It's good if the days can always be like this, but God always won't let me get my wish, he always gives me a slap in the face every time I'm proud, when I'm satisfied, and now too, when I return to Lantingxuan again, whether it's the palace maid or the eunuch, they are all cautious, the atmosphere doesn't dare to breathe, the cry of Gao Mama and Pearl also comes from the front hall from time to time, I know something is wrong, or a big deal, I came to the front hall, looked at the people kneeling in a room, the front of the crowd is my mother, Mama Gao and Pearl were already crying silently behind her, but at this time, the mother was resolute, just kneeling quietly, and the father sat angrily, looking at the people kneeling at her feet. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"Anping Bingqing, are you guilty?" The father looked at his mother angrily and asked.

"Concubine Lu was killed by me, but I don't think it's a sin, I told her that my child is not allowed to be insulted by her, and she herself doesn't know how to spare her life." The mother said without fear, this is one of the few times she has been so straightforward in front of her father, but what she said cannot be agreed.

Concubine Lu I know, she is Xuanyuan Yan's own aunt, I think Xuanyuan Yan's evil nature may be inherited from her, because she always looks contemptuous every time she sees me, and a few times even scolded me as "a wild child that no one wants", although I am indeed a wild child that no one wants, but I don't think there is a place to offend her, so I can only think that her own bad nature is caused by her own bad roots in her such straightforward words and deeds, but who knows that my mother took her life because of this matter, and the day before yesterday I scolded my Lu Niangniang, Yesterday I heard that she died unexpectedly, I didn't care, the right and wrong in the palace, life and death, and I don't have much to do with it, but if it was my mother who took her life, the mother who has always been weak and indisputable, I feel chilled when I think of this.

"You're so daring." The father trembled in the face of such an unrepentant mother, and the murderous aura in his eyes was not shy to show, "Don't think that I really won't touch you by being the princess of the wind, come on, give this slut three feet of white silk and let her decide on her own." ”

"The emperor spares his life, please ask the emperor to spare his mother." For a while, the voices of people crying and pleading for mercy came and went.

"Third princess, come and beg the emperor, beg him to spare Niangniang, Niangniang, she is just confused for a while, third princess... At this time, Pearl saw me stunned at the door, and she cried and cried to pull me to intercede for my mother.

"You better save those white silks, many things in this world are not what I want, and I don't want to be at your mercy when I leave." After speaking, her mother slammed into the solid wood coffee table beside her, and she fell to the ground in everyone's surprise and exclamation, blood flowed down her white cheeks, and fell to the ground splashed with bewitching blood flowers.

My mother just left, I thought I didn't love her anymore, she didn't love me, why should I love her, but the moment I saw her fall in front of me, I fainted with heartache, at this time I was lying on the bed weakly, my heart was still aching, and tears couldn't stop flowing, I knew I shouldn't be sad, maybe this is a relief for my mother, but thinking that the mother who was weak and kind has now become such a ruthless woman, I don't know who to blame? Is this palace? This era? I don't want to think about who caused all this, since my mother is no longer here, I don't need to stay here anymore, the people here don't like me, I don't care about them, why stay here, at the age of ten, I have enough ability to protect myself and support myself, it's time to prepare to leave and start a new life.

I stayed in my room for a few ****, sometimes sad and sometimes longing, sad for my mother, looking forward to my own future, but no longer speaking, Mama Gao and Pearl came to see me a few times with red eyes, and I could only leave with tears when I saw the stunned; Ah Shuang stayed in front of my bed every step of the way, comforting and accompanying me who was stunned; The eldest brother and they are also here, the eldest brother helped me wipe my tears with pity, the third brother hugged me in his arms in distress, only the second brother looked coldly, it was his aunt who was killed by my mother, and the mother and daughter repaid, if he wanted to take my life, I believe that other people should be able to understand, I just think he is more and more afraid of me, I hesitate to really leave here, leave Ah Shuang and them? I still haven't come up with an answer yet, but my father has already made a decision for me, and his decision is like dropping a bomb around me, which suddenly broke all my thoughts, all my reluctance, all my unbearability, and finally became resentment.

The news of the mother's death to the Yanfeng Dynasty caused the dissatisfaction of the emperor's uncle, today's Yanfeng is no longer the impoverished country ten years ago, no longer the Yanfeng who needs to ask for help from other countries when going out to quell the chaos, my father is afraid of the strength of the Yanfeng, and decided to let the ten-year-old me, the so-called Qingran Princess of the Xuanyuan Dynasty, marry the Yanfeng, and what is even more ridiculous is that he pointed me to the most outstanding general of the Fengfeng, my biological father Huangfu Honglie, I just want to laugh when I hear the news, laugh out loud.

The night before leaving, Mama Gao came to my bedroom, and seeing that she wanted to say something, I already guessed what she was going to say, "Mama Gao, if you have something to say, there is no bad news for me now." ”

"Little Miss..." She began to cry silently.

What she wants to say is nothing more than my life experience, and it is completely consistent with my previous conjecture, but to my surprise, after my mother married to the Golden Flower Dynasty, she didn't even get a temporary favor, she refused to have sex with her father and did not hesitate to die to force her, my father is also a person of temperament, did not force my mother, but just encircled her to this cold and desolate Lan Tingxuan as a punishment for disobedience to the holy will, and then my mother learned that with me, she no longer had the idea of seeking death, and has been living carefully for many years, Until she learns that her beloved general has married a new love, which makes her lose the confidence to continue living like this, then she begins to become vulnerable, world-weary, and cruel, until she ends her own life.

I just listened quietly, and I didn't care about that anymore.

"Little Miss, don't worry, even if you marry the wind, your father and uncle will not treat you badly, and everything needs to be thought about." Mama Gao looked at me with a calm face, thinking that I had been overblown, and she hurriedly comforted me. It's just that at this time, I have gradually understood, whether it is my father, uncle, father, or brother, they will not protect me, in the face of interests and power, I can only be an object they use, I no longer doubt whether their love for me is real, in fact, at this time I feel that their love for me is still real, but that love is far from catching up with their respect for power and interests, this is the fate of women in this era.

Suddenly, I didn't want to run away, I wanted to see, to see my uncle and father, to see if there was any truth in this world.