Gu Pan admits defeat, it is she who loses to herself, if Cheng Xuan did not mention that day, she will stay, because of the thorn in her heart, just pull it out, but the pain of breaking her arm will not be better. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Life is short for a hundred years, and in the end, it will be dust.

She didn't want to spend any more effort explaining to Cheng Wan, these things really couldn't be explained to outsiders, so she put on a tired posture and asked Xiaolian to send off the guests.

Cheng Wan saw that she was unusually resolute, so she had to sigh and leave first.

At night, when Gu Pan washed up and fell asleep, Cheng Wan suddenly came, at this time, Cheng Wan did not apply powder, and her clothes were also plain jackets, Gu Pan looked surprised, Cheng Wan said: "I know that I deceived you to Cheng Mansion with my mother, so you lost trust in me, but I still want to try, I can talk with you tonight, can I get back some of the love in the past." ”

Her tone was low and almost pleading, and Gu Pan had to get up from the bed and sit down with her in the bedroom.

Cheng Wan came over with a basket, and the basket opened the food box in her hand, all of which were side dishes with wine and warm rice wine.

Cheng Wan asked the basket to wait outside first, and after speaking, she put the wine glass on her own and poured a glass for each of them.

Cheng Wan raised her glass and said: "Sister Pan'er, this cup is to apologize, from childhood to adulthood, there are responsibilities on your body, you are like this, so am I, no one can live easily, I know you understand." ”

After speaking, he drank it all, Gu Pan only took the wine glass and gently touched his lips.

Cheng Wan poured the second glass of wine and said to Gu Pan: "This second glass of wine, you should drink it, we have been together for so many years, even when I have false feelings, you should believe that I have true feelings for you, when I was young, how much I admired you, you know, don't say anything else, just talk about embroidery, your double-sided embroidery is exquisite, I practiced hard, and to this day, I finally catch up with the tenths and twelveth of your skills." ”

Gu Pan nodded after listening, although he still didn't say a word, he simply drank the wine in the cup.

She admitted their original relationship, although Cheng Wan was calculating and jealous at that time, but after so many years of accumulation, even now, there is no way to deny it completely.

Why did she return to Chengfu? She has been thinking about this question repeatedly in the past few days, did she agree to it on a hot head?

No, the best time she has always been thinking about was not the years with Cheng Xuan and Cheng Wan? She thought it was because of the good fortune of those years that made her happy. In fact, if you calm down, isn't it because of Cheng Xuan that the hard years have become easy and happy?

Compared with the position of the concubine of the four princes, the position of the concubine is heavier; But if they are all side concubines, Cheng Xuan is heavier.

Everyone has a price, Gu Pan is like this, she believes that Cheng Xuan must be like this, even when the relationship was strong, she believed that if Gu Pan was compared with the revival of Cheng Mansion, Cheng Xuan would not hesitate to choose Cheng Mansion.

It's not that I don't love it, but that there are too many mixed interests.

So she drank the wine willingly.

Cheng Wan helped her fill her wine glass, raised her own glass and said: "This third glass of wine, we are together, as a woman of the family, or I shouldn't ask you to be emotional, but at least, your feelings, I understand." ”

Gu Pan's heart was like a heavy stone, and she had been reluctant to mention emotional matters, although she had been thinking about these things in the past few days.

Her wound, she is only willing to lick the wound alone, and is not willing to pick up the wound to show the public, a man can have three wives and four concubines, but a woman can not be half-hearted, one is not careful, and it will be doomed.

Wrong is wrong, every stroke can no longer be altered, she admits her mistakes, but she is unwilling to kneel and beg, wagging her tail and begging for mercy, those feelings that make her feel precious now, she will not give people a chance to depreciate again, Cheng Wan asked her to explain, how can she explain? Whether these feelings are true or false is useless to say now.

Gu Pan sighed and said, "Fluttershy, there are some things that the past is in the past, whether it's for me or for yourself, don't say it again." ”

After speaking, he drank all the wine and made a gesture of sending off guests.

Cheng Wan had finished drinking the wine at this time, and she had all the words she wanted to say, and it was pointless to stay any longer.

Seeing that she was so resolute and did not soften in the slightest, Cheng Wan's sense of powerlessness in her heart could not be described in words, so she had to return to the room with a frustrated mood.

In Pingkangfang, Cheng Xuan stayed here when he wasn't busy—although every time he went, he would be slashed a few times by Divine Doctor Xue's eyes.

In the past few days, sure enough, Shen Jinyu's fever has gradually receded, and if she raises it for a few more days, she shouldn't have much impact on her appearance.

I happened to meet Cheng Xuan Xiumu today, and when he saw that the weather outside was just right in the morning, he took Shen Jinyu to the courtyard and basked in the sun with a thick quilt - since Shen Jinyu woke up, she felt more and more that the attitude around her towards her was very strange, too cautious, just like she was a fragile porcelain doll, and she would be broken with a little force.

Shen Jinyu asked, everyone was secretive, Linglong was too straightforward, the atmosphere of such a careful answer made her uncomfortable, she didn't come after two times, there were always tears in Yuheng's eyes, and even she could feel Su Qing's silent pity for her, seeing that they were all like this, Shen Jinyu simply didn't ask, anyway, she couldn't get an answer, so let everyone feel more relaxed if she didn't ask.

Shen Jinyu asked Cheng Xuan with a smile, "Why do you have time to come today, a busy person?" ”

Cheng Xuan put her away and said with a smile: "What's the busy, come and see if you always have time." ”

After speaking, he also moved a bamboo chair and sat next to her.

He has indeed been a little tired lately, working day and night, and there is always a constant noise in his ears, in front of him or in his head.

At this moment, he was sitting quietly side by side with Shen Jinyu under the sun, the sunlight was very warm, and the surroundings were very quiet, which made him suddenly feel a hysterical sense of exhaustion.

He sat down and closed his eyes, and the guilt in his heart followed, and tears slowly poured out.

He whispered, "I'm sorry. ”

Of course, Shen Jinyu knew what he was saying, and she smiled: "Well, okay, I accepted it, but it doesn't seem to be sincere, so you have to look at me and apologize." ”

Her tone was relaxed, and she also had a little playfulness, which made Cheng Xuan's heart feel more or less relaxed.

Cheng Xuan suddenly said without warning: "Let's get married, let's go back and start doing it." ”

Shen Jinyu was unusually silent, he looked over, Shen Jinyu was still very pale, he reached out to hold her hand, such a big sun, such a thick quilt, but it was just cold.