Chapter 224: Love and Hate
He finally made her understand how scoundrel the so-called cold and noble, who does not eat the fireworks of the world, will become once he descends to earth.
"Hey, how do you know how to cook? Aren't you sons of the family all ten fingers don't touch the spring water? ”
"Because I am a person with severe allergies, I am allergic to many foods, some of which are even so severe that I will suffocate to death, if someone wants to harm me, it is very simple, just sprinkle some allergen powder in the food and kill me." While stirring the porridge in the pot with a spoon, he said seriously, "So when I was very young, my father made food for me with his own hands, and never dared to fake others, and later when I was older, I cooked and ate it myself." ”
"Come on, come on, tell me what food you're allergic to." She said excitedly, looking like she was about to put ingredients into the porridge.
"Only my father, master, and I knew about this before, but now with you, it's four people, if I'm really allergic, you're the most suspicious person." He looked pretentious.
"It's okay, when the time comes, I'll throw you out, and I'll treat it as if you ate it by mistake." She said loudly that she was the best at destroying corpses and destroying traces.
"Tsk, it's really the most poisonous woman's heart." He shook his head, cooking as he muttered, "Then you have to remember, I have a severe allergy to soybeans, peanuts, and mustard, and the slightest bit can kill me......
She didn't say a word, she just picked up the soy sauce on the cooking table and was about to pour it into the porridge, and said seriously, "I like to add soy sauce to the porridge, it tastes good." ”
He didn't stop it, he followed her with a conniving face, and just sighed softly, "The peony flower dies, and the ghost is also romantic." ”
"You don't have to drag the text with me, I don't understand a rough person," she said triumphantly.
"I know, your math is poor, your Chinese is not good, you should not be admitted to the first middle school, I am emotionally to myself."
It's really a pot that can't be opened.
"By the way, what's going on with your mother?"
"What's going on?"
"I remember that you have been taking care of her for so many years, and she has always been dependent on you, how can you say that you are a monk when you become a monk?"
"How do I know?" There was a pain in her heart, her brisk face disappeared, and even her voice became a little dry, "She said that only the ancient Buddha green lantern can calm her." ”
"It seems that living with you makes her very uneasy."
She was silent for two seconds, "Don't force me to add peanut butter to the porridge." ”
"Looks like I'm telling the truth." He laughed, "Why didn't you talk to your mother before, your mother-daughter relationship is no match for the Buddha's call?" ”
"What to talk about? I wanted to talk to her before, but her attitude kept me from talking. She turned her head to look out the window, in fact, she had been very uncomfortable in her heart during this time, she didn't know how to face Xia Fanglian, Xia Fanglian didn't know how to face her, and the way the two of them dealt with it was to escape.
But escaping is never a good way to solve the problem, and the two closest people are always relatively speechless.
"What's her attitude?"
"She doesn't want to hate me, but she can't love me anymore, so she can only run away from me." In fact, Xia Yao's heart is like a mirror, she knows very well why she has been estranged from Xia Fanglian all these years, and this estrangement cannot be eliminated no matter what, unless she dies.
"Because of the grievances between the Wang family and the Xia family? Did she regain her memory? ”
"There is only resentment, no grace." She rubbed her face, "She was not sick in the first place, it was the Wang family who used drugs to control her mental state for a long time, and after the drug was stopped and recuperated for a period of time, she regained her consciousness, she never told me about what memories she had recovered, but looking at her appearance, she should have recovered a long time ago." ”
"So she should have known early on that I was the murderer of her family, but she was too kind to hate me." She grabbed the corner of her clothes, feeling that she was not even qualified to suffer for Xia Fanglian's ordination, and that she was with her, a murderer, every day, the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha could indeed give her inner peace.
"You have no credit, and you have worked hard, so you have taken care of her for so many years, if it weren't for you, she would probably still be locked up at home in a mad way, and live this life in a daze."
"If it weren't for me, she might have been admitted to college, found a stable job, married a good family, and lived an ordinary and happy life, I not only ruined her life, but also ruined her whole family," she sneered, "A sinister seed like me was born to torture her, and if I were her, I would have strangled this sinister seed a long time ago." ”
"No matter what, this is the best ending for you and for her."
"yes, she made the right choice." Her mood suddenly became unusually calm, "I want to go see her in a few days and say sorry to her, I was born as a human being, I'm sorry, I still can't pay her off in this life." ”
She sighed, she lived again, she knew the truth, but the debt was accumulating more and more, some things could not be changed by her efforts, her eyes became gloomy, and her original ambition disappeared at once.
"Or?" Noticing her speech, he looked at her suspiciously.
"You won't persuade me?" As soon as she thought of Xia Fanglian's matter, she panicked in her heart, and she especially wanted to find someone to talk to.
"Persuade what? I advise you to have a good talk with her, and let go of your suspicions? Persuade you that every mother loves her child, and you should use your actions to influence her and coax her to change her mind? The corners of his mouth hooked up a mocking arc, "Who said that parents all over the world must love their children?" And who says that all children in the world must unconditionally obey their parents' wishes? That's foolishness! ”
The coldness in his tone caused her to look up strangely, he had rarely been so harsh, it seemed that his relationship with An Zhili must be very bad.
He probably also sensed his gaffe and slowed down his tone, "Everyone is in a different environment, has different personalities, and has their own way of acting, I am not you, I can't empathize with your situation, what qualifications do I have to persuade you?" ”
"When she's settled down in a few days, I'd like to see her," she was silent for a few seconds, "but I didn't want to go, I'm really afraid she'll say the word 'hate' to me." ”
She worked hard to relive this life, just wanting to make up for the regrets of her previous life and let her mother live happily and at ease, and now everything is meaningless.
"When she becomes a monk, it means that she has let go of all greed, hatred, joy and anger, and she will not hate you or love you." He said calmly, "There's nothing to be afraid of, do you want me to go with you?" ”(。 )