Chapter 170: He Doesn't Love Me
Quan Baolan rubbed her red eyes, and told herself hypnotically: "It's okay, it's okay, I can hold on." โ
When he walked out of the gate of the hospital, his face was still gloomy, and he cheered up and hailed a taxi on the side of the road.
"Miss, where are you going?" A fat uncle in his fifties, that is, the taxi driver in which Quan Baolan rides.
"I don't know where to go." Quan Baolan pinched the strap of the backpack and hesitated.
"Don't know where to go?" The driver's uncle was a little strange, and then straightened up, "Then the uncle will take you to a place." โ
"Touch?" The shoulder strap in Quan Baolan's hand was pinched and deformed, this will not encounter a metamorphosis!
"Agassi, no. I'm going to go here, I'm not leaving. Quan Baolan hurriedly wanted to open the car door, but the driver's uncle had already started the car.
"What do you want little girl?" The driver's uncle said indignantly, "I'm kind enough to take you to a place with a good view." As he spoke, his voice became low.
"Agassi?" Quan Baolan asked hesitantly.
"Hey, I think you're a little young, isn't it just a little bit of a thing? Aren't you just out of love?" Uncle smiled in front of him, "Uncle, I'm here." โ
"Uncle, how do you understand?" Quan Baolan lowered her head and moved her lips.
"Tell me, do I know uncle?" The driver's uncle was driving in front of him, and asked Quanbao Blue.
"Uncle, you don't understand." Quan Baolan did not continue to speak, and the uncle did not continue to ask when he saw this, although the driver was very accostly, but he would also follow the business creed that the customer is God.
Quan Baolan lowered her head and played with her fingers, her eyes drooping downwards and her eyelashes fluttering.
remembered what he said to Xu Yao, and also remembered what Xu Yao said to her.
She didn't quite understand, why she worked so hard to pay, but she still couldn't get the rewards? Doesn't it mean that as long as you work hard, God will give you the answer? But where has God gone now? Could it be that Cupid is also lazy? The arrow of love shot her, not him.
Nine years ago, the first snow was their first meeting, and nine years later, in the beginning of summer, they met again.
One person remembers the other when they meet, but the other person seems to have buried her deeply in time, and she can't remember the slightest trace.
This should be unrequited love! Unrequited love, isn't it a person's love? A war that belongs to only one person.
This relationship should be regarded as her love alone, from beginning to end, she is the one who falls into it, she is the one who can't get out, she is the one who is reluctant, and she is the one who is hurt. So, it's her feelings, her war.
But Quan Baolan sometimes wonders, why does he like him? The people around her can't explain it, even she can't explain it herself, she just likes it anyway. Likes are things that can't be embodied, so no one understands them.
So, the first call to him in the morning determines the mood of his day.
However, after waiting day by day, I still couldn't get a response, and I had mustered up the courage, but what I received was a rejection.
Although this also proves that she has a good vision, and the person she likes is an honest and excellent person, she just wants to be together, and she doesn't care about this.
It can be said that she is stupid, but it is undeniable that she is beautiful.
However, Quanbaolan was ready for the answer, but it couldn't wait for that question, a question that could be answered in a lifetime.
She had a question ready, but she couldn't get the answer.
Therefore, when I think of being with Xu Yao, I will look very beautiful and sad. She didn't misunderstand him, she just wasn't deep enough.
Thinking about it, Quan Baolan sat in the back of the car and began to sobbed quietly, his shoulders drooped, shrugged and shrugged, and the sound of sobbing filled the car.
Uncle Driver sighed, turned on the music, the first song was a very sad song "That Man", listening to the sobbing sound of Quan Baolan in the back seat, the sobbing sound did not decrease but increased, and the driver's uncle turned the music to the maximum without a trace, and then he could no longer hear the sobbing sound of Quan Baolan.
So Quanbaolan no longer concealed it, and finally at this moment, tears welled up in her eyes.
The world outside the window flashed by quickly, and the world inside the car kept going slowly.
The song slowly came to an end, and when it was about to cut the song, Quan Baolan spoke.
"Thank you, Agassi." Quan Baolan's throat was still trembling, her nasal cavity was full, and her speech was very distressing.
"No thanks. Everyone has this day, but remember, everything will always be fine. An honest and warm smile appeared on the uncle's face.
โ.ellใโ Quan Baolan wiped her tears, and a light smile curled up at the corner of her mouth.
"Haha~" The driver uncle in front turned off the sound of the song and laughed unscrupulously.
Quan Baolan also laughed, like a kitten.
After a long time, Quan Baolan asked: "Agassi, if you like someone, and he doesn't like you, of course he may like you, but two people can't be together, what do you think you should do?" โ
"Do you want to ask whether you should continue to love or resent?" The uncle spoke, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was slightly bitter.
"I like him a lot, but I'm also scared of ......"
"If you like it very much, then continue to like it, and if you like it but want to put it down, then calm down for a while. If you can't let go by then, hate him. From the uncle's mouth, it seemed to be very relaxed, "Hate is always easier to let go than love." โ
"But uncle, I don't want to hate him." Quan Baolan lowered his eyes, "Uncle, have you ever hated someone you like?" โ
"Nope."
"So put it down now?"
"Of course not." The uncle smiled, his eyes narrowed into a line.
"Then why not hate?"
"Because there is no resentment, there will be no regrets, and there will be no hatred." The uncle whispered and played a song.
A song that Quan Baolan had never heard before, sounded in Quan Baolan's ears. Although I can't understand it, the tune of the song is very beautiful and sad.
"Uncle, what song is this? It's a Chinese song, right? โ
"Yes. Chinese song, Karen Mok's "He Doesn't Love Me". โ
When Quan Baolan heard this, she took out her mobile phone and searched for it.
But when she searched for it, her eyes stared at the two sentences that were translated on the screen:
He didn't love me, but he won my heart anyway......
So, if he doesn't love me, I still love him.
Fool...... But I always want to be stupid, just forget it.
But it can't be done.
That's why I burst into tears.
When love goes to a distant place, every tear of mine flows for longing.