Chapter 209: Fulfillment or Consummation?
Cheng Qiang hurriedly bought a lot of snacks from the supermarket at the back gate of Nanjiang University, including Tian Momo's favorite cucumber-flavored potato chips, and other things that Mo Qingduo and Tian Momo usually like to eat. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Cheng Qiang hurriedly wanted to go back, but was stopped by Yin Feng.
"Cheng Qiang, you only care about buying them for them, have you eaten?" Yin Feng asked.
"Ah, not yet. So I'm a little hungry. Cheng Qiang rubbed his stomach and said with a smile: "After we send something, I'll go back to the dormitory and eat some instant noodles." ”
Yin Feng said with emotion: "Cheng Qiang, you are really a good boyfriend, considerate and selfless. ”
Cheng Qiang was a little weak by Yin Feng's words, and scratched his head embarrassedly, looking like when Yin Feng was shy, he said modestly: "You really won the award, I'm not as good as you say, it's considerate, and selflessness is far behind." ”
"It's already good, don't be presumptuous." Yin Feng patted Cheng Qiang's shoulder with a smile and said, "Cheng Qiang, it's too early, it will take some time for Momo to enlighten Qingduo, just finish eating first and then go back, and bring some hot dinner to Qingduo by the way." ”
Cheng Qiang thought about it, so he nodded, and went with Yin Feng to find something to eat.
On Mo Qingduo's side, when Tian Momo returned to the dormitory, Mo Qingduo had just arrived, and she was in a daze at the TV set turned on. Zhu Wenjing is not in the dormitory, she recently talked about a boyfriend, she has less time to come back, people are much kinder, and the power of love is really great enough to change a person.
"Sister, have you eaten?" Tian Momo put down her backpack and sat down at the table and asked.
Mo Qingduo just stared at the TV and didn't answer.
Tian Momo glanced at her curiously, looked at the TV again, and found that the sports channel was broadcasting a football match. Strange, when did Mo Qingduo become interested in football?
"Sister! Sister! Tian Momo screamed twice, Mo Qingduo didn't react, Tian Momo walked over helplessly, grabbed Mo Qingduo's arm, and began to shake.
"Huh?" Mo Qingduo was startled, and only then did she realize that someone else had come to the house.
"Oh, Momo, scare me!" Mo Qingduo said with a smile.
"Sister, you just scared me!" Tian Momo replied.
"Huh? What's wrong? Mo Qingduo wondered.
"A person staring at the football game and not moving, calling and not answering, I thought you were evil." Tian Momo rolled her eyes and said.
"Huh...... I was just...... Lately I have been a bit fond of football. Mo Qingduo casually argued.
"Huh? Really? Tian Momo snapped her tongue and said, "Sister, you are not like the kind of person who loves this sport. ”
Tian Momo glanced at the live broadcast on TV and said, "A bunch of people fighting for a ball, I really don't see any meaning." Boys like to watch this kind of thing. ”
Mo Qingduo wanted to continue to pretend to be unharmed, to hide her emotions and not let those who cared about her worry, she pretended to be relaxed and said: "Hehe, in fact, boys and girls love to watch the same things, the truth is the same, boys love to watch this kind of ball game is a bunch of people competing for a ball, we girls love to watch a bunch of people competing for a person, there is no difference." It is human nature to plunder and take possession. ”
"Hmm......" Tian Momo pondered for a long time, pierced her eyes and said, "It's too deep, I don't understand." ”
The cheers and explanations on the TV kept coming, and Mo Qingduo was also so noisy that she had a headache, so she simply turned off the TV and sat on the round bench in a daze.
"Sister, did you quarrel with Cheng Qiang?" Tian Momo moved the round stool under her towards Mo Qingduo a few steps, leaned in front of her, and asked cautiously.
"Nope." Mo Qingduo lowered her head and said with empty eyes, obviously not wanting Tian Momo to know the truth.
"Sister, I'm not a child anymore." Tian Momo's tone seemed to be hundreds of times more mature in an instant, and she lowered her voice and said such a sentence.
Mo Qingduo was a little surprised, followed by the distress of the pain that Tian Momo had experienced, she raised her head, and when she saw Tian Momo's little face with a different temperament, she finally couldn't help but decide to tell her all the truth. Of course, she didn't know that Cheng Qiang had already said everything that had happened.
