On the Friday afternoon when Lin Xiao told me that Shen Jingwen was her boyfriend, I sent a message to Shen Jingwen, asking him if he wanted to have dinner together in the evening, and he replied after a long time: Xiangxiang, I said there was something at home and told me to go back early. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"What about when you're done?"

"I don't know, maybe it's okay."

"Okay, I'll wait for you, as long as I want."

Shen Jingwen didn't reply to me again, I watched his avatar turn gray, watched him leave in a hurry, and not long after Lin Xiao left in a hurry. A few minutes later, when it was time to get off work, I watched my colleagues leave one after another, I stubbornly didn't move, I thought I could wait until Shen Jingwen came back to find me.

However, the wait is long. An hour after work, I was still holding cookies and playing small games, patiently waiting for Shen Jingwen; Two hours after work, the lights lit up every corner of the city like fire, and I hugged the small cushions and looked at the world outside the glass of the building in a daze; Three hours after work, my stomach began to growl uncontrollably, and I turned on every light in the company, and I was alone in the office as bright as day......

The phone rang suddenly, it was Shen Jingwen.

"Xiangxiang, where are you?" Shen Jingwen's voice was low.

"In the company."

"......" I listened to Shen Jingwen's silence in silence, and after a long time, he suddenly said, "Xiangxiang, how much do you love me?" ”

......I replied to him with silence, you asked me how much I love you, can the moon really represent the human heart?

"How much do you love me? Xiangxiang, tell me, are you worth my fight for you? Can I fight for you? Xiangxiang, are you worthy of me? ”

"If I say it's not worth it, will we just break up?"

"I don't know...... Xiangxiang, I don't know......" I heard Shen Jingwen's voice, and it was crying! I've never seen a guy cry in front of me or for me, and at that moment I suddenly felt like my heart was being picked up by someone, and the real pain made me suffocate for a moment.

"What's wrong with you......" I felt my throat run dry, as if I couldn't speak.

"Nothing...... Xiangxiang, go back, don't wait for me, I'll look for you tomorrow, okay? ”

"Okay." I am very well-behaved and obedient, like a good child who doesn't cry or make trouble.

After hanging up Shen Jingwen's phone, I began to clean up the table, organize my backpack, turn off the lights everywhere, and drag my hungry body home. When I got home, I turned out a bucket of instant noodles, and under the care of the cats at home, I was able to soak the noodles smoothly! Just when the two of us were sitting on the sofa and the cat was sitting in the corner of the table, paying attention to the instant noodles, I received a QQ message from Lin Xiao on my mobile phone, and it was an audio when I clicked on it.

In the audio is a conversation between Lin Xiao and a middle-aged woman, which roughly means: Don't see outside, treat this place as your own home, what are you shy about when the two of you are together, and call someone to take her upstairs or something, at the end of the audio, a male voice replied "Okay", that voice is too familiar to me, Shen Jingwen.

Lin Xiao sent me this just to tell me that she was the recognized daughter-in-law of Shen Jingwen's family.

Later, she also sent me a message, which probably meant to apologize for the coffee burning me today, and said that she would give me a bracelet as a gift of apology.

I didn't reply to her. I don't know if not replying counts as admitting defeat, but I did not reply.

I threw away my phone, ran downstairs to the convenience store alone, bought ten boxes of ice cream, and took it home and sat next to the refrigerator, eating box after box until I had eaten all the ice cream, and my whole body was cold from the inside out...... Then I turned on my phone and took a random shot, sent a scarf to show off my achievements, and finally felt a little comfortable in my heart, got up and patted my ass and went to sleep.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but I was woken up by a phone ringing.

"Hey, Xiangxiang, are you home?"

"Yes." I replied in a daze.

"Then open the door."

I hung up the phone, squinted my eyes and looked at it for a long time, only to realize that it was Shen Jingwen who called. When I opened the door for him, I was in my pajamas with a swarm of hair, and he was well-dressed and carrying a lot of things.

"Have you eaten?" Shen Jingwen said with a smile.

"Didn't eat it."

"I'll make something to eat for you." Shen Jingwen raised the shopping bags in his hand.

I let Shen Jingwen into the house, watched him go directly to the kitchen, and then I went to the bathroom to wash. By the time I came out after changing my clothes, Shen Jingwen had already washed and cut the fruit and put it on the table, while he was tinkering in the kitchen.

I picked up a grape and ate it, it was sweet and sour, just like I am feeling right now. What a blessing it would be if we could live unscrupulously like this all the time. But he, out of this house, has become someone else's boyfriend...... Thinking about it, I want to cry. Fortunately, the cats sold a cute one at the right time and diverted my attention.

Pulling the door and looking at Shen Jingwen's busy figure, he really didn't know what to say, he said, "You go play, I'll call you when the meal is ready", and suddenly felt very familiar, when I was at home, my mother often said this. Later, I snuggled up on the couch and played games on my phone, without looking at it again or speaking to myself.

Shen Jingwen made pasta for me, and he said it was his best pick. He also explained to me all kinds of pasta knowledge, what noodles and jams, because I was not interested in this thing, and I couldn't remember. Anyway, he said a lot, mostly he was talking, I was listening, and I didn't get to the point until I was almost done eating.

"Xiangxiang...... Xiao Xiao, did I tell you something? Shen Jingwen looked hesitant.

"Well, she said you're his boyfriend." I ate the noodles seriously and replied vaguely.

"Xiangxiang!" Shen Jingwen suddenly grabbed my noodle eating hand, I looked up at him, he was a little anxious: "No! There was nothing between me and her! I...... It's my family......"

"You say." I put down my chopsticks and waited for his next step.

"I should say I'm sorry......" Shen Jingwen sighed, "I don't know what's wrong, Director Lan and Xiao Xiao have come to the house a few times, and my mother thinks that Xiao Xiao and I ...... But my dad knows about you! I mentioned you to him, and he didn't object, he just told me to solve it properly, and I can solve it! Xiangxiang, will you go back with me? Would you like to meet my mom and dad? ”

"Now, do you want to fight with Lin Xiao for you?"

"Can't you?" Shen Jingwen said, "Xiangxiang, if you really love me, just fight for me once, right?" Let's work together to strive for the happiness that belongs to the two of us, shall we? I don't like Lin Xiao, the person I like is you! ”

"If she doesn't like her, why can she still get between us?"

"Xiangxiang, you know, my parents like Xiao Xiao more...... Especially my mom, she didn't approve of me socializing with other people...... However, I want to work hard, I want to fight for my own happiness, I don't like what they arranged for me, I want to choose ...... for myself"

Everyone is working hard for love, Tang Xiaoli is, and so is Lin Xiao. There are those who strive for it, and naturally there are those who are forced to give up, or in other words, those who are defeated. Everyone's attitude towards love is different, no matter what way it is, but why is it just me, for no reason, just want to let go?