Gundam 00: Chapter 18
"So, I'm leaving~ Louise. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"
EU53 said as she stood outside the door with a grin, oblivious to Louise's faintly worried expression.
After all, EU53 is very bad at dealing with this kind of emotional problem, so some things are better to make decisions early.
"Little E is very excessive, he has just come back and is leaving for a day, do you hate it so much? Or is it... Hate me? ”
Louise's big eyes began to mist wet, and she looked like she might cry at any moment.
EU53 shook her head in fright at Louise's expression that was about to cry! Repeatedly said that he absolutely didn't mean to hate Louise! He liked Louise more than anyone else, because when he was homeless, it was the girl in front of him who took him in and took care of him.
Say you hate it? The sun is coming out of the west!?
"Then why did you just come back and leave?! It's not easy to get together again, in this case... I.. I..."
A clear tear dripped from the corner of her moist eyes, Louise covered her face with her hands and sobbed quietly, such an expression coupled with the outfit of EU53 standing outside the door to pack her luggage, Louise is now a poor girl who loves a man but has been ruthlessly betrayed!
"Yo, aunt of the wounded soldier, do you see it? Young people now..."
"Eh, Derpy Auntie, that's the way it is now..."
"Young people are so impulsive..."
"Young people nowadays... Especially the little ghost who stood outside the door and didn't know how to comfort people! It's really.."
EU53 is full of black lines and listens to the suspicious words in his ear~! Who can tell him why so many aunts and aunts suddenly appeared in this corridor of the building, where he usually can't even see a ghost?! And what do these big ladies do with themselves?!!
"Shut up! Disappear! EU53 glared back at the women of the level of a big lady, although he didn't know how these gossip lovers would spread the word, and EU53 didn't intend to continue listening to their nonsense.
Those aunts were scared away by EU53's fierce look, but before leaving, they didn't forget to say, "Eh, what kind of world is it now!" Bo Qinglang is still reasonable! ”
EU53 twitched the corners of his mouth, and finally swallowed back the curse that came to his mouth.
"Louise don't cry~ I will come back as soon as possible, and then when I come back, I will definitely make it up to you!"
EU53 softly advised that if it weren't for the fact that this incident meant a lot to him, he wouldn't have been so determined to join the army, although it was still a question of whether he would be able to come back after this trip. But at least try to make the atmosphere as relaxed as possible before you leave, after all, going to the battlefield with a heavy and worried mood is no different from wanting to commit suicide.
Louise quietly lifted her tearful face and looked at EU53 with big eyes without blinking.
"Really?"
"Really!"
"If you make up for it, will you continue to cook delicious meals for me?"
"Absolutely!"
"Including the Manchu and Han full seats you said?"
“.. It's a bit difficult, but I'll try! ”
"And Jinzhou knife cutting? Fuzhou Chaos? Lanzhou ramen? Sichuan flavor? ”
“.....”
EU53 rubbed his swollen temples with both hands, and he suddenly felt like a big fool now.
"That.. Louise! ”
EU53 put his hands on Louise's thin shoulders and stared into the eyes of the beauty in front of him with a serious expression.
"The reason why you were crying just now..., is it because I can't eat the food I made after I'm gone?"
"Of course!" In 1/10,000 of a second, Louise answered in the affirmative.
Stepping out of the apartment of the mansion where Louise lived, EU53 walked on the road towards his destination with an indescribable feeling in his heart, swaying his body as if he had lost his soul. Louise's resolute answer in that moment shattered EU53's fragile heart into pieces. The whole heart is plucked out of the cold....
"The value of my existence is a plate of fried shredded pork with bean sprouts, and the value of my existence is actually a plate of fried shredded pork with bean sprouts."
With such fragmented thoughts, EU53 finally embarked on the path of a death fight against the Heavenly Human Organization, although he didn't know what would happen in the future, although he didn't know why he had embarked on the path of war as an aura, but now EU53 couldn't turn back.
The times are calling for change, change is calling for revolution, revolution is calling for war, war is calling for death, death is calling for the sacrifice of life.
Sprinkle! Go ahead! Fight on this path of Shura, where you will always be in touch with the light! Juvenile!
But now, in a corner that no one can see, Louise, who hides her body behind a curtain with a sad and prayerful expression on her face, is watching the back of EU53 as it moves down the road.
Louise is not an ordinary person without the ability to think, on the contrary, she is smarter than anyone else and very emotionally sensitive, which can be seen from her usual habits.
Louise knows very well that EU53 is different from ordinary people, even if EU53 wants to hide the difference between herself and ordinary people, Louise can still feel it clearly. Behind this young man who smiled gently at himself every day, there was a dark and sad black shadow.
It was what he had been through in the past, and it was the past that he had hidden deep down and did not want to be seen by Louise.
Darkness and despair.
Powerless, yet longing.
Living in darkness and despair, but yearning for light and hope more than anyone else, the existence of contradictions.
And now, just escaped from that darkness, and now voluntarily plunged into the maelstrom of the changing times, why? Louise couldn't figure this out, and because she couldn't figure it out, Louise could only do what she could.
Louise, kneeling by the window, looked up at the sun high above, praying with sincere eyes.
"Please bless him so that he can come back safely from the battlefield, little E." Louise slowly closed her eyes, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye and dripped onto the floor, scattering crystal tears in all directions. Then it disappeared into thin air as if it had never existed...
Scattered maple leaves, let the merciless wind take it away from the home, drifting aimlessly....
The end will come eventually.
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