Tian's mother took the initiative to take on the responsibility of sweeping and mopping the floor, and only after cleaning up the neat rope did she close the roller shutter door and let the Linda CC store close. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

There are only a few stars in the sky, and the three stars in the middle of the Orion belt are getting closer and closer to the south of the sky, and it is about to be the New Year, which will be the first New Year for Tian's mother and Tian Momo outside the southern city. Tian's mother was a little emotional, she shrunk her neck, and the brick-red scarf wrapped most of her head, but she still felt cold. For the first time in my life, I felt that it was not easy to live in a different place.

There is no turning back from the bow, Tian's mother has never been able to go back since she sold her house in Nancheng, and of course, she will not be willing to return to the place that makes her sad forever. Even if it is not easy to live in a foreign country, we must move forward optimistically with our heads held high, and we must not be like the cowardly and sensitive she once was, living alone in a small backward circle, and not even having the power to dream. She's been given a new lease of life, and she's not that person anymore. For the sake of her daughter, she wants a better future.

However, everything is difficult at the beginning, Tian's mother believes that she is working hard and doing her best, but her mistake tells her that she is likely to be inferior to a child in her early twenties in this society.

"What should I do?" While riding an electric car, Tian's mother panicked about the mistakes she had made.

Although Cheng Qiang has maintained her dignity as much as possible, Tian's mother still knows very well that it is the children's feelings of taking care of themselves, and many things are not explicitly stated, it is the sympathy of others, and it is others who pity themselves. If you still don't know and don't reflect on yourself, you will fail the kindness of others and miss the opportunity to improve.

A car with high beams oncoming suddenly appeared in front of Tian's mother, Tian's mother's eyes were shaken, her hands shook, and she almost fell in the middle of the road.

"Damn! Not long-eyed, right? Silly X! The driver of the sedan slowed down, deliberately rolled down the window, ignored the cold air outside, scolded Tian's mother a few words, and then rolled up the window and walked away.

Tian's mother was stunned.

The word "stupid X" is used by a young man on the body of a middle-aged woman, which is simply a great insult, besides, it is clear that the driver is at fault first, but he relies on his own driving speed and disrespectful, this is the face of many people, if they are also riding an electric car but encounter a similar situation, borrow his two guts, he may not dare to open his mouth to scold.

Tian's mother was very unhappy, when she was at home before, the circle of communication was very small, and the people around her were neighbors who had lived for several years or even more than ten years or colleagues who had been together with a false face, and no one would do this kind of faceless and unqualified thing, but now it is different, Nanjiang City is very big, so big that Tian's mother can't see how big it is, let alone what kind of people will appear around her. Her mental capacity has not yet reached the point where any insult is acceptable.

Tian's mother thought like this, and suddenly shouted hoarsely in the direction where the driver was going: "You are stupid X!" You nobody's dog mongrel! ”

The cold wind of early winter blew off the last leaf on the top of the tree, blew away the colorful garbage on the ground, and blew away the cursing that Mother Tian had tried her best but was still pale.

Anger, shame, remorse, self-blame...... Millions of negative emotions poured out, entrenching in the empty space in Tian's mother's mind. Tian's mother's eyes finally couldn't stop the tears soaking, and something cooler than the winter air slipped from her cheeks.

"Really...... I really want to go home......" Tian's mother thought as she re-tightened the handle of the electric car, sped up, and headed towards the brand-new rented hut in Nanjiang City.

Back at the empty house, Tian's mother was physically and mentally exhausted, the backpack in her hand was casually thrown aside, nestled on the sofa and no longer willing to move. More than 40 years have passed in her life, because of the failed marriage, she has no self, gave up her career, and devoted herself to the family, but in the end, her husband ran away from the junior without hesitation, the eldest daughter jumped off the building to commit suicide under pressure, and she was bullied and left her hometown without even daring to go back. Forty years of failure, a life of failure.

Tian's mother picked up a small mirror from under the coffee table, which was thrown below by Tian Momo when she lived here, and now it is Tian's mother's hand, she picked up this small mirror casually, and carefully observed herself in the mirror, the woman in the mirror, her face is the vicissitudes of time and the imprint of life, she is no longer young, long-term career and marital pressure, let her become a premature aging woman, wrinkles stretch in the corners of her eyes, spots also quietly climb up her cheeks, this woman is not beautiful, But there is also the gentleness and kindness that traditional women have. This is a typical Chinese housewife, but her work in a bank has given her the temperament and perseverance of an intellectual woman.

