When I came back to my senses again and finished the dance, I was no longer in sight of Xuanyuanyan, I was a little disappointed and walked off the stage, but I didn't want to go back to my seat to listen to the rumors and comments that others said, I turned around and walked into the dark night, and I forgot to change my clothes in a hurry, although it was early spring, I still felt a chill, I rubbed the goosebumps blown up by the cold wind on my body, and couldn't help but sneeze a few times, I have to tell Xuanyuan Yan tonight no matter what, But where did he go now? Now that I have his order, as long as it is his bedroom, study, or garden in this palace, I can't enter it without permission.

Sure enough, Xuanyuan Yan is here, there seems to be something else inside, although I am rude, but I can still distinguish the priorities, since he is dealing with political affairs, of course I can't bother him, so I secretly came to the back window of the Yuyan Palace, quietly climbed in, just wait here first, and when he finishes dealing with political affairs, he will definitely come back to bed.

I stayed quietly in the inner room and waited for a long time, I didn't know the situation outside, but I didn't dare to call someone in to ask, maybe he went to Gongsun Ruiyan? I didn't want the result to be like this, but it wasn't too early today, I paced back and forth irritably, but I didn't notice the movement outside the door, until the door opened and a group of people walked in, led by Xuanyuan Yan and Gongsun Ruiyan, the figures of the two leaning against each other looked really dazzling, which also made me even more irritable after waiting for a long time.

"Why are you here?" Xuanyuan Yan's tone was obviously dissatisfied, and his originally gentle face was instantly clouded, am I just letting him not see him now? I'm even more angry.

"I have something to talk to you about." I'm angry too.

He sat down as if waiting for me to continue, while Gongsun Ruiyan followed him with a well-behaved face.

I was angry, I was going to confess to him, but now... I was aggrieved and angry, "What did Shadow come to the palace to do with you?" "Originally, this was asked after the confession, but now it can only be used as a highlight.

"What does he ask me to do?" His dislike for me deepened, and he no longer had the patience to talk to me.

"Let's go, go and sleep in your palace tonight." He turned his head to Gongsun Ruiyan beside him and said, as if I no longer existed at this moment.

"Your Majesty." Gongsun Ruiyan smiled like a flower, and the two of them left the Yuyan Palace, just throwing me here.

"Xuanyuanyan, you bastard!" I couldn't control my scolding, and tears poured in like a flood that broke the embankment. I was so angry, I took the cups and teapots on the table and smashed them, and the vases on the desk and the objects on the dresser all made me throw them to the ground, and now I finally realized the mood of the shrew, the palace maids and eunuchs of the Yuyan Palace heard the sound and stood at the door watching me go crazy No one dared to come up to stop me, count them as long-eyed, as far as I was angry at that time, I beat one when I came up.

"Peace of mind." Xuanyuanyan's voice appeared in the door again, "You all stand down." He walked into the house, scolded the palace maid and eunuch who was guarding the side, looked at the mess on the ground, and looked at me who was crazy with fire, "I say it again, you are not allowed to come to the Yuyan Palace again in the future." After saying that, he threw a cloak directly into my face, and before leaving, he glanced at my outfit with great disdain.

I hugged the clothes he threw at me, and walked in the dark palace in despair, my eyes were already red and swollen from crying, and there was no more tears to flow, and he also disliked me, did he dislike me for this immoral dress? He never knew it before, even if he didn't like it, but there would be no look of boredom in his eyes, I squatted on the ground and hugged his cloak, smelling the faint remnants of his ink fragrance on the top, maybe he was really dead to me, and no matter how hard I tried, I might only make him feel bored, why bother. I struggled to get up and continued to walk around the palace, and walked to my plum garden, where all the plum trees had been cut down, and the trees in the garden were cut down, and only the pavilion was still standing alone in the night. I feel even more uncomfortable. It would be good if I could go to Lantingxuan at this time to stay quietly for a while, even if it was just a deserted courtyard, but at this time I was standing outside Lantingxuan, and there were already people living here, and at this time I realized that this place is really no longer my home, and this palace is really less and less fetters with me.

I had to go out of the palace all the way out of the palace. When I got back, I was sick, maybe I was freezing that night, or maybe I was too sad, but I lay in bed for two days, without appetite and weakness.

"Miss, the sun is good outside, let's go out for a walk." In the past two days, Ah Shuang has always dangled in front of my eyes, this girl must know what I'm sad about, and always urge me to go out for a walk. "Otherwise, let's go to the brothel in Ni Clothes and Feathers, the brothel has just opened, Sister Lian must be busy alone, let's go and have a look, okay?" At this moment, she no longer taboos me to go to the flower street and willow lane, but urges me to go.

"Okay then." I got up listlessly and promised that I should go and see it, and I couldn't throw down a huge stall.

"Master, what are you thinking?" In the brothel, I lay on the table and didn't know what I was thinking, at this time Sister Lian pushed the door and walked in, she was dug by me in another brothel, she was also an ordinary courtesan, no business experience, but I always felt that she was different from other Fengyue women, she had the perseverance that others did not have, she was also willing to try to take over my stewardship here, I bought her, it turned out that I was right, she did have some skills, these days the brothel let her take care of it in an orderly manner, and the business is also booming, That's why I'm able to lie on the table and wander around at this moment.

"Sister Lian, when you say that people's hearts change, do you mean that they will change?" I asked, looking preoccupied.

"Miss, but you're worried about the love between men and women?" Sister Lian sat down beside me elegantly, "I still remember what Miss said when I first met Miss, 'The only one in this world who can rely on one lifetime is myself' at that time Miss's courage made me admire," said she thoughtfully poured me a cup of tea, "In this case, Miss is good to keep her own mind, why bother about the change of other people's minds, if he changes his mind, he should have thousands of reasons, no matter how much you think about planning, it will be useless." After she finished speaking, she looked at me with a faint smile. I am the least qualified to talk about emotional matters, but I think that in such a good weather, it is better for the young lady to go out and see the beautiful spring sunshine than to meditate in the house. ”