"Momo, Momo...... Do you know? Cheng Qiang is going abroad......" Mo Qingduo hugged Tian Momo's neck tightly, and when she finished speaking, she couldn't cry.
In a small noodle restaurant at the back door, Yin Feng was eating noodles with Cheng Qiang.
"Snorr......" Cheng Qiang ate noodles quickly, I don't know if it was because he was hungry, or because he wanted to finish eating earlier to see Mo Qingduo.
"Cheng Qiang, slow down, don't choke." Rao is usually eating very fast, and Yin Feng, who is often nagged by Tian Momo, can't stand Cheng Qiang's eating appearance, that feeling, he is alive and well from a starving ghost.
"Hmm...... Hurriedly...... Eat...... I'm done looking for ...... She ......" Cheng Qiang replied with a whining as he ate noodles without slowing down at all.
"Don't worry, Cheng Qiang," Yin Feng said calmly: "I just sent a QQ message to Momo, she said that Qingduo is venting her emotions, let's wait a little longer, or simply don't go to her tonight." ”
"Huh?" Cheng Qiang was stunned, and a few noodles that had not yet been swallowed in his mouth were hanging around his mouth.
"Suck and slip...... Suck ......" Cheng Qiang sucked the noodles back into his mouth very unsightly, then buried his head and ate the noodles, and said chaotically while eating: "Qingduo hasn't eaten yet, I have to send her food." ”
Yin Feng couldn't persuade the tenacious "infatuated man" in front of him, so he had to say: "I will definitely go, but it is definitely not appropriate to go now, wait for Momo to give us news, otherwise it will be cold if you buy dinner." ”
The last sentence is the point, because it plays the biggest role, Cheng Qiang heard the last sentence, and really slowed down, pulled his head out of the steaming bowl of noodles, and said with a grin: "Actually, it's really hot." ”
Yin Feng smiled and continued to sit opposite with his hands crossed to watch him eat noodles.
"Fengzi." Cheng Qiang suddenly shouted.
Cheng Qiang rarely shouts Yin Feng's name like this, but as long as he shouts out, the cordiality is immediately full, which also means that Cheng Qiang has to say some heart-to-heart words.
"What's wrong, Cheng Qiang." Yin Feng also realized that Cheng Qiang's title and tone were unusual.
"You say, should I go abroad or not?" Recently, this question has been bothering Cheng Qiang.
Yin Feng thought about it for a long time, because he was from a relatively poor background, so he had never thought about this kind of problem, and now that Cheng Qiang asked, he began to seriously help him empathize.
"Are you still planning to come back?" Yin Feng asked.
"Of course, I'm just going out to school, and I'm going to come back sooner or later." Cheng Qiang said affirmatively.
"Going abroad is the family's arrangement." Yin Feng asked.
"Well, yes, if it were me, I wouldn't want to go out." Cheng Qiang said without concealment.
"Hmm." Yin Feng nodded and said, "If you look at it this way, there is still some hope for the relationship between the two of you." ”
"Hopefully, there must be!" Cheng Qiang said firmly: "When necessary, I can give up my future!" ”
Cheng Qiang's righteousness was awe-inspiring, but Yin Feng didn't think so, he said: "Cheng Qiang, I don't think Mo Qingduo is that kind of girl, even if you want to sacrifice, she may not accept it." ”
A word wakes up the dreamer.
Yin Feng's sentence "She may not accept it" suddenly pulled Cheng Qiang out of his determination to self-sacrifice and made him feel depressed. Yes, Yin Feng is right, if Cheng Qiang insists on giving up something for Mo Qingduo, Mo Qingduo will definitely not agree, she is an independent girl, and she knows that what one person can do for another person is very limited. If you want others to pay, you can't be stingy, Cheng Qiang gave up her future for her, she will definitely feel that she can't afford to pay it back, such a thing, you can't ask for it.
"Alas......" Cheng Qiang let out a long sigh, thinking that he could clean up the bad things he didn't want in his head, however, there was still a thick haze tightly wrapped around his body, lingering.
"Let's communicate more, this kind of big thing is no longer something you can decide alone, at least, you can't live up to your parents, let alone the people who love you. Don't let yourself down if you can. Yin Feng said.
Cheng Qiang's head was big when he heard this, and he said in his heart Yin Feng, are you persuading people? Looks like you're talking about things that are more difficult to solve, right? Thinking about it, Yin Feng's kindness, Cheng Qiang naturally can't live up to it, this is the most direct in front of him.
