Chapter 61: Reborn
When I woke up again, I was still sleeping in a comfortable carriage, "Nian'er woke up?" The eldest brother's voice was still just as gentle and reassuring, "Come, eat some pastries first, you've been hungry for too long, and you can't eat too greasy." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ info"Big brother kindly handed me refreshments.
"Is the shadow awake?" I asked as I ate.
"I woke up once, but now I'm asleep again. He's poisoned too deeply, maybe it's better for him to be half-asleep, and you have the same poison on you, what's going on? β
"It's all about joy, Xiao Fan poisoned us in order to keep us."
"All the joy?" The eldest brother frowned after hearing this, "He really used such a vicious medicine for you, and the third brother has already returned to Jinhua to find the second brother to find a way." The eldest brother said with a serious face.
"Second brotherγγγγγ Is he okay? "Actually, I wanted to know why he didn't come to pick me up, but I couldn't ask.
"Second brother? Maybe it's okay. Does Nian'er really have a great friendship with that shadow? The eldest brother asked seriously, I knew that the friendship he was talking about must have misinterpreted my relationship with Ying.
"Big brother, Ying is my relative, just like you and the third brother." I explained.
"What about the second brother? Is he the same as us in your heart? Big brother looked at me and asked.
I bowed my head a little at a loss, not knowing how to answer.
"Nian'er is now an adult, nominally the second brother's concubine, I know that it may not be your willingness to marry the second brother at that time, at that time, the father and the emperor in order to let the second brother inherit the throne, so he used you in exchange to force him to take over the throne, the eldest brother was very happy to see the two of you together, because the eldest brother knew that the second brother would definitely be good to you, but now you escaped from the golden flower, and made it like this, the eldest brother is no longer so relieved to hand you over to the second brother, tell the eldest brother, if your heart is not in his body, Then the big brother will definitely find a way to fulfill you. β
"Big brother." I cried and threw myself into my eldest brother's arms, I only knew in the past few years that they had always been very good to me, but I always doubted their love for me for various reasons, maybe it was because I had been abandoned and hurt by the person I loved the most in my previous life, so I always consciously or unconsciously misinterpreted their love, complained about them, and alienated them, but now I know that they have always loved me and tolerated me. The reason why I have always felt unhappy before is not that I was not at home when happiness came knocking on the door, but that I hid at home and closed my eyes and ears and ignored its arrival.
"Why do you all say that I was allowed to marry the second brother in order to let the second brother inherit the throne, and the general said the same thing at that time, saying that it was for the people of Jinhua to only wronged me, and said that the second brother would definitely be good to me, but now?" I asked with an aggrieved face, where is the second brother good to me, he didn't care when I ran away from home, now I have been wronged, but it is the eldest brother and the third brother who came to save me, Xuanyuan Yan, which one will be good to me.
"You are usually very smart and omniscient, why are you so stupid now?" The eldest brother helped me brush off the crumbs of pastries on my clothes, and said with a smile, "The princes of their generation fought to the death for the throne, and the father and emperor decided to give way to the next emperor after fifty years old, so as to avoid cannibalism between our brothers, but my father did not expect that when he was fifty years old, he had to realize that he had exhausted the golden flowers and mountains that he had guarded all his life, and the three of us brothers did not take it to heart. No one even wants to take that throne. There are three of our brothers, only the second brother is suitable to be the emperor, but the second brother has hated the power disputes in the palace since he was a child, and he naturally will not take over the heavy responsibility that should be borne by me, so I can only run away, my father has no choice but to hold on to the second brother, the second brother is different from me, I have no desire and no desire to be at ease with what happens, and my father has no way to take me, but he is different, he has too many worries, and the biggest concern is that you were still in the wind at that time. On the eve of my father's birthday, he took you back from the wind, and then announced that whoever wants the throne can marry you, and if no one wants the throne, then I can only inherit it, but you can only marry my eldest brother. The eldest brother said, looking at me with a smile, "The second brother likes you, and my father and I know very well that he doesn't want the throne, but he can't do without you." β
After listening to the words of the eldest brother, Xuanyuan Yan's sentence two years ago, "I don't want that throne, I only want you." It rang in his ears like an echo, and with Xuanyuan Yan's firm eyes, that hurt expression, and that bitter smile at that time, did he like me? Since when? From our first childhood encounters? From the two gold bracelets he gave me? Or is it from my distant marriage? I was lost in thought, unable to recover for a long time.
"Sure enough, no matter how smart a person is, he is stupid and ignorant in the face of ****, and it seems that Nian'er is no exception." The eldest brother looked at me stupidly and said mockingly.
"When did Big Brother find out?" I came back to my senses and asked.
"Know what?" The eldest brother continued to laugh.
"Second brother, yes..." I'm red-faced.
"When?" He looked thoughtful, but it seemed to me that he was clearly mocking me.
"I guess it was a long time ago." He continued to say nonefactorily.
I stopped paying attention to him, and thought about my own thoughts until I fell asleep again. These days, in order to let me and Ying Shao suffer from poison, I don't know what drugs were used for us, all day to night when we are rarely conscious, I went to see the movie several times, he was always asleep, several times I stayed by his side, wanting to wait for him to wake up, but every time I couldn't support it and fell asleep.
"The second brother is very concerned about you and the shadow, this time he is really angry with you, he went to Zhaoming to find you, but you didn't come back with him, I'm afraid he knew that the reason why you didn't come back was because of the shadow, so this time he... The eldest brother looked at me who was guarding the shadow and said, "He is now an emperor, no longer just Xuanyuan Yan as before, Nian'er, if you want to be with him, then you and Ying, even if it is the relationship between the relatives you said, I'm afraid you can't be so unruly." β
After listening to my eldest brother's words, I was unconvinced, "I can't care so much, Ying is my relative, can't he even have brothers and sisters as his concubine?" Can't I see you and my third brother in the future? Then I would rather not do this concubine, anyway, he has many concubines, and there is no shortage of me. I said duplicitously.
"Nian'er... The eldest brother sighed helplessly.