We walked slowly through the small buildings, and then stopped in front of a small two-story building with white tiles, she paused in front of the small building, but she just stared at the door lock in a daze, and did not open the door for a long time. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I sighed softly in my heart, and did not bother to urge her, and stood quietly beside her, knowing that she could not be at peace, and I would give her enough time to calm down.

After a long time, she finally took a deep breath, then turned her head to me and smiled apologetically, "Let's go in!" ”

Then he took the key from her small black bag and opened the door.

In fact, she went home every year two years ago, and the number of times she went home was still very frequent, and she didn't disappear like her classmates said, and she couldn't even find a figure, after all, there were still two people she cared about the most.

It's just that everyone has their own family and their own life, and they didn't deliberately go to her.

And she once told me that before she graduated from college, she felt like she was always in a conflict. In those emotional entanglements, I can't sort out my thoughts, and I don't seem to care about anything all day long, but I feel very lonely in my heart.

She wants to live a simpler life and live a little freer, so after graduating from college, she doesn't like to post news and pictures like before, and starts to work hard.

Later, after developing step by step, I wanted to contact my friends, but I was used to no longer putting my news in front of everyone.

In fact, over the years, she has been paying attention to the news of her old friends, watching them get married, have children, and start a family one by one, she is really sincerely happy for them.

So every time, she asked her best friend Roman to send congratulatory gifts and blessings on her behalf, although she was not present in person, but the blessings were very sincere.

And I know all of this, because every time I see it.

She is accustomed to being invisible, accustomed to standing in a place where others can't see, living her simple and peaceful life, without too many troubles, in her little world, quietly thinking about things, thinking about some people, looking back on the past, and tasting the bits and pieces of life.

That's what she wants, she says, to be happy.

There is no need to be vigorous, as long as the water flows for a long time, and the life is warm and harmonious.

In fact, she watched their conversations and exchanges silently on the side in the QQ group, and occasionally when they went out to play together, she could be seen smiling happily at their chat records by her side.

It's just that she doesn't speak, she just watches their conversation, and everyone can smile for a long time, or, sometimes, she shares her joy with me.

These people, who were young teenagers at the beginning, are now adult men and women in their twenties and thirties, and in the passage of time, they have all found their own direction and found the way of life they want most.

Le Fan often said to me: Although there may be complaints in life, but compared to that kind of happiness, it is really negligible, so it should be regarded as a spice of life! Otherwise, there will always be only one feeling, and life will be too boring.

In fact, most of the time I can't understand her thoughts, who wants to complain as a spice in life? But she did it, no matter how big the difficulties and setbacks she encountered, maybe she would be sad, but after a short period of time, she would adjust her mentality again, and then meet the future in the best state.

I admire her!

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As soon as we entered the door, we saw You's mother who had just come out of the kitchen with soup, and when Le Fan saw his mother, a big childlike smile suddenly appeared on her originally peaceful face.

"Mom, I'm back." Le Fan said with a smile, with a strong coquettish tone in his tone.

I looked at Le Fan who was so happy, and I knew that it was not a disguise.

But it suddenly dawned on her that this was how she got along with her family, but why did I feel so uncomfortable when I saw such a particularly warm scene.

"Hey, why are you here so soon, hurry up, change into the slippers I prepared for you, come in and sit down for a while, and we'll eat." Mother You was busy preparing meals while talking to us.

Lefan and I changed into slippers, and then walked to the sofa in the middle and sat down.

She looked a little nervous, and I quickly took her hand and smiled comfortingly at her, and her originally stiff face relaxed.

When the soup was served, Mother You walked over to the two of us.

Looking at Le Fan, Mother You's face also showed a loving smile, but the smile was fleeting, she looked at Le Fan's face, and then frowned: "Le Fan, what's wrong?" How did you lose so much weight? ”

Le Fan raised a big smile and said, "Mom, I haven't been home for two years, you can still see at a glance that I have lost weight!" See, am I looking better? ”

As she spoke, she deliberately opened her hands and showed off her good figure as if offering a treasure.

Mother You glanced at her dissatisfiedly and said, "You haven't been home for two years, you are embarrassed to say, let you stop thinking about losing weight all the time, what is good to lose weight, I still look good at the fat before." ”

The smile on the corner of Le Fan's mouth stiffened slightly, but Mother You ignored her.

Then he turned his head to look at me, and hurriedly greeted me and said, "This is the Luo Su bar that Le Fan often mentions, I have heard Le Fan say how good-looking and gentle a girl she is, but I have never had the opportunity to meet it, and I saw it today, it is really the same as what Le Fan said." ”

Listening to Mother You's words, I laughed: "Auntie, don't make fun of me." ”

Mother You smiled mildly and said, "I guess you're almost there, I'm afraid you're tired after sitting in the car for so long, so take a good rest after eating!" ”

Le Fan's mother is an ordinary housewife, gentle and kind, and it is easy to make people feel good.

