Chapter 87: A Feast That Lasts Forever in the World (3)
Biyu raised her head, the tears in the corners of her eyes were still there, but she said with a relaxed expression: "It's okay like this, I can't make a decision all the time." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info is also a retreat. ā
Shen Jinyu went over and helped her up and said, "You haven't cut off the way out." You don't have to go, I didn't mean to follow you, but something happened in Juyuan that day. ā
Biyu got up and shook her head and said, "It's not important, miss, you can't bear hardship for me, I'm embarrassed for the Han family." ā
She still wanted to persuade Biyu: "You have to think clearly, you used to follow Sister Zhen Zhen in the Han Mansion, although you have seen those worships high and low, but you have not experienced it yourself." In Cheng Mansion, you should also know that our lives are all because of Cheng Xuan's care, so we can be so relaxed, what will happen if we lose our asylum? If you go to Dong's house, you are alone, and those days are not necessarily better than outside. I know I'm willful, but no matter how much preparation we make, we may not be able to help each other. ā
Biyu just shook her head and kept repeating: "Miss, you can't bear hardship for me, I'm embarrassed to the Han family." ā
The matter has come to this, according to Biyu's personality, it is true that she will not stay any longer, Shen Jinyu sighed in her heart.
Shen Jinyu put five hundred taels of silver tickets in her agarwood box last night, and put it in a small bag together with the Yunjin given by Cheng Wan before. Biyu's departure has been decided, she handed the burden to Biyu and said: "This is a little bit of my heart, the Han family is everyone, and the exchange of favors is indispensable. ā
Biyu's tears couldn't be wiped away, she pushed the box back and said, "Dong Gongzi, he said that he would prepare it for me, and besides, you will know when you go out in the future, there are too many places to use money." You're still so poor. ā
Shen Jinyu stuffed things into Biyu's hand and insisted: "I don't care about the future, but I can't let you walk out so empty-handed, although there are not many things, but I do my best." Jasper, you should know that no matter what, you are my dear.
Biyu was already crying at this time, and Yuheng walked in and whispered to Shen Jinyu that Cheng's carriage had been prepared.
"Let Cheng Fu's carriage send you there, they also have some scruples about you, there is only so much I can lend you, I hope you can get what you want."
Biyu wiped away her tears, and finally glanced at Shen Jinyu, in this eye, there was reluctance, determination, expectation, and attachment. Here they spent the most difficult time with each other, the time when they depended on each other without guessing each other finally passed, and the trust that Shen Jinyu had given her and her dependence on her finally came to an end.
Last night, when Yuheng went to Cheng Xuan in the middle of the night to ask him to arrange a carriage for the morning, although Cheng Xuan didn't ask, he guessed what happened, he was busy with business, and after lunch, he went to Jinyue Xuan, Shen Jinyu was leaning against the window in a daze, Cheng Xuan walked over, she glanced at it, and didn't want to say anything.
Cheng Xuan didn't say anything, silently stayed by her side, until dinner, she still didn't even use breakfast.
knew that this was wrong, but Shen Jinyu blamed him a little in his heart, if not...... She didn't know it yet, so Jasper wouldn't be gone, and everything would look good.
With such thoughts, Shen Jinyu would blame herself, but after a while, she couldn't stop assuming, her expression was not shocked, but her heart was surging.
Seeing Shen Jinyu earlier, there was heavy armor outside, Cheng Xuan always thought that she was very strong, who would have expected that after heavy armor, she was so soft, Cheng Xuan had seen her countless tears, and she was quite distressed, so when she was in Lingnan, how did she survive when her parents parted.
In fact, what he didn't know was that if no one loved him, it would be okay to fall down and get up, and when someone loved him and picked him up and cared for him, the grievances suddenly struck, and he felt that the pain was even more painful, and the sadness became more and more sad.
Cheng Xuan saw that the time was not early, so he instructed his subordinates to prepare bird's nest porridge, got up and grinded it himself, laid out the painting felt, and wrote eight words for Shen Jinyu on rice paper: There should be no place to live, but his heart.
The corners of Shen Jinyu's mouth rose slightly, and she smiled reluctantly: "I can also say the truth, but I can only comfort others, not myself." ā
She got up and walked to Cheng Xuan's side, picked up the pen and wrote in the open space where Cheng Xuan was writing: Therefore, it is still close to his heart; Lose their hearts and stay away from each other.
"You see, I will also say comforting words, but how can I comfort myself."
Cheng Xuan looked at it with a serious expression for a while, and suddenly became happy, Shen Jinyu came back to her senses when she saw him smiling, her face flushed, and she was about to grab the paper, where was it so fast that Cheng Xuan, he had already rolled up the paper and put it behind him and said with a smile: "Arnold, have you not improved since you were eight years old?" ā
Shen Jinyu's face was red, she lowered her head and replied honestly: "It seems that I haven't practiced much since I was eight years old, and when I practiced before, I was not diligent enough." ā
Shen Jinyu's tone was a little submissive, like a child who made a mistake, and Cheng Xuan couldn't help laughing.
Cheng Xuan's laughter sounded so pleasant, the haze in the room was dispelled all day, Shen Jinyu was really ashamed and angry, she sat down with hatred and took porridge to vent her anger, and ate desperately.
She ate it in a big gulp, but while eating, tears fell inadvertently, she took a bite of porridge and remembered that every meal and every dish, Jasper was tasted first before it was pretended for her to eat, at that time she only laughed at Jasper is brainless, but now, it is so nostalgic.
Shen Jinyu pushed the porridge, wiped her eyes and said, "You go back first, I want to stay by myself for a while." ā
Cheng Xuan poured her a glass of water, watched her finish drinking it and said: "I asked her to be sent safely, I heard that Dong Sangongzi didn't take her back to the house, arranged a house for her, equipped with a maid, and Ping An remembered the address, I will take you to see her when I have time." ā
Shen Jinyu's eyes were confused: "Compared with bringing it back to the Dong Mansion, is this good or bad?" ā
Cheng Xuan hesitated for a moment, and then replied: "Dong Sangongzi has already remarried, Biyu is the wife of the previous lady, if you want to say that life is better when you go back, it is definitely impossible, even if you go back to be a concubine, it is difficult to please the housewife, and now it is raised outside, although it is not famous, but it is really in charge of his own house, as long as the man has a heart, it is okay to be outside." In the future, if there are more children, it will be enough to recognize their ancestors and return to their ancestors. ā
Shen Jinyu nodded ignorantly, she had never been deeply involved in these relationships, so she didn't know much, but even so, she could guess that Cheng Xuan said this, she must have considered her mood, and as for whether it was so good, she couldn't believe it all.
However, Han Zhenzhen is gone, why is she remarrying.
Shen Jinyu asked, "Shouldn't you say that Dong Gongzi continues to string?" How can it be a remarriage? ā
Cheng Xuan's face was slightly embarrassed, he couldn't bear to say it, so he only walked over and touched Shen Jinyu's head.