"The feud between the eldest princess and my grandfather did not arise because of him, it was my own decision when I unveiled the name of saving him. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Or, without Cheng Fu's acceptance back then, the status quo is not necessarily better. But now, I don't hate him, and I can't ......."

Yu Heng naturally knew that what she wanted to say was that she couldn't love him anymore.

The origin of this grievance has been a long time, Cheng Xuan can't be regarded as a stone for her, the Cheng family behind him, his ambition is not comparable to a little Shen Jinyu.

Even Yu Heng had thought about it in the more than a year that he had been looking for Shen Jinyu, for so long, even Cheng Xuan had received a letter every month, with the same font and tone, for more than a year, between such two close people, he didn't notice that something had happened to Shen Jinyu? She didn't believe it.

Shen Jinyu didn't speak again, just stared at the door frame, she could think about it, it didn't mean that she could let it go, but time passed slowly, she thought that the feeling would eventually be buried, but she didn't know that the pain caused by this scar was timeless.

Sang Tian suddenly asked again: "Then what happened when you appeared in the Eldest Princess's Mansion a few days ago, and you are going to marry Wu Jinnan?" ”

Shen Jinyu came back to her senses, rubbed her brows a little helplessly and said, "What else?" I'm angry that I've been calculated by the eldest princess so many times, and I haven't even seen her appearance. That day, I was invited by her housekeeper to come over......"

Shen Jinyu looked at Sang Tian, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed, she thought about it before she lowered her head and said: "The things that follow are nothing more than things that will ruin my reputation, if it weren't for Wu Jinnan at that time...... I'm afraid I'm going to never get back. ”

Sang Tian originally expected this to be the case, so he didn't ask any more, and after a silence, he couldn't help but ask: "Yes, is it like the matter of Juyuan back then?" ”

Shen Jinyu shook his head and said, "That's not the case. ”

Seeing that her expression was somewhat embarrassed, Sang Tian remembered another thing and asked, "What about Cheng Xuan?" You want to see him. ”

Shen Jinyu smiled: "It's not up to anyone at all. You ask me this as if I could not see him, but I did the Lord. ”

Kuwata expected a lot of her answers, but she didn't expect that it was like this, her face could not read sadness and joy, that kind of smile, just pure laughter, she smiled, but she couldn't see her expression. Sang Tian was a little speechless for a while.

Today's business is important, so he didn't care about Shen Jinyu's mood and asked directly: "Then do you know that Sang Tian returned to Beijing half a month ago." ”

Shen Jinyu shook her head.

Sang Tian continued: "Now the situation is unknown, he actually stationed troops on the outskirts of the city and refused to return to Beijing. ”

Garrison? This is a great sin.

Shen Jinyu asked, "What does it mean that the situation is unknown?" ”

"Emperor Tianyuan's body is good and bad, at this time, the bulls, ghosts, snakes, and gods have all come out, and I don't understand Cheng Xuan's plan. At this time, there were rumors that Cheng Wan was going to marry the third prince. ”

"The Third Prince?"

Shen Jinyu clearly remembered that the person in the peach source was not the emperor's grandson?

"And what's next?"

Sang Tian shook his head: "I don't know, now the group of males is chasing the deer, and it is not yet known who killed the deer." We, foreign ministers, don't know what the physical condition of the present is, and all the princes have their own thoughts. ”

Yu Heng rarely interjected: "That's the reason, haven't you returned to Sang Mansion yet?" ”

Sang Tian nodded a little uncomfortably, in previous years, when he returned to Beijing after completing things outside, his father would tell him to be busy, and he would also go back to the house to take a look.

Only this year, he was actually stopped.

Shen Jinyu asked him, "Then if that's the case, what do you want me to do?" ”

Kuwata smiled: "It's not what I want you to do, but, I want to know, what do you want to do." ”

What do you want to do? At this time, family affairs and state affairs are in chaos, which one can she decide by herself?

Shen Jinyu frowned and said, "If you want to talk about it, what Cheng Xuan will do, I really can't guess, it's just ......"

"It's just that in the past year, the emotions I have tried to suppress, I don't know if the resentment against him under such loneliness and despair can make people not so chaotic and hateful when I see him."

Shen Jinyu silently swallowed the second half of the words back to her heart.

Seeing her like this, Sang Tian couldn't help but didn't ask her what it was, and invited: "In this way, if you don't want to see him, you can live in Pingkangfang temporarily." In case of...... Cheng Xuan has a heart of disobedience, or, war in Beijing is inevitable, if you live here, Cheng Xuan will definitely be able to find you. ”

Shen Jinyu was a little surprised, Sang Tian's words were straightforward and bold, she thought about it, shook her head firmly and said: "I can't hide, whether it's the eldest princess or Cheng Xuan, it's all my karmic cause and effect." Besides, I have already implicated General Wu, and you have seen it, I really can't implicate one more person. ”

Sang Tian nodded, but didn't answer her words, and said directly to Yu Heng: "Pack up your things, the carriage will come to pick you up in the afternoon." ”

After speaking, he leisurely drank the tea and left.

Although Shen Jinyu also knew that he had a perverse personality, today's patience was already very rare, so she had to go with him—and she was also afraid, and she didn't want to see the person who protected her and made her sad again.

In this courtyard, there are only two people, she and Yuheng, and the usual life is also two people working together, without dividing the master and servant, saying that it is to clean up, there is nothing to collect, just a few simple clothes.

People are often like this, in the case of choice, there are many things that are important, and each of them cannot be discarded, but if they are really lost, that's it.

In life, just the regrets of life are too busy, and those foreign things, if they are lost, they will be lost.

Although occasionally, Shen Jinyu still misses his grandfather's teapot and the lost hand.

In the afternoon, Sang Tian arrived as promised, and Shen Jinyu and Yuheng took two small burdens and prepared to get into the carriage.

Sang Tian's face was not the same as usual, a little unruly and disdainful. He is good-looking, his good-looking is different from Wu Jinnan, Wu Jinnan's facial features are just right, and his lips are red and white, even if his face is expressionless, it is a perfect picture.

Sangtian is the landscape, the ice and snow four seasons of the face, give him a lot of color, when he is angry, the face is the beauty of frost, when he is happy, the face is like a maple leaf red like fire, very vivid.

It's hard to believe that a person's expression can affect a person's appearance so much, and it's even harder to think that he is so vigorous and free and easy as if no one else is around.

But most of the time, Sang Tian's expression was a little cold and disdainful, as if nothing had anything to do with him, and only the people around him had a chance to see these rare expressions.