Right! It's perseverance!

Years of numb life have made a woman lose a lot of things, and the most important thing is what many women will never realize in their lifetime, that is, to understand themselves. It is precisely because of reflection that there will be understanding, only with understanding can we know our own strengths and weaknesses, and only by understanding our strengths and weaknesses can we learn from each other's strengths and weaknesses and obtain the qualifications to love ourselves and be loved! And what can support all this is a personality called perseverance!

Tian's mother understands that if a person wants to grow, it is never too late.

That night, Tian's mother deliberately took an early nap to treat her tired skin.

Early the next morning, before going out, Tian's mother deliberately dressed up. The so-called dressing up is nothing more than carefully wiping her face and combing her hair, she has no cosmetics, and the only bottle of skin care products is the bottle of Dabao SOD honey that has not been used up for a whole year (Dabao is really easy to use, support domestic products~ But Dabao is not a universal cream after all, girls still have to pay attention to maintenance and dressing!) She was ashamed of how casual and sloppy she had been, a lack of money was a lack of money, but not to the point where she couldn't even afford a few bottles of cosmetics. The clothes are all old styles that have been worn for many years, although they are still neat and plain, but they have nothing to do with fashion or anything, and the quality is not very good, they are all bargains on the stalls and small shops, none of them can be handled, as for those scarves and hats, they are also the styles that the little old ladies will patronize, and the soil is so bad that even the scum has fallen off.

What I used to think didn't matter, I was suddenly deeply disgusted by Tian's mother overnight, she didn't want to be a middle-aged woman who endured humiliation and burden, she wanted to transform!

And the first step of transformation is naturally - buy! Buy! Buy!!

While riding an electric car, Tian's mother secretly calculated in her heart that she would first report to the Linda CC store at the back door of the school, and let her baby daughter take her shopping in the afternoon, buying clothes, cosmetics, bags, and headwear.

"Huh? Aunt Xu doesn't seem to be the same as usual today, radiant! Zhang Zhang sat alone in the store playing with his mobile phone, and began to praise Tian's mother at first sight.

"Haha...... Is it? I also feel like I'm in good spirits today! When Tian's mother spoke, her temperament was very different from before, her eyes were shining, the corners of her mouth were raised, and she had indescribable confidence and ease.

Zhang Zhang was stunned, the change in Tian's mother happened completely overnight, and Zhang Zhang even suspected that Tian's mother was possessed by other creatures, and her temperament changed greatly.

"Aunt Xu...... You're not going to be in love, are you? Zhang Zhang blurted out.

After Zhang Zhang said this sentence heartlessly, he realized that it was rude to say such things to his elders, he hurriedly waved his hand with a red face, and said, "Aunt Xu, I'm joking, don't you mind!" ”

Tian's mother smiled and said, "Silly child, how can Auntie blame you!" ”

Having said that, Tian's mother couldn't help but sigh in her heart, she had been single for too long, working hard to earn money to support her family, and pulling her daughter to grow up, and she hadn't thought about where her happiness was for a long time, and she hadn't thought about what a complete home would look like. Now that Tian Momo is already a big child, Tian's mother no longer has to worry about the psychological damage that remarriage will bring to her, maybe it's time to think about the rest of her life.

"Mom, you arrived so early! Haven't had breakfast yet? "Linda CC shop usually opens at 9 o'clock in the morning every day, when the first class has ended, it is the break time between the first and second classes, many students will choose to come out for breakfast at this time, and those who have not had classes may go to the back door at this time. Tian Momo only has the first class today, the afternoon class is an elective "film and television appreciation", the attendance rate of this kind of class is usually relatively low, the teacher plays the movie, the classmates discuss and discuss, and a class will pass, and at the end of the semester, a decent appreciation article will be handed in, no less than 5,000 words, and you can generally pass.

"I've eaten it." Tian's mother smiled slightly, showing her mature charm.

