Outside the second midwinter

Late at night, Sakuraichi stood in front of the window and watched the snowflakes fall outside the window. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoWhite, hexagonal, octagonal, transparent, blurred, floating, falling, erratic, lonely, just like her current life.

No, gone......

It's true......

Let's go......

There was no shadow of him in this house, there was only a pot of dark green cactus on the windowsill, and the fragrance of light arid plants was in the room, constantly lingering around her, some ethereal, some hazy, very shallow, very faint, but it proved that he had left traces.

Taking a deep breath and turning his head, the black trench coat reflected the dark red eyes, and the different shades of folds covered the surface, especially at the cuffs—the small white letter E, elegant and delicate, but a little pale, seemed to laugh at her persistence in the night.

It was Fuji's dress, and the E was the initials of her name, embroidered on the sleeves of each of Fuji's clothes. She went with him to buy the trench coat, and he left, and the clothes ..... But he stayed, and now it still hangs at the head of her and his bed, reminding her of those ignorant times all the time.

Since when did he not come back?

she

All forgot.

I don't know when she waited here, waiting for a meal in the mood that he would come back, she put herself completely behind the humble, here, waited too long......

She's tired......

He forced her to give up, perhaps, giving up is the best choice.

So, today, she decided,

- Leave, never come back.

Once, before, past......

Now, now, and in the future......

Whether there is an end or not, everything will come to an end here.

The Doctor once told her that people like them should not and cannot allow themselves to have weaknesses, that is, to choose carefully who they value. If you can do without, try not to have it. It's not good to fall in love with someone in particular.

So, is it better to have nothing?

No, it's fine......

He straightened his collar, stood it up, took his umbrella, closed the door, cut off the warmth, turned around, and left......

December is destined to be a season of sadness.

Everything disappeared without a trace in this season, except for the falling of the dead leaves, without a sound, as quiet as a vacuum. Sakuraichi lowered her eyelids, the winter in Japan was really cool, such a cold was something she had never experienced, icy, biting, like the southernmost point of the earth - Antarctica, the coldest region, it was a place where even penguins did not exist, I heard, it was a paradise for lookouts.

Exclusive to ......

A place for the lonely.

Walking on the uninhabited street, Sakura was alone, with an umbrella and a footprint, watching the endless snowflakes fall lonely, stretching out his hand, a diamond fell on his palm, and then melted, cold, and spread to the entire palm in an instant, there was a piercing feeling.

On the ground, the heartbeat was stagnant, and when the fallen leaves and snowflakes were flying, a figure as elegant as the wind came slowly, so suddenly that no one had time to prepare.

The young man was still so elegant, with chestnut hair, a tall posture, and cold traces of his ice-blue eyes, the color was so deep that he couldn't even see her reflection from inside.

Looking at Fuji's face that was once closest to her, her dark red eyes trembled slightly, but under that indifferent expression, everything seemed to have become the most unfamiliar, even passers-by. Only in the bottom of my heart, there are unknown ripples, however, under the cold gaze of the young man, it is obviously a cold winter, but Sakuraichi has the illusion of being scorched by the scorching sun.

"......" opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word after all, the bitter feeling, the indescribable distress, all hidden under the gentle and elegant appearance,

“..... Zhou ..... stiffened slightly, and when he was about to speak, he paused, and the exhaled gas formed a pale white visible mist at an extremely cold temperature, and then condensed into fine ice particles, disappearing into the cold air, looking at the young man, a sour intention permeated the tip of his nose, and he endured it and said lightly: "It's been a long time..... I don't see ......"

“..... Sakuraichi ....." Fuji tightened his hands in his purse, took a deep breath, and said in a voice trembling, "Right..... ....."

The girl's body trembled slightly, her dark red pupils were calm and waveless, neither sad nor happy, and her indifferent voice was as always, "You...... Do you owe me? ”

“... The young man's trembling voice slowly spoke, and the dark blue eyes reflected the girl's increasingly alienated eyes. Biting his lip lightly, letting the smell of blood permeate his mouth, forgetting the pain in his lips, it was he who pushed the girl into the edge of darkness with his own hands, indulging in the gray world, and ruining everything she had.

"Yes," the girl's eyelids lifted slightly, watching the young man's gaze slip over a wisp of affection, but it was only for an instant, and she returned to calm, with a faint indifference between her eyebrows, "How much do you owe?" ”

"For a lifetime...... I can't pay it yet. "If he could, he'd rather not meet Sakuraichi in the first place, and if so, he and her..... Do they live separately and then ..... Irrelevant?

The girl twitched her eyelids, and the corners of her thin lips hooked a faint smile, proud, unstoppable, with the arc of tearing the rising sun, and finally, she said, "That's good." ”

Then, turn around, leave, and resolutely as always.

The moment they passed by, the broken gold of the river slid down from the corner of the girl's eyes.

The boy didn't even have the strength to say a word, she stood stiffly in place, letting the cold wind whistling against his cheeks, and she never knew how resolutely she would say that sentence as if she were saying goodbye to the whole world. As......

She accepted and let him go.....

Once upon a time, she was his only spoiler.

Now, spoiling has long disappeared into smoke in life, and even seeing each other has become a luxury.

Behind her, her back is drowned in the season of snowflakes, forever,

- No return.

Meet, just to say goodbye.

The clear outline can't withstand the weathering of time, can't find the naïve persistence of the past, can't find the past dare to love and hate, can't find the past you and me, can't save the old years.

Fuji Zhou Suke,

It is the most beautiful scenery in her life,

I met him in the most beautiful years,

Then, in an instant, it disappears.

Looking at the blossoming of the tree, still waiting.

And now, she, gracefully turned,

Proud, departed......

In this life, there is no one to be born.

[Due to the reason of the big inspection, the 'Yae Sakura' outside the fan is deleted, and the paste is placed]