In the past, Le Fan often told me that she had encountered many setbacks on her growth road, not only in study and work, but more importantly in thought.

When she encountered those difficulties and those times that made her disoriented, if it weren't for the encouragement of her parents, maybe she wouldn't be where she is now.

It was also everything her parents did for her that made her understand a lot of truths, so that she would not go down the wrong path.

In the early years, the You family was very poor, and both parents were constantly sick, and they had to provide for Lefan to go to school, so the family also had some constraints.

Later, Le Fan graduated and worked, and the situation improved, coupled with a few years of hard work, Le Fan also had some savings and repaired a house for his parents, so that his parents could live a good life.

Originally, Le Fan wanted to pick up her parents to live with her, but Father You and Mother You were unwilling, they said that they were all rural people and didn't like the way of life in the city, so it was better to stay in the countryside, the air was fresh, and the people living next to them were some old acquaintances, and they wouldn't feel uncomfortable living.

"By the way, Mom, what about Dad?" Le Fan suddenly spoke, looked at Mother You and asked suspiciously.

Mother You said helplessly, "Your dad can go there, doesn't he just go to the flower room in the back!" ”

Le Fan smiled knowingly, and then stood up, but she was a little confused, and after standing up, she was stunned for a moment before saying, "Then I'll call Dad for dinner." Then he turned and walked towards the flower room.

I also stood up, and then said to You's mother, "Auntie, I'll go and have a look too." ”

Mother You smiled and nodded, then turned around and went to the kitchen again.

I chased after Lefan.

This flower house was specially built by Lefan, because Dad You's hobby is to plant flowers and grass, and to raise thrushes.

Le Fan said that in the past, Father You often sighed that the life he wanted most was to carry a thrush and walk around when he was fine. And now this wish has finally come true, and this flower house is specially built for Father You to plant flowers and raise birds.

Every time Le Fan talks to me about Dad You, I can feel her respect and love for Dad You, and I also know how important Mama You and Dad You are to her.

Le Fan is a very good person and a person with a good temper, but she has a bottom line, that is, her parents, as long as they touch this bottom line, even if they are once good people, she will not pay attention to half a point.

As soon as we entered the flower room, we saw that Father You was teasing the bird with tweezers made of bamboo sticks, and there was a green worm on the tweezers that was still moving and wanted to escape.

Le Fan doesn't seem to be surprised by this, and I'm not afraid of these bugs or anything.

"Dad."

Le Fan screamed softly, and then walked slowly to Father You's side.

"Well, I'm back!" Father You didn't look back, still intently teasing his thrush.

Le Fan looked at me helplessly, and now I also believed what she had said to me.

Le Fan once said that his father loves birds like crazy, as long as he is with the thrush, everything can be put aside first.

His hobby, You's mother is also very helpless about it, but You's father likes what You's mother won't object, listen to You's father say a lot, and sometimes discuss the thrush with You's father.

Le Fan was very envious of her parents' feelings, and I was also envious when I heard it.

There is no mountain alliance and sea oath, no enthusiasm, but it is touching from the heart. Bit by bit life accumulates, recalls, even sadness is full of happiness.

They may have quarrels and resentment in their lives, but more often than not, they can rely on each other to encourage each other. And life blends them with each other, grinding away too many edges and corners, so that they are more compatible with each other.

Just like Father You likes birds, even if Mother You didn't like it before, she will love the house and Wu because Father You likes it.

It's such a simple thing, such a simple and pure feeling, but how many people can't envy it.

"Dad, is this thrush sick?"

Le Fan frowned and looked at the thrush that seemed to be a little sick in the cage, and the green worm that he loved most on weekdays couldn't attract its attention.

Le Fan is different from You's mother, she also likes these little animals, and she often says that she thinks it is a very happy thing to chat with her father like this.

She often said that she was very fortunate to have such a pair of good parents who allowed her to grow up in such a warm environment, perhaps because she saw so many unhappy families in the outside world, and she felt a lot.

So she cherishes the time she spends with her parents, which is why she often runs home all year round.

She rarely hangs out with them, and runs away as long as she has a holiday.

She always told us that she was going home, and some people didn't believe it at first, and joked that she was dating her boyfriend on the pretext of going home!

But in the end, You's mother called and was picked up by a friend, only to know that You Lefan really went home on vacation.

