Chapter 57: The Past Is Like Smoke

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"Your Majesty, I am a Jinhua person, and I already have a husband." I have to stress it again.

The emperor stared at me with a puzzled expression, as if asking, what about the Golden Flower Man? What if you have a husband?

Forget it, I'd better save some effort.

"Your Majesty, if you don't have other instructions, then the grass people will go to the prince's mansion with the prince." I said and got up and got out of bed.

Xiao Fan is gone, what am I still doing here, anyway, Lao Tzu's son is as unreasonable, go to the prince's mansion at least find a chance I can still go to see the movie.

The emperor did not stop me from leaving, so I returned to the prince's mansion in a daze, Xiao Fan was very satisfied with my initiative to "return to the mansion", he showed unprecedented mercy, allowed to be alone for a while, and went to prepare for tomorrow's wedding.

Tomorrow is the wedding day in the mouth of the ladyboy, what should I do, I still haven't come up with a solution. In the evening, I paced back and forth in the room even more anxiously, thinking that when I married Xuanyuan Yan, although I was also forced to be helpless, but I was not so resistant, and now I can't calm down when I think of having to worship with another person tomorrow, and thinking of all the situations that may happen tomorrow. Even Xiao Fan will be fussy with me on weekdays, tomorrow's wedding day, when he is in the cave room, if he really wants to do something, there is no doubt that I will not have any power to resist. What should I do at that time, there is only one thought in my mind, if I die, I can't let him succeed, my head can be broken, my blood can flow, my body can't be lost anymore, and it is enough to have Xuanyuan Yan for those who act arbitrarily to me.

I'm not innocent anymore, and all kinds of open thoughts in my previous life are also stored in my mind, it stands to reason that I shouldn't take a woman's reputation so seriously, but now I don't think so, now I want to use my life to protect my reputation, as for why, I can't say, I will completely attribute this idea to a manifestation of self-esteem and self-love.

Thinking of Xuanyuan Yan again, my heart is sour, and I am extremely aggrieved, but he now seems to have become the biggest pillar to support me to live and escape, escape, return to Jinhua, see him, and then what? I don't know.

After dinner, I still stayed alone in the house, the wedding clothes and jewelry sent by the people were dazzling on the table, which made people uneasy, I had no time to appreciate their gorgeousness and delicacy, and sat on the bed in distraught, the bed was full of my luggage, it was Xiao Fan who had just sent someone from my house in the afternoon, almost all my belongings and clothes were here: avant-garde sexy pajamas, unique clothes, weird-looking sneakers, and all my jewelry, Xiao Fan said that he knew that I couldn't give up these, So someone brought it to me, and it was as if he knew me, how well did he know me? Even I don't know what I can't give up, can he know? He also said that he also sent someone to take care of me in my house, and he remembered that he could get something at any time, but now I just want to say that I don't want anything, and the only thing I want now is freedom and health.

I angrily threw all the clothes and jewelry I once considered precious to the ground to vent my frustration, and a crisp ringing caught my attention, and I got up and picked up the two pairs of gold bracelets that had just been thrown on the ground, and fell into memory.

It was given to me by Xuanyuan Yan eight or nine years ago, and then I took them off when I arrived at the wind, but I don't know what mechanism this bracelet is set up, although I asked a lot of skilled craftsmen, but I still can't turn on the seemingly simple switch and remove them intact, so I can only cut off the bracelet before taking it off my limbs. They have been lying in my pile of jewelry ever since, gradually forgotten by me.

Now looking at this small bracelet again, the scenes of my childhood seem to be just yesterday, at that time, me, my mother, my father, my eldest brother, the third brother and Xuanyuan Yan, how happy should I be at that time, I was the happiest at that time? I woke up like a dream, it turned out that I was the happiest at that time, but why did I become unhappy later?

Just as I was holding the bracelet and thinking about it, it may be due to oxidation or wearing and polishing, so that the line of words on the inside of the bracelet became more and more obvious, "Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan is not a cloud" That is Xuanyuan Yan's handwriting, I don't know how he engraved it, but it is his handwriting is right, his words, domineering and vigorous, dragon flying and phoenix dancing.

These two poems are what I told him, when the three elder brothers followed the same Taifu to study, in fact, I have no interest in the ancient sour poems, the time spent on reading in the previous life has taken a lot, I still remember this, so in this life I have not much interest in becoming a talented woman, but that day happened to be the morning after practicing martial arts, the three elder brothers were going to study together, I was suddenly very curious, I wanted to go with the same to see, at that time the eldest brother also laughed and said, I am afraid that I will only sleep with them. At that time, I especially wanted to show them off, I wanted them not to underestimate me, although I was young, but I had a lot of skills, I wanted to plagiarize the first Tang poems to let them see and understand, but at the critical moment, except for the bright moonlight in front of the bed, but I couldn't think of anything else, at this time, "the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan is not a cloud" flashed in my mind.

They were amazed at what I said, and they all looked at me in amazement, and then they all began to wonder where I had heard it.

"Have you all heard of it? Go and inquire, what else knows this poem, go and ask your Taifu, does he know? This is obviously my poem. I said with a cheeky and righteous face.

"Then what do you want to say about this poem?" Xuanyuan Yan was serious, and wanted to see if I could understand the meaning of this poem.

At that time, I was still a child, so I naturally couldn't tell him that this poem wanted to express the kind of love that must be loved, so I said in passing, saying that this poem is to express a unique, different meaning, this is what I use to describe myself, it just so happens that I don't remember what the correct interpretation of this poem is, so according to my own understanding to explain, I am unique, after seeing the vast sea of me, other small rivers and rivers can not be regarded as water, after seeing me as gorgeous as the clouds on the top of Wu Mountain, Where can the rest of the clouds be considered clouds?

The eldest brother and the second brother all looked at me in a daze for a while, and only the third brother asked me stupidly what Wushan was.

"Wushan is a mountain that is taller and more majestic than Pingdingshan, it is rumored that there is an old witch living in the mountain, so it is called Wushan, and the colorful clouds on the top of Wushan are indescribably beautiful." I smug my face and talk nonsense.

But why is this poem Xuanyuan Yan engraved on the inside of the bracelet, I have a strange desire in my heart, in my opinion this is a love poem, although Xuanyuan Yan may have been engraved without knowing the meaning of the poem, although he may have believed my distorted explanation to engrave it, but I still can't help but feel my heartbeat. Xuanyuan Yan, I really want to go back to Jinhua, and I want to explain this poem to you again, I suddenly have such an impulse, I can't wait to fly back with wings and tell him the correct solution, although I don't know the reason for this impulse, but I know that if I can't do this, I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life, escape, escape innocently, by any means, at all costs, this idea is unprecedentedly strong.