If you love, you love deeply, and if you don't, you give it up.

A person's love always has to hurt. It's right to be sad for a while alone, and then pack up and set off again. If you have to insist, it will be ambiguous and unclear, and you will get bruises all over your body, and the pain will not only be like this at that time.

Long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain, and if you sink deeper and deeper, more and more weaknesses will be exposed, and the more difficult it will be for the injury to heal.

Xu Yao has tried it himself, and that kind of sadness is difficult to dilute even time.

"Maybe fate is not enough, when I like you, you happen to dislike me." Quan Baolan took a deep breath, looked down, lowered her eyelashes, suddenly raised her head, and looked at Xu Yao: "Instead of becoming the kind of relationship that will feel awkward when we meet, let's be friends." I don't have to feel embarrassed when I meet to be friends, and I feel happy when I am friends with someone I once liked. Quan Baolan smiled, the corners of her mouth slightly raised.

Xu Yao hesitated, thought a lot, and nodded: "Okay, be friends." ”

"Then, can I call you Ah Yao, I don't want to call you by your name." Quan Baolan shrugged his nose and wanted to reach out and touch his cheeks, but found that his hands were covered with droplets of liquefied ice cream. "Oh Mo, it's all gone." Quan Baolan said regrettably, as if he had returned to his original state, and a person buried his heart deep in his heart, and forced to pretend to be happy to show others.

"I have tissues." Xu Yao took out a pack of tissues from his pocket, handed it to Quan Baolan, and said by the way: "You can call it whatever you want." ”

Quan Baolan rubbed his hands, heard Xu Yao's words, and suddenly raised his head, "Ah Yao." ”

"Hmm"

"Ah Yao"

"What's wrong?"

"Not much, I just feel much kinder." Sapphire threw away the soaked tissues and squeezed a smile out of the corner of her mouth.

Xu Yao also smiled, his smile was clean and warm.

"You eat this." Xu Yao handed the popsicle that Quan Baolan had given him earlier, and Quan Baolan reached out to take it and naturally opened it.

"Yao, what are you going to do now?" Quan Baolan put the popsicle into his mouth and sucked, a little slurred.

"I'm going to go home for dinner."

"I haven't eaten either, shall we go to dinner together?" Quan Baolan's tone was much more flat.

"This" Xu Yao hesitated, he also wanted to eat out, but if he went with Quan Baolan, it was so easy to put it down, in case Quan Baolan couldn't hide it, he would be very embarrassed.

"Aren't we friends now," Quan Baolan whispered, "I won't be like I was at the beginning, we're friends now." ”

"Yes." was indecisive, but Xu Yao still agreed.

"Then, let's go to Nanshan. I heard that there is a restaurant over there that is particularly delicious. ”

"Huh? Nanshan? ”

"That's right. Actually, I originally planned to be able to make an appointment with you today, so I went to Nanshan together. That way, even if you can't be together that quickly, it can make you feel different about me. Quan Baolan held the popsicle in one hand and intertwined the corner of his clothes with the other, "But I didn't expect you to reject me directly like that just now, I feel so shameless." ”

Quan Baolan suddenly glanced at Xu Yao, and then continued, "Actually, I blame me for being stupid, I fell in love with a boy who was so much younger than me, I didn't think about anything, and I thought" As she spoke, Quan Baolan's voice lowered, "It's okay now, I was rejected so badly, and I don't need to have so many illusions." ”

"I'm sorry."

"Huh? Why? ”

"I suddenly want to apologize, although I know you're going to be upset, I should have prepared it a long time ago." Xu Yao smiled a little burdened. "I don't know what you like about me, though"

"Yikes! Don't slander my aesthetic level, just this face and your figure are enough to make people like you. Quan Baolan said seriously. Besides, our fate is even earlier, it's just not enough.

"That's it?" Xu Yao looked at Quan Baolan strangely.

"I don't know, I've always heard of love at first sight, right? I like it in a daze," Quan Baolan glanced at Xu Yao with some humility.

Xu Yao was dumbfounded, he didn't know what to say, love at first sight rarely turned out.

Quan Baolan stopped a taxi, "Let's take this car."

Xu Yao nodded and sat in the passenger seat, while Quan Baolan sat in the back seat.

When Xu Yao said the location, the driver was still a little puzzled, when Quan Baolan didn't show his face, he did look like a middle school student, and he didn't blame the driver for your strange eyes. However, the driver still had some professional ethics and didn't ask much, just drove quietly to the destination.

There was no sound in the car, only the sound of the car's engine, and the sound of the wind and horns whistling outside the car.

Quan Baolan looked at the back row in the back seat, her eyes were gloomy, this was the first time she liked someone like this, but in the end, she died without a problem.

It seems that many firsts are not perfect!

The street lights next to the lane lit up one by one, and the bright yellow lights slowly rippled like waves, and finally filled the entire street.

"Here we are." Quan Baolan was still in the back, and Xu Yao's voice came from the front row.

"Oh." Quan Baolan woke up from her conjecture and answered weakly.

"A total of 30,000 yuan." The driver spoke.

"It's 30,000 yuan, thank you." Quan Baolan took out 30,000 yuan from his bag and paid the bill in front of Xu Yao.

The driver ignited the engine and drove away, leaving Quan Baolan and Xu Yao standing on the side of the road.

The place where they parked was very good, and when they looked up, they could see the Nanshan Pagoda standing quietly on the edge of the sky, and the night lights were dazzling, shining the entire Nanshan Pagoda in colorful colors.

"Ah Yao, have you come here with others" Quan Baolan raised her little head, saw Xu Yao staring at the top of the bright Nanshan Tower in the sky, and asked curiously.

"I've been here, I've been alone." Xu Yao smiled bitterly, he really came alone.

Valentine's Day is obviously a holiday for two people to spend together, and in the end it became a waiting for him alone, he still remembers, that year he sat on a bench at the foot of Nanshan, holding a bouquet of roses, and arranging his sleeves and fiddling with his collar.

He waited until he had counted the whole bouquet of roses ten times, and it was indeed ninety-nine, but she hadn't come yet.

One last fluttering phone call drained all his strength.

"Alone" Quan Baolan thought in her heart, it should be a very lonely time.

"I heard that at the top of Nanshan Tower, you can meet beautiful love!" Quan Baolan murmured softly, at first, she believed it.

"It's a pity that the distance is too far away, the time required is too long, and before we reach the top of the mountain, Nanshan Tower no longer promises love." To be continued.