Tian Momo was also stunned, it took a long time to come to her senses, she looked at Tian's mother with long eyes in disbelief, and then took a few steps back, walked out of the Linda CC shop, looked around, and then walked back to the shop, and said to Tian's mother in surprise: "Mom, why do you seem to be a different person?" I thought I was going to the wrong door. ”

Tian's mother laughed twice and said, "Silly girl, why are you all so fond of joking today?" Even if you go to the wrong door, can your mother still admit that she is wrong? ”

Yin Feng walked in at this time, carrying a few bags of breakfast in his hand, and was stunned when he saw Tian's mother, but he didn't show it too obviously, he put down his things directly, and said to Tian's mother with a smile: "Mom, let's eat!" ”

Tian's mother also smiled and said, "Look, my son is still serious, don't joke with me as a mother." ”

"Hehe......" Yin Feng rubbed his hair, smirked twice, and did not speak.

"Brother Yin Feng, do you see if there is any change in my mother today?" Tian Momo asked.

Yin Feng looked at Tian's mother embarrassedly and said, "It seems that the spirit is quite good." ”

Tian's mother laughed and said to Tian Momo: "Momo, do you have classes in the afternoon?" Is it okay to go shopping with your mother? ”

Tian Momo's eyes rolled, and she said that the teacher in the afternoon class usually doesn't take names, so just slip away, after thinking about it, Tian Momo nodded vigorously and said, "There is no class in the afternoon!" I'll go shopping with you! ”

"Xiao Momo, isn't there a film and television appreciation class in the afternoon?" Mo Qingduo and Cheng Qiang were in the same class as Tian Momo, of course, there was no second class in the morning, the two of them just walked into the shop, and they heard Tian Momo say that they were going shopping without class in the afternoon, and Cheng Qiang debunked it on the spot very unjustly.

Zhang Zhang sat behind Tian's mother, crossed her figure and desperately glanced at Cheng Qiang, Cheng Qiang was blessed to the heart, and immediately changed his words and said: "Oops, I forgot, the teacher of the film and television appreciation class in the afternoon gave birth to a child and asked for leave!" ”

This excuse is very ridiculous in the eyes of the students, even if there is really a teacher who goes home to give birth, the school will not abandon a class, and it must find another teacher to substitute for the teacher. However, Tian's mother was not clear about the campus affairs, and easily believed Cheng Qiang's nonsense excuse.

"It's just right that there is no class, do you want Qingduo and Qiangqiang to go shopping with your aunt? Auntie invites you to dinner! Tian's mother said kindly.

Mo Qingduo also looked around, and said in her heart that it was okay not to attend that class, and it was worth it to skip an unimportant class occasionally for Tian's mother, she nodded and said, "No problem, Auntie, but you don't need to invite guests to dinner." ”

"I'll go, I'll go! I want to eat! Zhang Zhang howled in the inconspicuous corner behind everyone, and raised a hand, for fear that others would ignore him.

"You'd better eat less! If you eat again, you won't be able to find a girlfriend! For Zhang Zhang, who was getting richer and richer, Tian Momo restrained him as soon as possible.

"Sister Qingduo~~" Zhang Zhang's appearance was really a little sweet, and everyone couldn't help retching.

"Good ......," Tian's mother smiled.

"Oh yes!" Zhang Zhang cheered, and before he could stop speaking, he was interrupted by Cheng Qiang's cold words.

"You go to dinner, who will come to see the store?"

Zhang Zhangdeng froze, lying on the table, like a complaining puppy, his eyes turned to see everyone showing affection and happiness in front of him.

"Zhang Zhang......" A sweet voice came from the door of the small store.

A cute little girl with long, straight hair that naturally falls over her shoulders, wearing a long red tweed jacket and a rabbit ear hat on her head, is standing at the door of Linda CC's shop, looking curiously into the store, with a sweet smile on her face.

Cheng Qiang was stunned unconsciously, and immediately pulled away and rushed over, and said to the little girl: "What do beauties need?" Need a referral or not? ”

Mo Qingduo walked over in three steps and two steps, grabbed Cheng Qiang's ears and pulled them into the store, and said angrily while pulling: "Big City Wall, are you deaf?" Can't you hear that other beauties need Zhang Zhang? ”

Cheng Qiang was honestly pulled back by Mo Qingduo with a smile, Zhang Zhang rushed over with an arrow step, and said to the little girl: "Qiqi, why do you have time to come to me today?" (To be continued.) )