Chapter 119

Yun Shanshan is smart, in fact, for everything, even every little thing in life, it will cause Yun Shanshan a lot of feelings, and many of them are caused by touching the bypass.

Therefore, sometimes, Yun Shanshan feels that she doesn't necessarily have to walk the world or go through a lot of things to mature. Yun Shanshan felt that she seemed to belong to the type that could know everything in the world by looking at a few people and a few worlds without leaving home.

For the intelligence of this type of person, it is undeniable that Yun Shanshan is very narcissistic about herself, and even admires and respects her.

Now, Yun Shanshan was relieved after glancing at the smiles and relieved expressions on Teacher Zhang's face just now. And, it's not a general relief, it's a complete letting go.

The reason why Yun Shanshan is like this is because she has completely understood the true meaning of her hesitation and confusion and the look on Teacher Zhang's face...

Originally, when she hadn't seen the gaze in Teacher Zhang's eyes, Yun Shanshan was very hesitant and hesitant, she was like a lost child at that time, thinking about the frustration she had suffered, and the bitter persuasion of the original elders. And, it seems, for those similar mistakes that I have made, I am repenting.

Although now, Yun Shanshan doesn't know what wrong she has done. Or if you look closely, that kind of mistake seems to be summed up as indulging yourself, not sitting in the classroom and studying, coming to a birthday party that is not a place where children should go, going to a dance hall event, and then, there are many things between the boys and girls that Yun Shanshan did not expect. Just when Yun Shanshan's mood was a little lost in the face of these. She began to think of Teacher Zhang's serious face, and began to feel ashamed and even repentant for the students' indulgence. And countless heartaches. That is, I brought a lot of harm to myself because I didn't listen to the old man.

This is the thoughts and consciousness that appeared in Yun Shanshan's heart or mind after the shadow of Liu Ban and his words that appeared in her mind when she faced some setbacks she encountered. Whenever this thought appeared in Yun Shanshan's brain, Yun Shanshan would feel very depressed and her heart was full of frustration. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Even, Yun Shanshan felt that in this mood, she didn't want to do anything. For the future, for the past, and even for many, her heart will be filled with an unspeakable worry. And this worry was hindering anything she wanted to do, and, in her brain, something very pessimistic and depressed had formed, and at this moment, Yun Shanshan suddenly understood the content of that frustrated thing. And after understanding the content, Yun Shanshan suddenly felt funny.

Isn't it? What did Yun Shanshan understand? Now, she finally understands that she understands one thing, which is actually one thing that Liu Ban or the principal or many teachers keep nagging in the ears of the students constantly, and that is, self-confidence.

Strange to say, self-confidence is almost a word that teachers often use to educate their students now. Teachers are constantly teaching students to be confident and to believe in themselves. However, Yun Shanshan feels that this kind of self-confidence education comes from a kind of instigation of learning. In fact, smart students can see that this kind of self-confidence is that the teachers are changing tricks to make students full of confidence in the competition of learning.

In fact, for this kind of preaching, Yun Shanshan feels that it can make students confident, and it is really difficult to say whether it is true or not. Yun Shanshan actually thinks that these are things that teachers or parents think are wishful thinking. It's all from their point of view, and they try to stuff things into the students. And in the end, it's really hard to say how much the students benefit from it.

Now, when Yun Shanshan's brain was full of unconfidence and even a very dazed emotion because of the setback, Yun Shanshan was looking forward to Liu Ban's face, and it seemed that from that serious face, Yun Shanshan could find some temporary respite. However, Yun Shanshan also knew that although this temporary respite could give her heart a moment of rest and allow her to temporarily find an answer or harbor in a daze, in the end, Yun Shanshan always felt that she had lost something. When Yun Shanshan was dazedly exploring, she found that what she had lost was the confidence that these teachers and parents usually let their students do their best to have.

Yes, when Yun Shanshan saw Liu Ban's face again in confusion, and when she repented of her indulgence this night, Yun Shanshan thought of Liu Ban's face, and almost knelt down to confess her mistakes to him. When Yun Shanshan, the second grade, understood that her heart had been subdued by Liu Ban's face, what was born in her heart was actually another kind of pain, a kind of discipline and restraint that often existed and was accustomed to in ordinary times, and the kind of speech and restraint that came from parents and teachers. This kind of pain has existed since Yun Shanshan was just born, so Yun Shanshan has become accustomed to being common. However, today's release has allowed Yun Shanshan to find something again, as if these things are instinctual things that exist in her body. And it is also present in the body of all people, in the consciousness of all people.

When Liu Ban's serious face came to Yun Shanshan's brain because Yun Shanshan felt frustrated and asked for help, Yun Shanshan's mood did calm down for a moment, but in this calm, there was a kind of frustration and depression in the mood.

But soon, it was he who once again made Yun Shanshan's heart look for sunshine. That person is Mr. Zhang.

Yes.

Now, Teacher Zhang was looking at him with a smile, his eyes seemed to be able to speak, and in those eyes, Yun Shanshan saw something, that is, encouragement.

Yes, encouragement. This kind of gaze has been encountered by Yun Shanshan before, and it is not uncommon. These are all the warm eyes that Yun Shanshan once gave her teachers or her parents when she got good results in the exam. And at this moment, in this situation, when she met such a look, Yun Shanshan was the first time in her life.

This is a kind of encouragement, and the meaning of this encouragement, the smart Yun Shanshan also quickly understood.