Xiao Fan finally agreed to let me come to see the shadow, in fact, I think that under his strong appearance, that heart should still be fragile, fortunately he is still willing to believe me, but I don't dare to imagine if he thinks that I have lied to him, it will be a terrible thing, it may have a particularly bad impact on his future, he may no longer be willing to trust anyone. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info now I don't have the heart to think so much about him, I just want to be able to be good, and then I can take him away, recently I can always think of my father and the emperor, especially Xuanyuan Yan, I can always think of him with a sour heart.

Ying slept quietly on the bed, it didn't look abnormal, Xiao Fan really took good care of him, how much he loved and hated this junior brother.

Shadow soon sensed that someone was coming to him, and when he saw that it was me, his expression was much softer.

"You're awake." I whispered.

"Are you okay?" He struggled to get up, looked at me with a concerned look on his face and asked.

"Don't move, lie down, I'm fine, the poison on my body is much lighter than yours."

Shadow still struggled to sit up, gasping for breath, just such a get-up made him so hard.

"Does it still hurt?" I looked at him distressedly and asked, I have also tasted the feeling that all organs are burning, life is worse than death, Xiao Fan said, the toxicity on the shadow body is ten times more than mine, how much pain should he have.

"It's fine." Shadow smiled faintly at me.

I couldn't help but cry down, "Ei, please be fine, don't be fine, otherwise what should I do?" You wait, it won't be long, I will definitely take you away, and when you return to Jinhua, there will definitely be a way to cure the poison on us, okay? Shadow? I hugged him and said, I can't imagine how I would live alone if something happened to the shadow, what should I do, I was so scared.

"It's okay, I'm fine." There was a smile in Ying's voice, "What about Senior Brother, is he okay?" ”

"The other person is fine, it's just his heart... I don't know how to describe Xiao Fan, whether he is pitiful or hateful, whether he is fragile or ruthless.

"You're not going to stay with him, are you?" Shadow continued to ask with difficulty.

I have some thoughts that I can't guess, is he also jealous of Xiao Fan?

My relationship with Ying, I've been thinking about how to make it clear to him lately, he is my relative, a dear person, but not a lover, what if my unscrupulous, unabastened words and deeds make him misunderstood? He was so desperate to protect me, what if he knew I didn't think of him as a lover? I looked at Ying with a hesitant expression.

"Ei, you're one of the most important people in my life, you know? I can do anything for you, you are my relative, do you understand? "I'm a little incoherent.

"Nian'er, what's wrong with you?" He looked at me puzzled and asked, his face full of doubt.

I hugged the shadow again, buried my face deep in his chest, didn't dare to look into his eyes, didn't dare to look at his expression, "I mean, you are my relative, but I don't have a relationship with you, I have a husband." I hugged him nervously, imagining how disappointed and sad he must have been, and scolded myself a thousand times, and then everything seemed to stand still, and the room was quiet, and I could hear his heartbeat as I leaned against his chest, and after a while his chest shook slightly, and his chuckle was heard in my ears. Could it be that Shadow is also mad at me? I hurriedly looked up at him, only to see Shadow looking at me with a chuckle.

"What do you think about all day?" He said with a smile. It made me look embarrassed.

"I think you're good to me, so..." I continued to speak incoherently.

"You are the beautiful lady of Jinhua, and the concubine favored by Emperor Jinhua, aren't you?" He still said with a chuckle.

This is what I told him, on the way to Zhaoming together, I had repeatedly boasted to him that I would look as beautiful as a fairy when I was dressed up, and I also brazenly showed off to him how much the emperor of the golden flower loved me, and I couldn't stand his heavy love to escape.

"You are a special woman, there are no ordinary women's worldly scruples, you are eccentric, but you can always make me feel warm, since I was a child, the only people I care about are masters and brothers, I thought that everything was right for them, this is the only thing I can do in my life, it is you who have made me have other understandings, and you also make me feel the feeling of really having relatives, just like you said, I am your relatives, don't think nonsense."

"Ei, you're so nice, you're so reasonable." I wiped my tears and said with a smile that the stone in my heart had finally landed, and I thanked God for letting Ying have the same thoughts as me.

"Senior brother is a little paranoid, but he seems to be serious about you, I know you don't want to stay by his side, but you always have the ability to infect others, maybe you can change him in these days by his side, help him, Nian'er, okay?" Shadow looked at me and asked.

"Okay, it's your senior brother who is my senior brother, I will definitely try my best to convince him, you can rest assured that you can cultivate, and I will definitely find a way to detoxify." Even in such a situation, it is nice to have someone who can be trusted and trusted, and I feel empowered.

"Maybe one day, I'll really become a shadow." Shadow said to me with a smile.

"What?" I asked, puzzled.

"Nothing." Shadow continued to look at me dotingly.

Early the next morning, I reluctantly followed Xiao Fan into Zhaoming's palace, but our arrival was not warmly welcomed, and even Zhaoming's emperor did not take time out of his "busy schedule" to meet us, and I was taken by Xiao Fan into a quiet courtyard.

"This is where the queen mother lived before her death, and apart from me and my father, few others come here." Xiao Fan had already returned to his former debauchery appearance, he chuckled and looked at the tables and chairs in the dormitory, the smile kept on his lips, but was his heart really laughing? I looked at him quietly, he may not have been here for a long time, standing by the dresser for a long time, staring blankly at the neatly arranged phoenix hairpin headdress in the brocade box, and looking at his face in the bronze mirror and couldn't take his eyes off, maybe he was missing his mother.

At noon, the palace people prepared a sumptuous lunch for us, even to me, they were very polite and respectful, Xiao Fan accompanied me to leave after lunch, leaving me alone to continue to look at everything in this garden quietly, I don't like to stay in such a yard full of traces of another strange woman, those memories of others, those traces left by me will always make me shrink my hands and feet, I am not stable, I put on a thick robe, came to the courtyard, stood in the cold wind, planning to me and the shadow of the future.