Chapter 45: The First Letter from Daigo
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"Shenko, I can tell you without exaggeration that the Tenchura is a man of the deep city. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoSometimes, I really don't understand what he's thinking. ”
"Did he do something wrong again?" Shenko asked with concern.
"Wrong? What's wrong ......? Hum...... "I almost burst into tears ...... laughter, "It can be said that life is in the world, love and hatred, and I and Tianxiong are really vividly interpreted......"
Ever since Tianxiong teased Xie Yuyan because of me, every time I looked at her for a moment, the two of us would behave extremely embarrassed. She would always turn her face shyly and run away in fear; I hesitated, unresponsive, and froze in place, staring at her fleeing back.
What made people especially uncomfortable was that she and I were still at the front and back tables. Repeated lessons, I always have a sense of foreboding, always feeling that there are two knife-like eyes on the back of my head staring at me intently, and if I get distracted a little, I will die.
Often, because of this delusion, I can't concentrate and listen to the teacher's lectures. Every now and then, I want to turn my face sideways and glance back a few times to make sure she's staring at me.
"And did she stare at you? Junior! Shenko asked curiously.
"Hmph, she's too lazy to stare at me! After being taunted like that by the Sky Bear, it was too late for her to hide from me! That's just my delusion. ”
Tianxiong fell peacefully asleep next to me, a bad habit he had done in class, from elementary school to junior high school. I rarely see him listen to a class seriously, even if it is a class teacher's class, he doesn't pay any attention to it.
Teachers are too lazy to take care of such students, and let them sleep in class, as long as they don't violate classroom discipline.
In fact, in class every day, there are very few students who really hold their heads up and pay attention to the lectures, plus me. This is the current situation of this garbage school, and what I admire most is not this school, but the teachers who teach in this school.
Why are they so persevering? Dare to face the bleak life.
The reason for this, I think, is probably the fulfillment of the old saying: habit becomes nature. Teachers have long been accustomed to everything here, and it is normal for a large number of people to fall asleep in a classroom like this. If one day, everyone stopped sleeping in class, the teachers would be amazed.
"Shenke, when will it be great for our descendants to stop boring learning like this?"
"Do you mean a different model?" Shenko asked me puzzled.
"I tried to imagine a whole new mode of teaching, where we would no longer have exams and instead study what we were happy to learn. Hopefully, at that time, we will no longer have pressure, no more differentiation between good and bad students, no more prejudiced vision, we will all be the same, concentrate on our own world, and enter the peak that only we can climb. ”
"That's a great idea." Shenko clapped his hands and praised, "I hope these ideas can be realized." ”
To be honest, even as a good student, I really find this kind of study life very boring. This sense of boredom has only started when I was in middle school.
I felt more and more lonely, and I often thought about things that had nothing to do with my studies. Even though the Tencha was always by my side, he had no power to free me from this loneliness, and only made me feel like I was the only friend here.
On Friday afternoon, the school communication room received a letter that was handed over to me by the head teacher.
"A letter to me?" I muttered in confusion, and when I took the letter, I found that the envelope was signed "Daigo"! I'm so happy!
I cheered all the way, "Daigo wrote me a letter!" He hurried to his seat. Once I sat down, I couldn't wait to take it apart and see what's inside.
It's been a long time since I heard from Daigo! Every day spent here is like a year wasted. The complaints, doubts, and loneliness that existed a few days ago seemed to no longer exist in front of the letter sent by Daigo.
At this moment, Tian Xiong didn't know why I was so happy, he glanced at the letter in my hand, intentionally or unintentionally, and asked with a sullen face, "Who is Daigo?" ”
"A friend of mine from elementary school." I said casually, thought about it, but felt that it was not appropriate, so I corrected, "Best friend!" ”
The Tenchon listened to my answer, and said nothing, just stared at what I was looking at with displeasure.
Excitedly, I carefully opened the envelope, took out the letter that Daigo had written to me, and eagerly flattened the letter on my desk, ready to read it carefully.
It was an informal letter that read:
Treat wine as a song to the moon, why is the sheng flute pitiful.
Xiaotian, how are you doing lately? What is the new environment like at the school? Are there any strengthening exercises in the body? Did the military training tan you? Again, "Did you miss me?" "Hey, hey!
I really want to be able to see you on vacation! In the days when I was separated from you, I thought that I had fallen seriously ill, and I loved to be alone in front of the moon and sing poetry.
However, he is shallow in his studies, his writing is not in tune, and he is just as he was back then.
Xiaotian, I really want to see you soon. Whenever I see someone on campus dressed like you, I almost mistake it for you! But when I made sure I had looked away, I would habitually look at the moon again.
I often wonder if you are looking at the moon when I look at it, and may the moon represent my heart.
One day, when I confronted the doctor and impulsively said to him, I can't do without you, do you know what the doctor said to me?
He said, "What a pity, Mr. Daigo, that you are suffering from a severe 'lovesickness'. There is no cure for this disease, it can only be eradicated! ”
I just felt like the doctor was getting amused and my illness was getting worse. Please don't overwork me because I'm seriously ill, because I'm a big man, and I will definitely come back alive to marry you Hu Xiaotian!"
Weakly roared: When you and I are 18 years old, if you insist on letting me marry you, you must also be vigorous, hehe.
I'm afraid I won't be able to make it this Saturday, but I'll definitely try to come back to see you, if you're still welcome, hehe.
It's a bit incoherent again, but I've long thought you'd like to write to you. But every time I am faced with a blank piece of paper, I always want to finish what I want to say to you in one breath, and the moment I put pen to paper, I don't know where to start. Even the closing remarks at this moment seem to be full of devastation.
Xiaotian, I love you!
Daigo's letter was finally finished, and the only detail I found on this illogical, crumpled letter was that there were countless tear stains left on the letterhead.
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