Mo Qingduo's eyes were red when she cried in the dormitory.
She doesn't seem to care anymore that Cheng Qiang didn't tell him that he was going abroad, and now she cares more about Cheng Qiang leaving her.
Tian Momo has always been enlightened, the number of persuasions is not too much, there is no skill, I don't know the essentials, I can only stupidly accompany Mo Qingduo on the side, accompany me, and the emotions seem to have been brought in by Mo Qingduo's sadness, and later, I simply took out a roll of toilet paper from the bedside, and the two of them snuggled together, crying and wiping tears.
When love hurts, a thousand words are not as good as a tear.
Two people hugging their heads and crying, each with their own sad things, one biological mother suddenly disappeared, I don't know life and death, and the other childhood sweetheart's boyfriend is going abroad, and I don't know when we will meet again.
The emotional wounds that fate gives to girls are always much more and deeper than those of boys. It's just that girls who seem to be fragile can always be strong to resolve knots one by one. Just as God created human beings, to let women experience the pain of menstruation and childbirth, but also to give them weak signs, this is a test, but also a gift, the most direct result is that women are much more tolerant of pain than men. But women's physical characteristics also determine that they are more open and diverse in the way they release in the face of pain than men.
The two people who began to cry bitterly when the sky was still bright finally stopped sobbing when the night was already very deep, and the two cheeks that were once beautiful or lovely had become red and swollen, and tears hung on their faces, and some toilet paper powder was sticking to them.
Mo Qingduo and Tian Momo were tired of crying, crying hungry, and after crying, they were silent, looking at each other and laughing again, like two uncontrollable neurotics with bitter smiles, and the next second they didn't know how to make exaggerated expressions that did not match reality.
"Go wash your face." After Mo Qingduo and Tian Momo were tired of laughing, they cried for a while, and finally couldn't bear it anymore and agreed to end this catharsis of tragic fate.
"Oh, yes, sister." Tian Momo's voice was slightly hoarse, she wanted to say it but felt that it might not be appropriate to say it, but she still said boldly: "The big city wall has been waiting for you at the back door, I'm afraid that you will be hungry if you don't eat, and I want to send you food when you are in a better mood." ”
Mo Qingduo flashed her eyes a few times with complicated emotions, and in her heart, that contradiction was always there. Leave or stay, shouldn't let her Mo Qingduo affect Cheng Qiang's future, alienation, or ...... Or what else could it be? Cheng Qiang knows her too well, so she knows that the person who has been waiting and pursuing her for so many years, the person who is silently kind to her and does not ask for anything in return, the person who respects her and loves her and is reluctant to let her get hurt, the reason why he quarrels with her so irritable today is because he loves her, he is afraid, he is uneasy, and he doesn't want to face reality.
What would I do if I could fulfill you through my suffering?
Which is more important, future or love? What you learn abroad will affect your whole life, and it is the strongest thing to hold in your hand, and the love that stays in place and desperately guards it will be as fragile as an elegant glass goblet many times, easy to fall, and it will fall apart if it falls.
Fulfillment or Bondage?
"When is he coming?" Mo Qingduo asked lightly.
"Brother Yin Feng is waiting for my reply on QQ, it should be coming soon." Tian Momo said with red eyes.
"Well, let him come, I just have something to say to him." Mo Qingduo's heart was torn and turned.
Cheng Qiang got the order and finally walked out of the small noodle restaurant that had not come out for an hour and a half with his head down. Yin Feng had already left because of something in the student union, Cheng Qiang waited for Yin Feng's call, had nowhere to go, and was not in the mood to go anywhere, so he had to squat in the small noodle restaurant, poke the few noodles left in the bowl for a while, and take out his mobile phone and stare at the screen in a daze for a while. But it turns out that he really thinks too much, the business of the small noodle restaurant is not good, Cheng Qiang can sit in it and finally make up a few episodes to accumulate popularity, and the guests see a lot of people, maybe they will come in to join in the fun. This is also a kind of marketing tool, regardless of whether it is a real guest or a trust, a place with a lot of people can always attract people's attention.
People all over the world love to go to the excitement.
When Cheng Qiang was leaving, he was really embarrassed, so he asked for another fried noodle to take away, it just so happened that Mo Qingduo hadn't eaten yet, so it was good for his body to eat something light at night.
With a large bag of snacks in one hand and noodles in the other, Cheng Qiang walked towards the happiness he expected. (To be continued.) )