Chapter 7: You and I are of the same kind
Time seemed to freeze with the tears he shed. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
I was very surprised to see Daigo's expression, like a sculpture, frozen in a dead frame.
As for the expression on my face at the time, it wasn't much better than Daigo.
I'm most afraid of seeing anyone cry in my life, especially acquaintances close at hand.
Feng Qianyu was in my eyes, her right hand kept wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, and her left hand was still firmly holding the textbook. He was reluctant to put down the book, as if he would lose the whole world if he did.
At this time, Feng Qianyu was alone and sat alone on the seat in the middle of the classroom, he didn't say a word, just silently shed tears. I suddenly felt as if he was so far away from me and Daigo, so far away that I wanted to reach out and pull him, but I couldn't reach him. That kind of distance is not out of reach, but a lonely heart that is self-contained, sealed in the dust of another world.
Dawu and I were silent, and at this moment Feng Qianyu was talking eloquently, and we were listening with a sincere heart.
He said it so truthfully, and I couldn't help but empathize with the sad tone.
While crying, he said with tears in his eyes: "I came into this world alone, the only child in the family. I don't want to talk about these fallacies to prove the result of my loneliness, or to make excuses for my loneliness. I just want to remember this, and warn all friends who are sad and lonely in their hearts a true meaning of life. ”
"I will be martyred as a loner for the time being, and I will proclaim with a loud voice: I hate loneliness!"
"Not everyone is born a loner, and not every loner will like solitude itself."
"Those who are left out in the cold just because they have something different left on them; those who are belittled simply because they don't speak or behave in a way that doesn't make sense; And those who are forced to isolate simply because their thoughts and preferences are otherworldly......"
"Xiaotian, Daigo, do you know? I definitely don't like going back to the classroom in PE class, some people may not be able to understand my perverse behavior, but I have no choice. Every time, I had to drag my tired body to the classroom alone. Whenever I sit in the classroom, I always look forward to someone like the two of you who can come to the classroom in PE class. ”
"Because of that, I'm going to think, 'You and I are the same kind.'" Only in this way can I truly find the charm of PE class. ”
"Who doesn't like to play with everyone in the playground in physical education class?"
"I dared to answer myself: no!"
Feng Qianyu finished speaking, I understood his words, I don't know if Dawu also understood.
He said it was very cultural, very philosophical, and at the same time very profound, and I can't convey his exact words to you, so I can only give you a rough idea.
I am proud of Feng Qianyu's extraordinary way of thinking and speech and demeanor, and his every word is like a sharp blade, piercing the heart of the system, and cutting everyone's heart.
To be honest, I really know it. I used to be like Feng Qianyu, living alone, often being left out in the cold, when I was in kindergarten, I found that I had very few playmates around me, no one wanted to play with me at all, and I never took the initiative to play with others. This state of isolation and isolation has been stalemate for a long time, and I have persevered in the cold and struggle for as long as I went to kindergarten.
"Shenko, you know what? Feng Qianyu said that he was right, because you and I are the same kind! ”
But after all, everyone is not a complete "copy", I can't be him, and he can never be me.
Because, there is still something hidden in me. That thing has always been buried in the depths of my heart, occasionally remembering or being evoked by a specific person, such as Daigo, I will often be unable to help myself, unable to restrain myself, and in the end, I will always be crushed by reason and the general environment.
I think, this "thing", Feng Qianyu must not have it.
At this time, after listening to this, Daigo made another flip pose.
His determined, line-like eyes gleamed with hope, and his chubby face was stacked with a confident smile.
Suddenly, he stood up and slammed his huge palm on the table!
Then he clenched his right fist and slammed his left chest twice.
I thought he was nervous, but his words were not nervous, but from a man, like a furious bear, howling in the wilderness......