But that time there was no less ridicule, everyone said that she was like an unweaned child. Le Fan doesn't mind, she still likes to stick to her parents as she goes, and seems to want to stay by their side forever.

In fact, I also think that in the decades of life, the time I really spent with my parents is really not long, I have to go to school when I am young, and I have to work when I grow up, and the time allocated to my parents is really too little.

When Father You heard Le Fan's words, he also frowned slightly, "It's really sick, you can help me feed it some medicine in a while." ”

"I said you three, come back for dinner. Le Fan, aren't you here to call your dad for dinner? ”

Just as the two were discussing the thrush, Mother You suddenly appeared at the door of the flower room and said to us with some dissatisfaction, but the gentle smile on her face made people understand that she didn't mean to be angry.

Hearing Mother You's voice, Le Fan blinked embarrassedly, and then said to Father You, "Dad, let's go eat first!" ”

Father You also nodded, raised his head again, and first saw Le Fan frowning: "Are you thin?" ”

Le Fan's face stiffened slightly, and then he smiled: "Yes, you and your mother always said that I was fat, you see, now I can also wear a white dress." As he spoke, he deliberately hooked the corner of her skirt.

Father You looked at her expressionlessly and said, "Eat more in a while, your mother specially made your favorite sauerkraut fish." ”

Le Fan nodded happily.

That's when Dad You seemed to notice my presence.

"This is Russell!" Father You said with a smile at me.

I smiled and nodded, "Well, uncle, I'm going to trouble you and my aunt these days." ”

Father You said with a disapproving face: "It's not troublesome to say anything, you are a friend of Le Fan, don't say such nonsense in the future." ”

I smiled again and nodded.

"Let's go! Go to eat. Father You still put down the tweezers in his hand, and then walked towards Mother You, and when he walked to Mother You's side, he was still very dissatisfied and said: "Urge, urge, I don't know what you have been nagging all day long." ”

Then the two entered the house.

Watching her parents nagging each other, Le Fan had a satisfied smile on her face, and I could feel her unusual joy.

"Uncle and aunt have such a good relationship." I looked at the door of the flower room and said with some sigh.

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At the dinner table, we chatted casually.

The You family doesn't have the rule that you can't talk at the dinner table, on the contrary, they feel that it is a good feeling to talk about life at the dinner table.

I am busy with things on weekdays, and I can finally let my brain idle during dinner, and talk about each other's recent situation to get close to each other.

I agree with that.

"Lefan, eat more." Mother You once again gave You Lefan a large chopsticks of fish meat, I turned my head slightly, and unexpectedly saw her slightly frowned.

I said apologetically to You's mother, "Auntie, I'm sorry, we have hidden something from you and your uncle. ”

I suddenly said such a sentence, and You's mother and You's father looked at me suspiciously.

"Auntie, in fact, Lefan has stomach problems because she stays up late to work, so she can't eat too much." I continued, because I knew that You Lefan really couldn't eat it.

She turned her head to look at me gratefully, but she didn't dare to turn her head to look at Father You and Mother You.

"You kid, I said that you should take good care of your body when you go out, why are you disobedient?" When Mother You heard my words, she immediately blamed and said distressedly.

"Alright, don't blame her." On the other hand, Father You said very defensively.

"It's you, so you have been used to her, you are already such a big person, you can't even take care of yourself." Mother You is still very dissatisfied.

Father You had nothing to say, so Mother You said dissatisfiedly.

I turned my head to look at Le Fan and saw the satisfaction and happiness in her eyes.

She once told me that what she wanted most was for her parents to be healthy, and every time she saw her parents complaining to each other, especially because of her affairs, she felt very happy.

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After eating, we accompanied You's father and You's mother to watch TV in the living room, and after a while, You's mother suddenly said, "Lefan, do you have a boyfriend?" ”

Le Fan didn't answer, it seemed that he was watching TV with relish, but only sitting next to her knew that the hand she was holding me was already covered with cold sweat.

"Don't run away from this question, Le Fan, you're not a young girl anymore, you're already 29 years old, and if you stay up, no one really wants it." Seeing that Le Fan didn't speak, Mother You continued to speak bitterly.

Le Fan is a very stubborn person, he refuses to tell his family what happens, and no matter how difficult it is, he is carried by himself.

When she was in college, she was cheated of her living expenses, but she didn't tell her family and ran to work part-time alone. This matter is still unknown to You's father and You's mother.

The daughter is sensible, and she rarely talks to her parents in her heart, maybe they just hope that there is someone by her side, who cares about her in a place they can't see! I can feel that too.

Especially this time Le Fan has stomach problems again, I'm afraid You's mother is also worried.