I wanted to coerce the housekeeper to tell the truth, but I never thought that his unspeakable secret was not something that could be told by the second master of the Long family, because we didn't see his ambition clearly? Or does he really have a pact that he can't break? Maybe the housekeeper has been accustomed to Long Shao not mentioning it for many years, but for me, it is a big blow. This blow is like that dream, it is clear that the dawn is ahead, but you can never touch it, you can't escape.

Once upon a time, I was worried, worried that it was not as easy as imagined to uncover the past, that there must be a reason for it to be hidden, and that we could not insist on letting history repeat itself because we satisfied our curiosity, and in the end, scarring is probably the lightest price. But now? Trying to unravel the hidden fog can no longer be justified by pure curiosity, but we have a 100% right to know where we really come from.

When the butler began to take the difficult step out of the gate of the Long family, my hopes were dashed again. Later, Long Shao insisted that I stay, but I still decided to go home and prepare to have an all-night conversation with my mother. Things have evolved to this point, and I can't control myself, like a wild horse on the loose, I have to find a place where I first belonged.

On the way home, Long Shao and I sat in the car without saying a word, each staring out the window of the car at the breeze, if the thin air flow and intertwined worries in the car could be thrown out, I would absolutely unceremoniously open all the windows to meet the wind that would beat the skin to the bone. Since we want to be comforted by relief, neither of us can give each other, so we can only choose to be silent.

The journey home was so long that I finally managed to get out of the car. The blazing white moonlight is particularly transparent against the stars, and the faint air currents in the air are stirring and jumping, which seems to support my strength behind me. Standing at the door of the house, the fluctuating heart did not dare to step into it for a long time, and looking back at Long Shao in the paint wind, wearing a colored windbreaker, with his hands in his pockets, he had no intention of leaving.

Taking a deep breath of the cool of the night, I vaguely seemed to hear some deep vicissitudes of life, I slowly brought my ears closer, and the stretch of my pupils became more and more excited with the conversation in the room......

It turns out that the housekeeper is really not my father, the reason why he chose to leave on the wedding day is because of a baby, a baby who makes him treacherous, a baby that he can't let go, who is this baby? When my mother complained about the tears she had been crying for years, complaining that the man should not disturb her peaceful life, the housekeeper finally asked where I came from. After being silent for a long time, my mother said a word, a sonorous and unswerving word, which was uttered by her, and it was so funny: You can choose to leave me because of a baby, can't I pick up a child to take revenge on you?

This bad news made me want to cry like a thunderbolt from the sky, it turned out that I was not a wild seed, but a garbage that no one wanted, a tool for revenge.

He sat on the ground with a "plop" of his hand along the scratch left on the door, and at this time, Long Shao had already run behind me, stretched out his warm arms and hugged me into his arms: "Yannuo, cry if you want to, don't bear ......"

No, instead of crying, I laughed, laughed to the fullest. This heart-rending laughter was painstakingly pulled out of the depths of my soul.

The door was pulled open.

Seeing my mother and housekeeper looking at each other and seeing my surprised expressions at the door, I think they had a vague guess.

I smiled and asked, "Who the hell am I?" ”

"You...... Don't get me wrong, I just want to be angry with him, of course you're a mother's daughter. My mother grabbed my hand and tried to convince me of the ridiculous lie, but there was no warmth in the hands.

I shook off her clenched hands, with a cold attitude, and asked, "Good girl?" Then you tell me, who is my father? ”

"I ...... I do not know. ”

"You don't know or can't tell!"

"I ......"

The woman in front of me continued to win my sympathy with the pitiful tricks I was familiar with, and even if it was difficult to speak, I still vented bitterly: "I only now know that I am a tool that is being used by others, a wild seed that no one wants." ”

"You're not...... You're not...... After this man left me, I picked you up at the door of my house, originally I wanted to take revenge on him, but when I saw that you were so cute, so pitiful, I thought, you must be a gift from God. For so many years, I've been treating you as my own flesh and blood. "She cried, and her cry broke my heart.

It turns out that when I knew the truth, I really wasn't the same person anymore.

Despite this, I was still not affected by my mother's cry and the slightest numb sadness on my face, suppressed the painful sighs, went on a rampage, stepped into my room a few steps and began to pack my luggage.

"Arno, I only have you now, if you leave me again, how can you tell me to live." My mother was holding on painfully while tugging at the corners of my clothes.

At this time, I was originally raised by her in my heart, and the rose blood like the sun was like fire, and the smell of rust instantly multiplied, and I resolutely prepared to leave this sad place.

When I packed my luggage and turned my back to the door, the butler's voice came from behind: "Are you really willing to leave the woman who has worked hard to raise you for more than ten years?" ”

"Shut up for me, if you hadn't left her back then, would what happened today? It's all your fault. With these words, I left without looking back......

At that moment, it was as if I saw the whole world crumble in front of me. The bricks and tiles in the ruins are engraved with vivid memories, and they are now all pasted on this quiet earth. No matter how careful I am to keep my walk quiet, I will eventually find that I am just a person exiled from memory.

Far away from that home where I had lived for more than ten years, I silently left two lines of clean tears, stopped, put it in my mouth, and then realized that the tears that people say are not sweet, but bitter.

I couldn't hold on any longer, and at last I cried out on this bleak street, asking "Who am I?" Who the hell am I?

When I was struggling and crying, Long Shao squatted down and hugged me, but I didn't care, crying loudly, my hands were beating Long Shao's chest with all my might, and my mouth still kept asking: Who am I? Who the hell am I?

Just as Long Shao hugged me tightly and comforted me, my body slowly left the ground, and when I stretched out my arms and gradually couldn't touch Long Shao, my necklace jumped out of the box and hung directly above me, and the bead showed a flickering white light.

"Long Shao, what's going on?"

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, you just need to take a deep breath."

I saw Long Shao fiddling with his fingers, and I thought that Long Shao would float towards me with him, but I found that he was still standing in place, not moving.

I still cried out as I stared intently at the necklace, my eyes slowly closing and frowning, and then all the creatures around me suddenly fell silent, as if I had traveled to a supernatural world. Out of nowhere, there was a voice that overlapped and reverberate, vaguely saying: You are the palace master......

Trying to open my eyes, I found that my body had lost control from its stagnation and had somehow fallen from mid-air, and when I gradually lost consciousness, I knew that I was lying in Long Shao's arms again, and that the supernatural necklace had been stuffed back into my hand by someone and when......