Chapter 52: Poor Baby

It may be because of poisoning, I haven't had time to think of countermeasures, but I have fallen into a coma, in my sleep I looked at the men and women in front of me with a desperate face, my heart ached together, that man is Ouyang, is the man I loved in my previous life, he has appeared in my dreams many times, he always called my name so affectionately, but now, he hugged another woman and said to me, "Ruochen, I don't love you anymore." "I don't love you anymore, this sentence is worth thousands www.biquge.info of reasons, this sentence does not need any explanation, and I no longer have any meaning to him after this sentence."

I was stunned to see them both turn away, and then my heart was like ashes, and then my mother came to my dream, she was still so young and beautiful, still so weak and gentle, she looked at me reluctantly, and kept stretching out her hands to hug me, but finally turned into a wisp of green smoke and gradually disappeared from my dream, the only thing that I can remember is her reluctant eyes before leaving.

Then my father took me in his arms and put it on his lap, I was only six or seven years old, I was unscrupulously fiddling with his dragon robe crown, playing with him in his arms, the three childhood brothers next to me looked at me with a pampered face, suddenly, the second brother became an adult, he was wearing a dragon robe and asked me angrily, "Do you have a heart?" Is there a heart? His voice echoed in his dreams. Then they all looked at me in disappointment or anger, and the last one left me, leaving me standing alone, my heart was even more painful, I struggled on the ground in pain, and reached out to them for help, but they all ignored me, or gradually moved away from me, "Don't go, the thought is wrong, don't go." "I begged.

"Nian'er, Nian'er wake up." When I opened my eyes, I saw Xiao Fan looking at me with a worried expression.

"Is Nian'er poisoned?" He asked anxiously.

At this time, I was covered in sweat and my chest ached, and I couldn't tell if it was because of the poison or because of the dream.

"You bear with it for a while, and I'll take you to use the antidote." Saying that, Xiao Fan picked me up and ran out of the house, along the way Xiao Fan hugged me and ran wildly, blowing a cold wind, I seemed to be much more sober all of a sudden, and my chest was no longer so painful, I looked up at Xiao Fan who was anxious and nervous, the worry on his face was obvious at the moment, and he held me tightly in his arms, as if I was a rare treasure, why should he bother, obviously he made me look like this, such a beautiful man, what is his heart? I looked at him stupidly and thought.

In a quiet courtyard on the prince's mansion, Xiao Fan carefully put me on the bed, he hurriedly turned out a porcelain bottle, fed a pill in it into my mouth, and then asked nervously, "Are you better?" ”

"Why are you doing this? The person who poisoned you is obviously you, but you pretend to be a good person with an innocent appearance. I said weakly.

He wasn't annoyed, he just took the opportunity to hold my body in his arms, and his voice was full of weak repentance, "Nian'er, I'm sorry, as long as you can stay by my side, I will definitely not let you have any trouble." ”

Xiao Fan, who has always been dissolute and rude, has turned into a sad and helpless look, I am a little confused, since when did he stop calling himself the king to me with an arrogant face? I watched with confusion as he personally served me and lay down on the bed, and then he himself took off his robe and lay up, just like Xuanyuan Yan two years ago, Xiao Fan was also very stubborn and must let me lie in his arms, I had no extra strength to struggle again, so I could only lie in his arms obediently and gasp weakly.

"You know, I grew up in this small courtyard when I was a child, and later in front of the courtyard, I built the current Prince's Mansion." His voice sounded full of happy memories, but it seemed so far away, and suddenly he continued with a very sad expression, "The Queen Mother died when I was born. When I was eight years old, just because my eyebrows and eyes became more and more like the queen mother, my father would scold me for being a hindrance, and finally kicked me out of the palace, and I was sent to this small courtyard, where the master taught me martial arts, and I also had a brother who was like a brother. He looked at the bed curtain intently and continued, "But the master is obsessed with the strange poison of Huanyan, the master said that he hates this poison very much, he said that he must develop an antidote, the master wants to refine the medicine, but I endure the pain of drilling my heart day and night, every time I wake up in pain, I must be able to see the master to work on me again, the master separates me from Ye, I soak in the medicinal bath every day, I beg the master not to do the antidote, I told him that I am really in pain, but he is always indifferent, and then one day, the master said to me happily, He finally succeeded, I watched with great horror as he fed the pill in his hand into my mouth, but it didn't take long for me to wake up in pain in the middle of the night, and then the master also left, vomiting blood and dying in a gong on me, I finally didn't have to endure the pain of the master's alchemy, but I lost him forever, I only have Ye, Ye has followed me without regrets over the years, helping me to complete everything, as long as he helps, I know that he will not let me down, but now, he is also leaving me, Nian'er, Don't you go, okay? He asked, looking down at me in his arms.

I looked at such a pitiful and helpless Xiao Fan, who was the crown prince and was feared, he also had such a pitiful childhood, such a fragile side, that poor person must have something hateful, and I don't know if it is also true, do hateful people also have pity to achieve that hateful face? I feel some sympathy for him.

"Don't look at me with such eyes, I just hope you can stay by my side well, don't hurt me like the queen mother and master, and leave me." He buried his head in my chest, and his voice was choked. "I'll take you into the palace tomorrow to see my father, and then we'll get married, okay?" He looked up again and looked at me with a pleading face.

"Let me see it." I couldn't bear to refuse him, so I took the opportunity to make a request.

After he heard this, that weak look condensed on his face, and then his eyes flashed with disappointment and despair, "Why do you always call him Ying?" Do you love him? Do you still love him? He held my shoulders tightly.

"He is my relative, just like your relative, my love for him is the same as your love for him, there is no love between men and women." I said to Xiao Fan, who was about to go crazy.

"You lied to me!" He pushed me away and looked at me warily, "You're lying to me." Then he pulled me into his arms, "Then you love me, don't you?" ”

"I don't love it yet." I said ambiguously, I can't bear to stimulate him anymore, I don't know what makes him so abnormal, but I still feel that he is pitiful, like a child who longs for love but has never been loved, like me in the past, but I am not paranoid to the extent of him, I can't bear to disappoint him, because I know the taste of disappointment.