Chapter 18: Xuanyuan Yan Fan Wai (1)
I am Xuanyuan Yan, the second prince of the Golden Flower Dynasty, in the eyes of others, I am a proud son of the sky, with a noble identity and supreme rights, I want the wind to be windy, and I want to be rainy, but I don't think so, I hate this palace, I hate my status as a prince, I hate everything I have, because I knew from a very young age that in this palace, behind the glitz there is only unbearable, dirty and humiliating. When I was four years old www.biquge.info my mother died, but no matter how I cried, my father just hastily announced the untimely death of my mother, and was not prepared to give an explanation for my mother's death, let alone seek justice for it, and I was also adopted by the good concubine and fostered in her palace, at that time I cried all day long, shouting to find my mother, but it was just in vain, so I gradually understood that my tears, except for the dead mother, had no effect on others, I began to hate tears, and I hated communicating with people, and I never cried since, I just want to grow up quickly so that I can avenge my mother's concubine.
Two years later, Concubine Liang gave birth to a little prince, called Xuanyuan Qi, and became my younger brother, Concubine Liang has always treated me very well, even after having her own children, and did not ignore me because of my indifference. Gradually, in the company of Concubine Liang and the third brother, I slowly came out of the pain of losing my mother, but I never forgot that I must avenge my mother.
Since I was six years old, I have been practicing literature and martial arts with my two brothers every day, the eldest brother is tolerant and indisputable, and the third brother is naïve and ignorant. Four years have passed, and the three of us have grown from children to teenagers, and the love between siblings has become deeper, but I will feel that life is very boring, I know that the eldest brother and third brother will often be lazy, and do not seriously complete the homework assigned by the husband and master, but I never dare to slack off, no matter how boring, how impatient, I work hard to do it, just because I want to be a useful person, I want to avenge my mother, and I also want to protect all those who love me from being hurt in this palace again.
In the winter of the year when I was twelve, there was a heavy snowfall, and the three of us returned to the palace from the academy that afternoon, and the third brother had the ingenuity to say that he was going to take the remote road, because the snow there may not have been trampled on, and my eldest brother and I of course let him, walk with him between the strange and desolate palaces, in front of a deserted courtyard, I saw Nian'er for the first time, at that time she was small, standing in the snow with her hair scattered, her expression was cringe, but her eyes were shining, She looked timid and fearful, but she did not hesitate to protect her maid and the two weird snowmen in front of the door. Although I was only twelve years old at the time, there were my eyes and ears everywhere in the palace, and I gradually began to have my own power, so it didn't take long for me to find out more about them, and I also knew that she was not my sister, and that she and her mother were also victims of the power struggle in this palace, and I began to understand why her eyes often flashed with a light that did not match her age.
The eldest brother and the third brother both like her very much, and I also followed them to Lan Tingxuan every once in a while, at that time this little ghost girl became the only spice in our boring life, and she never let us down, every time we saw her, she could surprise us, not long after, she begged her father to practice martial arts with us, although I don't understand how my father could let her allow a woman to dance with us, but in the future, the four of us can be inseparable, thinking of this still makes me happy.
When I was fourteen years old, something unusual happened, for some reason I have always been innocent and active Nian Er suddenly became honest, after careful examination I understood that her biological father abandoned her mother, and was about to marry a wife, for her sudden depression, although I was worried, but I can still understand, I only hope that after a while she can forget the pain and be happy again, fortunately, this incident did not affect her enthusiasm for learning martial arts, because I found that she practiced martial arts harder, and studied more seriously, I didn't take it to heart anymore, because there was something more important for me to do.
Ten years after the mother left the concubine, I finally found out her murderer, she turned out to be my aunt, the sister of the mother, this result seems to be reasonable, Lu Mansion out of two mothers, and the aunt has nothing, in this case, the mother is expensive by the son, my mother will inevitably be valued by the Lu Mansion, and the aunt who is also a concubine can only become an abandoned son, the aunt wanted to kill the mother and concubine can adopt me, so that the son and attention are there, but the father did not let her get her wish, but sent me to the concubine to raise, This must have made my aunt angry for a long time.
I am happy to find out the truth, but I am angry in the face of the enemy's inability to take revenge, with the current power of Lu Fu, the death of the two mothers will definitely attract their attention, I know, I can't move her at the moment, I still need to wait for the opportunity, late at night in a summer, I was depressed and uncomfortable, just because I saw my aunt's hypocritical face during the day, I finally couldn't bear it, and brought someone to arrest a grandmother next to my aunt, I knew that the death of the mother concubine was inseparable from her, and she couldn't be moved. It should be okay to kill an accomplice first to dissipate your anger. Under interrogation, she confessed to the crimes she had committed back then, and begged me to spare her life, I took her to the dense forest by the Sun Moon Lake, and took her life with a knife, at that moment my heart was full of hatred, and that resentment was not diminished by the death of an accomplice.
At the moment when the grandmother's head hit the ground, Donglai and Xixiang found Nian'er, she would appear here in the middle of the night, I motioned to take down the weapon placed on her neck, but she still looked at the corpse on the ground stupidly, that was the first time I saw panic in her eyes, I don't like such panicked Nian'er, "I'll send you back." "Before she fell, I took her in my arms and walked out of the woods.
After getting away from the filthy corpse, Nian'er has not recovered from the fear, she is still so lifeless and let me hold on, and she doesn't even react to what I say, I increased the strength of my grip on her arm, trying to bring her back to her senses, but found that it was not only the bloody corpse that scared her, but also me, she was afraid of me, I was a little angry and pulled her into my arms, I wanted to tell me that I just wanted to avenge my mother, they deserve to die, I wanted her not to be afraid of me... But I couldn't say anything.
I don't know when I started, I studied hard, practiced martial arts, no longer just to make myself stronger, many times, her sentence "the second brother is awesome" and "or the second brother is the most powerful" can make me more satisfied, but for some reason, she never gets close to me, she always likes to let the eldest brother hold, like to chase the third brother and laugh at me, but always ignore me, I don't know what I did badly, so I can only work harder, but after tonight, maybe she will be farther away from me, but I can't give her any explanation.
"Nian'er is scared?" I suppressed the complicated emotions in my heart and pretended to be calm and said, "I thought Nian'er would be different, but it turned out that Nian'er would be scared as well." I thought Nian'er would be able to understand me, but I didn't say this, I sent her back to Lan Tingxuan in frustration, and turned around and left in a negative mood.