Chapter 135
In the class, there are a small number of boys, they admire Liu Ban a little, and among the girls, including Zhang Ping and Li Na, they all worship Liu Ban more, Zhang Ping even thinks that Liu Ban is very manly, like Takakura Ken, an iron man who does not smile or smile. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info and most of the people in the class, boys or girls, they worship the sunny teacher Zhang. And for these worships, Qiu Ying often has a smile at the corner of his mouth, and even Yun Shanshan can sometimes hear a sneer humming from Qiu Ying's nose.
However, when Yun Shanshan faced all this, she was not surprised, nor did she feel bitter about Qiu Ying.
A person like Qiu Ying was originally a monster and an outlier. However, Yun Shanshan also affirmed that although Zhang Ping seemed to be the class leader in the class, Qiu Ying was a popular master in the class. Even some boys, when facing Qiu Ying, will have reverence on their faces.
Qiu Ying is too individual, and too thoughtful. Qiu Ying's personality has a maverick flavor, but it is not withdrawn or arrogant, in this maverick, there is also some taste of moderation, perhaps, this is why Qiu Ying is very popular in the hearts of many people.
Now, Qiu Ying is continuing to speak, "Squad leader, don't talk about this matter so seriously, even if it has something to do with love, it is still in the stage of secret love, don't go online." “
Originally, Zhang Ping said these words to embarrass Yun Shanshan. Originally, accepting a gift from someone of the opposite sex can give people a lot of imagination. With a little hint and guidance, what is white can be said to be black, and what is black can be said to be white. It's up to you to deal with it.
Originally, Zhang Ping herself couldn't tell why she wanted to trouble Yun Shanshan, she seemed to be determined to do this today, and it seemed that she would feel happy in her heart when she did this, so Zhang Ping said what she said just now.
But Zhang Ping didn't expect that Qiu Ying would stand in front of Yun Shanshan like a shield, and blocked the arrow that shot at Yun Shanshan alive.
If it were someone else, Zhang Ping would definitely be angry. Because this blatant confrontation with herself is actually a challenge to the authority of her squad leader.
Zhang Ping felt that she was not despicable, and she was not so stingy that she had to retaliate against anyone. However, Zhang Ping sometimes feels that she is not so tolerant. If someone offends her, she instinctively gives them a riposte. This is not an organized and planned revenge, Zhang Ping believes that this is just a counterattack. As the saying goes, if anyone does not offend me, I will not offend anyone, but if anyone offends me, I will offend others. It is also a way for a person to protect themselves.
For Yun Shanshan, Zhang Ping has not liked her too much. The direct reason Zhang Ping can't say clearly, Zhang Ping always thinks she is weird. If Qiu Ying's eccentricity is something that Zhang Ping can understand, then Yun Shanshan's eccentricity is something that Zhang Ping can't understand.
There are many realistic elements in Zhang Ping's character. In fact, every bit of brain cells and every thought in Zhang Ping's brain is related to reality, and what Zhang Ping can understand and deal with comes from those things in reality.
And Yun Shanshan's brain is directly a variety from outer space. Zhang Ping couldn't understand it at all. However, it is precisely because of this incomprehension that she has a very strong personality and has a suspicion of Yun Shanshan. And since suspicion has appeared, then, when facing the relationship with Yun Shanshan, Zhang Ping will often become suspicious. If you are suspicious, you will be suspicious. With suspicion, people are always afraid of being calculated by others, so, in her subconscious, she has to strike first. This is the logic of some strong people, or rather, people who are aggressive in doing something. This kind of thing, this kind of logic, sometimes occurs between countries.
And at this moment, Zhang Ping's feeling for Yun Shanshan is like this.
The humiliating scene of last night dealt a most serious blow to her, who had always been proud of everything.
In fact, Zhang Ping didn't know how she suddenly had such a feeling when she faced Li Jie last night, she just wanted to get close to him and say something to him. As for what to say, in fact, she doesn't know herself. In that situation, Zhang Ping felt as if she had drunk a few glasses of wine. After a few glasses of wine, self-control becomes quite weak, as if nothing in this world matters, only your own feelings are the most important. With this inexplicable feeling trend, Zhang Ping felt that he really didn't know why he thought that in that situation last night, Li Jie must have the same feelings as himself. It is precisely because of this almost hallucinatory feeling that Zhang Ping wants to get close to Li Jie. But Zhang Ping never thought that when Li Jie saw him, he was like seeing a ghost.
In fact, Zhang Ping thinks that last night, she felt really good. She now began to wonder if she might not look good in the eyes of others when she was feeling good. This is the deviation of self-perception and image in the eyes of others. Otherwise, when Li Jie sees himself, how can he feel like he has seen a ghost?
Every time Zhang Ping thought of Li Jie's appearance at that time, the self-esteem in her heart was completely disintegrated. To be honest, now, Zhang Ping really regrets why she wanted to attend a birthday banquet in the district, and she once again thinks that Liu Ban's words are right. If you don't listen to Liu Ban's words, listen to the words of Teacher Zhang, who seems to be giggling all day long, it will indeed be bad. Moreover, Zhang Ping also looked down on Qi Xing a little. Isn't the family of such a person an upstart? The whole house was filled with a nouveau riche copper smell. There is almost nothing to do with the smell of books and tranquility. Therefore, one has to control oneself, and those messy places that may arouse all the desires of the person really cannot go. What a dance party, what a cafeteria, these things, none of the school's simple cafeterias and classrooms make people feel clean.
After Zhang Ping was hit last night, she supported and admired Liu Ban even more.
Last night, Zhang Ping thought that the blow she had received was almost the worst blow she had ever received in her life. Since kindergarten, I have often been the class president, well-behaved and sensible, and deeply liked by teachers, as well as admired by classmates, and this road has been smooth sailing to this day. Whatever she Zhang Ping wants to be a study committee member or class leader, almost as long as she works a little hard, it can be realized. And yesterday, when she approached Li Jie with such a beautiful feeling, such a precious feeling, and a very perfect confidence, she was hit so hard.
For the first time, Zhang Ping was completely abandoned.