After dinner that day, Shen Jingwen sent me to the gate of the community and left. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoI wandered alone at the gate of the community for a long time, and finally went to a barbecue stall with my bag, ordered a few beef skewers and two bottles of beer, and drank alone as if sad.

The barbecue stalls at night are very lively, and customers gather at a table in groups to drink and brag, and eat and laugh. Sure enough, it's happier to be friends together, and if it's like-minded friends, it's even better. At this time, I inevitably think of Xiao Soft and Miao Miao, these two chicks are characters who have accompanied me throughout my youth, although there has been no less noise over the years, but I believe that friendship will accumulate deeper because of the longer we have known each other, which is called, love over time. 233。

Two bottles of beer were in my stomach, and my head was a little dizzy, but I still didn't have the idea of going home. Seeing that it was still early, I walked slowly along the road. The summer breeze is a very magical thing, it can blow away all my thoughts, leaving only a trace of touch in my heart, feeling the gentleness and elegance brought by the wind.

As he was walking, he saw a bicycle parked not far away. I wasn't sure what I could say just by looking at the bike, but when I saw him coming out of the convenience store with ice cream in his hand, my mind went blank. He also raised his eyes and saw me, and just bumped into me without warning, and there was no way to hide, and it was extremely embarrassing!

When he saw me, he didn't show surprise, but raised the ice cream in his hand lightly and asked lightly, "Do you want one?" I watched him sit on the chair in front of the convenience store, and watched him eat ice cream, the flavor I loved before.

"I can't eat anymore." He said to me lightly as he ate his ice cream. That faint tone, like talking to a stranger.

"How did you end up here?" I heard my voice cold, not the same as the warmth of my heart.

"Chestnut came here to do some errands, and I came with her."

"Huh, chestnut?" I sneered, his heart was already wide enough to withdraw his girlfriend to his ex-girlfriend casually?

"Yes, chestnut." He nodded, still as indifferent.

Chestnut? Since she's nearby, I don't hide either, she never shied away from me when she snatched this bastard! With that in mind, I swaggered over and sat down in the chair next to him.

"Have you been drinking?" As soon as he sat down, he spoke.

"It seems like my own business, right? You've got a lot of care. ”

"Then what are you sitting here?"

"You drove it?"

He ended speechless, followed by a long silence that embarrassed me. But I didn't want to run away in such an embarrassment, so I had to open my bag and flip through my phone, and accidentally flipped the keychain on the ground, which happened to fall on the edge of his shoe.

He bent down and picked it up, held it in his hand, looked at it for a while, and said, "This little doll seems to have been given to you by me." ”

Hearing this, I wanted to snatch it over, but unfortunately he avoided it, and I still didn't grab it again, and I was a little angry in my heart: "Give me the key, and I'll return it to you immediately!" "Throwing everything about him and ignoring the little details!

"Keep it." Not only did he not return my keys, but he also played a scoundrel far away!

"Why should I keep it? I won't leave anything that doesn't concern me! ”

"Some habits are already ingrained, so why should you uproot them again? It's just going to get your own blood. ”

"Bad habits must be cleaned up even if they go deep into the bone marrow, otherwise how can you be worthy of yourself?" I argued, and he looked at me, and suddenly said to me:

"I'm sorry ......"

"Haha, it's inexplicable! It's so funny! Why do you want to say you're sorry? Sick in the head? "He laughed at me!

"Nothing." He regained his composure, but still wouldn't return my keys.

"Give me the key! Don't let your girlfriend see you playing a scoundrel in front of your ex-girlfriend and arguing with you. ”

"How are you doing now?" He didn't seem to hear me, just talking to himself.

"What does it matter if I'm doing well? Who are you, Liu Xiyang? Who are you to tell me this? When I met you today, I had a brain disease, why did I come here? Next Olympics! "I couldn't help but explode, and if I had a pair of scissors in my hand, I think I'd have stuck it on myself!

"Even if you won't forgive me for what happened before, I hope we can talk quietly like friends, I know I'm very bad, I'm sorry for you, but I ...... I...... I've loved you! ”

"Have you loved me? You've always loved that girl named Chestnut, right? I'm just a substitute! A substitute you've loved! Isn't it? When your true love is not by your side, you kill time with my substitute! "Tears flowing, perhaps the most powerless outpouring of pain buried deep in my heart!

"I'm very sober, the person I love is called Zuo Xuan! It's not Tang Xiaoli! Not a substitute! Liu Xiyang raised his voice many times at once, successfully overpowering my aura, but ...... My tears began to slide uncontrollably again, and I looked at him, trying to find something in his slightly angry eyes, but my eyes were blurry and I couldn't see anything.

"In that case...... Why do that? Your love for me is not worth a night with her? ”

"We're just drunk and nothing."

"Even if it's nothing!" I raised my voice angrily, "What did you do when she humiliated me in front of you and asked me to leave you?" ”

“……”

"You acquiesce in your relationship! You take her hand and leave! Since they've all slapped me in the face like this, isn't it too late to say this? Although I am stupid, although I often make mistakes, but I am not so cheap! "At that time, the more I talked, the more angry I became, and the hatred that soaked in the bone marrow could not find a vent, so I could only keep using tears and sneers to resolve it......

"Second Cargo ......"

"Don't call me that!" I shouted at him again, and this time I saw his eyes clearly, and they were full of tears! At that moment, my heart suddenly softened! The suppressed emotions disappeared all at once...... I was stunned for a long time, and said in a much calmer tone: "I have been guilty of two for so long, and suddenly I don't want to be two, maybe two and one will be enough." ”

He still looked at me tightly with that kind of eyes, but the tears kept falling, I didn't want to look any further, I was afraid that if I looked at it again, I would want to pounce uncontrollably......

"I heard you're dating a guy right now......"

When I got up to leave, he suddenly said something like this, and I didn't turn around, just coldly and simply replied to him with two words, "Yes".

"Hopefully he will bring you happiness and joy, unlike me, who will only bring you pain and tears. I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can forget me, so you can forget the pain......"

You wish for so much! I swept away my tears and quickened my pace, leaving his voice far behind! Even if I forget you, I won't forget the pain you have caused me! Those unforgettable pains can never be forgotten!

At that moment, I suddenly remembered Shen Jingwen again, the person who **** my wound with infinite tenderness. His tolerance and warmth made me feel like a spring breeze, and made that desperate heart somewhat vital. I don't think I should go backwards, even if the road with him is extremely difficult, I should face it bravely, fight with him, and if I don't work hard at anything, how do I know if I can't? How can you be worthy of yourself?!