Chapter 191: One Step, Two Steps
"So...... What are you going to do now? Park Chulong took a deep breath, "Now that you hear it, then you say, what are you going to do?" Do you run away from me as you did, or do you accept me? ”
After Park Chulong was discovered, he did not have the panic he imagined, but calmed down and questioned Xu Yao.
"I ......" Xu Yao hesitated, in a trance.
"I don't know when it started, but I've been sure since I kissed you that night, so can you tell me your answer? My question has been given, and now it's up to you to answer. Park Chulong shook his head in distress and looked at Xu Yao hopefully.
"That night, it wasn't a dream......
"It's not a dream, it's not a dream! But now, I just want your answer!"
"I want to know, do you accept me, or run away from me like a coward? I don't care about everything you have, even if you're not by my side, I can take care of myself alone, so now tell me your answer, okay? Park Chulong pleaded with Xu Yao's answer.
How could I run away from you? You're someone I'll never want to run away from...... But what you don't care, I care.
I don't speak, such transparent eyes, do you understand?
Xu Yao didn't speak, just stood aside woodenly, looking at Pu Chulong, unable to bear but powerless.
"Answer me! Or tell me who you like! What if, what if...... "What if you like me too?"
Park Chulong's tears did not brew, they slipped directly from the eye sockets, crossed his face, and crossed the corners of his mouth, and the tears were bitter.
"......" Xu Yao opened his mouth, but before he could say what he wanted to say, he was interrupted by Park Chulong.
"Needless to say, I already know." Anyway, isn't your hesitation the answer?
Park Chulong's tears flowed even harder, and his entire eye socket was occupied.
Xu Yao raised his hand and reached out to Park Chulong, wanting to wipe her tears, but when he was about to touch it, Park Chulong took a step back and dodged.
Xu Yao's hand could only be put down in embarrassment.
"If you don't like me, I can wipe my tears by myself, don't do this kind of action, I'll be misunderstood." Park Chulong looked at Xu Yao's eyes and knocked on Xu Yao's heart word by word.
"I ...... It's not Park Chulong in the future. In front of you, I am just a sister, a sister forever. Pu Chulong bit her lip, obviously the person in front of her hurt her the most, but she still ......
"I don't want to embarrass you, but now there can't be Park Chulong."
"So, my dear brother, be happy." Pu Chulong's tearful face smiled softly, and the beauty of crying and complaining hovered in front of Xu Yao's eyes, and the spotless sincerity seemed to be difficult to match.
Park Chulong staggered him and prepared to leave.
"For a soldier, I would prefer him to be an ordinary person."
"What is the reason? All the obstacles brought by identity, money, and status to love are not obstacles, since it is love, then it should be duty-bound, maybe she never wanted you to think about her, she just wanted to be with you. So the external reasons are all excuses, just not enough love......"
A person who is hesitant, thinks too much, and is indecisive may one day make the most decisive decision in his life, which he cannot forget and will not regret.
Therefore, Xu Yao decided.
He stretched out his hand back suddenly, trying to grab Park Chulong's arm, so that he could stop her from leaving......
But......
When Park Chulong and Xu Yao passed by, behind Park Chulong's invisible, Xu Yao stretched out his hand and wanted to hold Park Chulong's arm back. But Park Chulong has already staggered, and what Xu Yao grabbed was just a handful of air, the air that remained with the smell of Park Chulong.
Therefore, Xu Yao's palm slowly bent, clenched, released, and finally covered his face...... He couldn't look back at her anymore.
Park Chulong walked past Xu Yao, and glanced at Xu Yao, she seemed to see Xu Yao's hesitant and determined face, so when she left, she kept thinking silently......
"One step, two steps......
"Hey! Be sure to catch me in five steps! This is what Park Chulong said to Xu Yao when he was a child, this is the rule of the game in childhood.
So now.
"I'll count to five, you have to catch up with me quickly......" Park Chulong thought silently in his heart.
It's just that......
"One step, two steps, one step, two steps, one step, two steps, two steps......"
Step by step......
"One step, two steps, three steps, four steps......" Park Chulong was making the final count, and after one more step, he was about to walk around the corner.
Therefore, Park Chulong couldn't help but look behind him and look at the person, but he was still standing there stunned, motionless.
"Five steps." Park Chulong walked around the corner and stopped.
The delicate little face has no trace of happiness.
I thought about it, but in the end, I was still reluctant...... But the ending is always like this.
So, lost him to her and cried.
There was no sobbing, just tears flowing silently, just like that, until they took a step, hitting the ground drop by drop, knocking on the heart.
The clock is already striking midnight.
At this moment, Xu Yao, who was like a loser, couldn't move his steps, and mustered up the courage to hold her hand, but in the end he could only secretly feel sad, thinking too much, loving too little, and love should go straight.
Thinking of Park Chulong's crying voice, Xu Yao felt sad.
"In the future, I can only be my sister in front of you, but my sister ......"
How could I want you to be my sister? I don't want you to be my sister anymore.
I've got the answer to your question ready, but where is your question now?
Xu Yao squatted down, looked at the vending machine that was still shining, and suddenly ...... And he cried.
Tears were only a few drops, but they flowed all over his thoughts.
Xu Yao got up, followed Park Chulong's steps, walked slowly, looked at the surrounding scenery, and listened to the sound of the wind, as if hearing her name.
The shortest mantra is a person's name.
There is no solution in this life.
Xu Yao returned to Park Chulong's house, the door was open, Xu Yao pushed the door in, came to the living room, hesitated in front of Park Chulong's door for a long time, and then knocked lightly.
But no one responded......
Open room, empty, no one is there.
Xu Yao sat on the sofa and waited for Park Chulong to come home, thinking that she might have gone somewhere else.
But on the coffee table, a faded wooden box was quietly placed on it.
It feels familiar, as if it belongs to you.
Xu Yao looked at the wooden box, the wooden box was not locked, he opened it directly, and what was lying quietly inside was a paper ring made by a child's handicraft class.
It was made by Xu Yao, and it was also his birthday gift to her.
So, now is it time to return it to him with its memories?