Chapter 49: Hope Remains

From the day you came into this world, your life has meaning. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info And what we have to do is how to make every day after ourselves meaningful, from the moment we return to this era, Chen Ziluo's life is equivalent to starting again.

Early the next morning, after washing up in the hotel, Chen Ziluo began to run to several schools to find bayberry.

Whether it is in the past life or now, the process of how a thing develops is always insignificant in Chen Ziluo's opinion, he only likes the result, and only the result can make him happy.

In ancient times, heroes were judged by success or failure, but nowadays, there is no difference.

Besides, in the matter of finding bayberry, he only needs one result, one result that satisfies him, and that is enough, and everything else is enough in his opinion to be put aside for later.

But after searching again and again, Chen Ziluo also experienced loss again and again.

Chen Ziluo knew that he didn't have the life of the protagonist in a novel and TV series, and if he wanted to get it, he had to work harder to get it; He also knew that his trip to Nanjing was likely to end up without a problem and would not achieve his wishes.

But if you don't try, you will never get it, this truth Chen Ziluo has long been clear, there is already nothing, even if you lose it, what can you lose?

Where you fall, get up and fight again!

The more you fail, the more it motivates your heart.

After being lost again and again, Chen Ziluo finally figured out that he had come through such a difficult road in his previous life, could it be that the little obstacle in front of him would stump him?

No! Chen Ziluo read it firmly in his heart.

Facing the bus parked in front of him, Chen Ziluo once again embarked on a journey to find her thousands of degrees.

And this time, his target is Nanjing No. 4 Middle School!

There are a total of nine national high schools in Nanjing, and yesterday he had already gone to the No. 1, No. 2, and No. 7 middle schools, and in the morning he went to several other middle schools.

The last hope, but also the last hope!

Sitting on the bus, Chen Ziluo couldn't tell what kind of feeling he felt.

There is hesitation, there is expectation, and more is fear. People have a glimmer of hope because they don't see the end.

When the end is seen, and the only glimmer of hope is lost, it is the moment of real despair.

Chen Ziluo didn't want to encounter such an end, so when he sat on the bus, he closed his eyes tightly, folded his hands, and prayed silently.

When he got off the bus and walked to the gate of No. 4 Middle School, Chen Ziluo felt that he had never been so nervous for a moment.

Clenching his fists and frowning, Chen Ziluo walked step by step in front of the old man who was the doorman of the fourth middle school.

The old man was looking at the newspaper intently with a pair of reading glasses, and suddenly a shadow appeared in front of him, and he quickly raised his head.

"What's the matter, young man?" The old man rolled his eyes, looked at Chen Ziluo, and asked.

"Uncle, come, smoke a cigarette first." Chen Ziluo said with a smile, handed a cigarette to the old man, and then said: "That's the case, old man, I want you to help me find someone in the file of the fourth middle school." ”

The old man put the cigarette to his mouth and asked with a strange expression, "What's the matter?" Who are you looking for? ”

"I looked for my neighbor's sister, and I heard that she transferred to the fourth middle school to study in the second year of high school, didn't I want to come to see her!" Chen Ziluo took out a lighter to help the old man light the cigarette, and said with a smile: "Old man, do you think so?" If it's convenient, check it out for me! ”

"A sophomore in high school this year?" The old man asked again.

"Well, I'm a sophomore in high school this year." Chen Ziluo replied.

"Well, it's not that hard anyway. Come in with me! As the old man was talking, he suddenly stood up and said to Chen Ziluo.

"That's a good feeling, old man, thank you!" Hearing this, Chen Ziluo immediately smiled.

"No thanks, it's just a matter of turning a few pages." The old man said.

Chen Ziluo smiled and didn't speak again. followed the old man into the guard room of the fourth middle school.

"Young man, the list of students from the fourth middle school this year is here! Look for it! As soon as he entered the guard room, the old man casually took out a form from the desk and put it in front of Chen Ziluo.

"Thank you, old man!" Chen Ziluo smiled and thanked the old man again, and then grabbed the list in front of him and looked at it carefully.

The second year of high school in No. 4 is divided into eleven classes, each class has almost sixty or seventy students, and the names of more than seven hundred students are piled up in a row.

After blinking his eyes, calming down, and smiling at the old man, Chen Ziluo carefully searched for it among the many names.

More than ten minutes later, after Chen Ziluo read the entire list, he still didn't see Yangmei's name.

At this moment, he began to panic.

This is his only remaining hope, he doesn't believe it, and he doesn't want to believe that there is no bayberry in it.

I don't know when, a lot of sweat began to appear on Chen Ziluo's forehead, his eyes were also a little trance, and after reading the list again, there was still no name of Yangmei.

Suddenly, Chen Ziluo's eyes went dark, and his entire brain fell into a blank!

The best way to destroy a person is to destroy his hopes.

But at this time, Chen Ziluo couldn't feel even if he was desperate, and at this time, his whole person had completely fallen into chaos.

Standing in place as if demented, Chen Ziluo remained motionless.

The old man seemed to sense that something was wrong, and hurriedly patted him on the shoulder and asked, "Young man, what's wrong with you?" ”

Chen Ziluo trembled and suddenly woke up.

A little light began to appear in front of him, and the surroundings instantly became clear, Chen Ziluo shook his head, trying to expel the discomfort in his mind.

"Huh?" Before he had time to look at the old man, Chen Ziluo suddenly saw a place in the list in his hand that he had just ignored.

"Old man, what's going on? Why is there a student's name crossed out in the ninth class of high school? Looking sideways at the old man, Chen Ziluo asked with the last glimmer of hope.

Chen Ziluo pointed to the list, only to see a name on the list that had been erased by black handwriting.

"Hey, really, you show it to me." The old man said in amazement, reaching out and taking the list.

Putting on reading glasses, the old man squinted his eyes and began to look.

Chen Ziluo was looking forward to it on the side, and couldn't wait to ask, "Old man, who is this person who has been erased?" ”

The old man frowned, put down the list in his hand, and said, "This name is painted like this, and I can't see it clearly." ”

"That ......"

"Don't worry, I have a list of the previous ones here." Chen Ziluo just wanted to ask again, but was interrupted by the old man's exit.

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