if I wanted to get rid of these things too much, and wanted to be completely different from who I used to be. ”
"I'm all about showing a different version of myself, and at the beginning I always thought it was a change, but I just thought it was an idea. ”
"But now I seem, I also found that this is not the case, I couldn't see this kind of thing at the time, but now that I say it, I have also discovered, often I myself here can also be found now, most of this is actually more of a manifestation of my heart's desire. ”
"It's just that I probably didn't know what I was thinking at that time, so I couldn't see my own heart clearly, and I simply misunderstood my thoughts, and even more so that I forgot the dream I was pursuing. ”
In Yu Le's eyes, everything she pursues seems to be a lot, and it seems to be very complicated, but in fact, it is not as difficult to deal with as Yu Le thinks herself, on the contrary, it is very simple.
Yu Le, in fact, everything she has done here so far is because of her dreams.
Such an idea, such a persistence, in fact, from the beginning, for Yu Le, it has become an obsession, but Yu Le would not have thought that it would be at this level at all.
More than that, they will not consider that they will be so obsessed with cultivation, immersed in the pursuit of the strong and unable to extricate themselves.
"Because in my personal impression, in fact, I also saw what Hua Ruoli's sister did, I have always been simple and stupid, thinking that when I saw Hua Ruoli's sister, I already recognized my sister, and then longed for my sister's lifestyle. ”
"But now it seems that this is as simple as I thought, I actually misjudged myself at the beginning, in fact, think about this kind of thing really shouldn't happen. ”
"At least I think it's a very bad and immature way to be able to ignore myself and make a mistake in judgment, which is really deadly. ”
At this time, Yu Le's consideration in his heart, if Hua Ruoli heard it, he would definitely not understand why, and even wanted to ask Yu Le, why did it not matter so seriously make it so complicated?
Actually, from a common sense point of view, it is true, Yu Le's reaction and attitude to deal with it are indeed a bit excessive, and it can even be said that there is no such need for sound.
This kind of thing, if viewed from common sense, is fundamentally impossible for others to understand.
It is even more impossible to be pondered thoroughly, because the things that Yu Le sees in his eyes are often more demanding than others, and even if Hua Ruo leaves, he may not be able to compare with Yu Le in this aspect.
"Haha, think about it, I really don't know if I should say good or bad with such a rigorous attitude. ”
"However, as far as I am concerned, what I know is that strict teachers produce high apprentices, if you are strict with yourself, in fact, I have seen it myself, it doesn't seem to be bad, but if this kind of thing is now, I can't be sure now, after all, when I am alone, the things I think of are impossible to represent all. ”
"Although this kind of thing is not exactly what I want for me, but what I do know is that it seems that even if Hua Ruoli is from her sister, such a guy can't do such an effect, and if you want to represent most people in one sentence, if you think about this kind of thing, I feel too difficult. ”
"After all, I'm not stupid, I still know! Like a person who can do it to such a level and has such a level, which one is not a strong person with a high reputation and appeal, it really makes people feel extremely envious when they think about it. ”
"In other words, I also think that sometimes I don't have such strength, so I can't stand at such a height and level, so I never dare to imagine it. ”
"So there's really no better way, anyway, I know how to do it myself, and there is nothing else to be in a better mood or anything, taking into account other people's things, I can deal with my own problems and situations here, if I can deal with them well, in fact, I also think that it is completely good. ”
"Anyway, other people's problems and situations, I really don't want to care about it here, after all, I can't manage it, if the flower here is from my sister, I think she will also tell me, I think I think this idea is right, and it really makes sense. ”
"In terms of the current situation, if you take care of your own affairs, in the final analysis, it is really not easy, I always feel that at present, I still have to make some efforts to prove that I am right. ”
Yu Le looked at the fierce beast above his head, to be honest, he himself at this time, but he also felt that sometimes he was really tired, because his heart was not that kind of thing, standing at a very low height, so in other words, Yu Le had this arrogant heart.
It's a pity that because the height I'm standing at is not very high, which is completely inconsistent with my own heart, in fact, it's really quite helpless, and I still feel very unhappy.
"But there is no way, now I am here, maybe I am here and I feel that I have not encountered the right time, the right opportunity to show myself, show my excellence and my difference. ”
"But seriously, maybe this is just my personal wishful thinking, or it can be said, this is just a manifestation of my own right, in the eyes of others, maybe I am now me, I am Yu Le, but there is that kind of lofty feeling, such a feeling is serious, there is a situation of being wronged in it. ”
"Only I understand very well here, what kind of existence I am Yu Le, and what kind of help I need to have a better side, these things do not mean that my expression, a performance, will be noticed by others, and it is so simple to be understood. ”