Chapter 13 Substitutes
A quiet street lined with vigorous plane trees, and the dim streetlights hide in the shadows. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info under the tree is a half-old garbage can, as if no one has used it for a long time. On the steps of the road next to the garbage can, a girl with a happy face sits next to a silver-gray bicycle.
"Second goods, why are you sitting on the ground, how dirty, hurry up!" The boy with two ice creams in his hands ran up and scolded the girl.
"It's not dirty, I put a napkin. Sit down, too. The girl smiled and snatched the ice cream and ate it happily.
"I don't! Hurry up, let's sit somewhere else. "The boy doesn't follow.
"Why do you want to change places, it's good here! You see," the girl said, gesturing to the night sky, "looking at the sky from this angle, you can see a different night. In our hometown, when it is hot in summer, everyone always likes to move a small bench and sit under the tree to enjoy the shade, and then you will see the moon poking its head out of the cracks in the branches, the cold light shining on the leaves, and then reflecting on the ground, you will see many interesting shapes. You can also see the stars, we children are squatting on the ground looking for stars~ haha! ”
The boy seemed to be infected by the girl's emotions, and after a moment of hesitation, he sat down next to the girl. He smiled in surprise as he looked up to observe the night sky as the girl did. Later, while eating ice cream, the two counted the stars on the ground, and finally they were surprised to find that the little ants also came out at night and played with the ants very bored.
That's why I'm in tears. Because he had said afterwards that he had never sat on the ground by the side of the road, and would never do it again, because it looked silly and humiliating. But now, did he sit down so casually, did he do it on purpose to show me? But why did he do it on purpose......
"It's nothing, I'll go first." I was so hateful that I was going to leave, and it was such a shame to cry in front of him!
"Your bag." He shouted from behind. What kind of bag, girl, how can I have the face to go back and pick up the bag, I still have to have self-esteem, okay! But then he chased me with my bag and handed it to me, but I didn't take it. I walked very fast, and he followed me all the time, and then he hurried after me, and turned around and shouted at him:
"What are you doing? Why do you keep following me? What about your true love? Where's your delicate little girlfriend? What's the matter, disgusted with you and dumped you? ”
He was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and said "I'm sorry" to me. I don't want to complain, do all the men and women in the world think that an apology after dumping each other can resolve all sorrow? Or do you think that an apology can give you peace of mind, so that you don't have to go to hell after you die? It's a brain-dead sentence that makes people erupt!
"Hurry up and get out before I start scolding, get out of here as far as you want, don't let me see you!" I snatched my bag.
"If scolding me can make you feel better, you can scold me hard, and hit me." Looking at his dead pig expression that is not afraid of boiling water, all my anger and sadness were intercepted in an instant, and the feeling that I couldn't explode in my heart was really painful!
"Why are you bullying me like this...... "Probably all the anger and sadness turned to tears, and I couldn't control my voice from shouting.
"Xiangxiang, don't be like this...... "He seems to be in pain, but I am even more painful. I don't want to do that either, I don't want to shed tears in front of you! I changed jobs and ran away so far just to forget you, to forget the relationship and all the pain, but I couldn't do it...... I still can't help but worry when I see you, I can't help but be moved when I see you quarrel for me, I can't help but be happy when I see your concern, and I can't help but tear my heart when I see that you haven't forgotten our past......
Why, once so intimate, and now that you are standing in front of me, I can no longer come near you......
"Actually, she's my first girlfriend......" I heard him say slowly, "I've been with her for two years, and I broke up for almost a year, and I didn't expect her to come back to me." We were college classmates, and we had a very good relationship at the time, and I thought we were going to get married. ”
"What's the point?" I coldly interrupted his memories.
She ...... is also a Libra, also very thin, likes to eat desserts, and likes to chase Korean dramas. I like to sit on the back of my bicycle and sing nursery rhymes, so I'm very stupid, and I like to complain endlessly when I'm upset, but I'm actually very kind and cute. ”
I watched him wordlessly and smiled inexplicably. Although it looks a little miserable, I do feel that my heart has suddenly opened up, and something that has been suppressed in my heart has suddenly disappeared, as if it is inexplicably comfortable.
"In other words, I'm just a substitute......"
"No......" he said no, but he couldn't find a reason to contradict himself. Man is the biggest contradiction in the world, because there are thoughts, and ideas have to be divided. What's the point of him subconsciously treating me as a substitute for his ex-girlfriend, but trying to contradict himself so that I can get comfort from it? We can't go back after all......
Then it suddenly started to rain, and the raindrops were getting heavier and heavier. He tried to pull me out of the rain, but finally gave in to my fierce eyes. Later, Xiao Soft rushed over from nowhere and took me away like a bag. I didn't say a word all the way, I came home and washed my face and fell asleep to end my day's work.