At the end of school at noon, my table mate smiled and asked, "Xiaotian, let's go home together!" ”

"...... home?" I hesitantly replied, "You go first, I can't go home yet." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"Why?" She asked me relentlessly.

At that time, I didn't want to explain to her at all, I just wanted to sit quietly by myself until the end of the world, when Daigo noticed something strange in my thoughts.

"Brother, wait a minute!" At this moment, Shenko has a question to ask me, "Are you a man at the table?" Female? ”

Hearing Shenko ask, I couldn't help but laugh, "Guess? ”

"Man!"

"Wrong! My table mates are a real 'Snow White' in my eyes. She's a nice person and has a better heart! There were so many things that she thought of for me beforehand. She can be described as a 'bosom friend' who has been with me for 6 years! ”

"Bosom friend?!" Shenko said to me, "Is my brother ......?" ”

"What is it? You don't want to say that I'm both male and female?! I gave Shenko a blank look, then explained, "I'm single-minded, not as evil as you think!" Rest assured! I'm not going to go to anyone else behind your back! That's why I said that she was just my 'friend', and the word 'confidant' came from the fact that I repeatedly confided in her the truth. For example: Hey! Do you think Daigo likes me? ”

Shenko burst into laughter and couldn't help but ask, "Haha, my brother actually asks a girl such a question?!" And what about later? What did she say? ”

"Come on, we were in the first grade! How different is Grade 1 from kindergarten? Simply incomprehensible. No one will laugh at me for this question, except for ordinary people who are now knowledgeable and educated. I further replied, "Her expression when she heard this question didn't fluctuate much compared to her previous expression. The only thing that disappointed me was that she didn't answer my question directly, but asked rhetorically: Do you like Daigo? ”

As soon as these words came out, Shenko couldn't stop laughing.

"Hey, ordinary people! Do you want to hear my story? ”

"Yes!" Shenko added, "Ordinary people don't have the patience to listen to abnormal stories, hehe! ”

A burst of heartfelt laughter brought my mind back to that afternoon after school.

Her name is "Xia Xue", she is a smart and clever girl, I like her very much, but don't get me wrong about the meaning of "like". In my mind, she is a well-deserved "scholar", even more powerful than Feng Qianyu!

Unfortunately, she is not a member of the study committee in the class.

At noon that day, most of the students in the class rushed out of the classroom with their school bags on their backs. The only ones left in the room are definitely familiar faces that make sense.

At 12 o'clock, there were the taciturn Feng Qianyu in the class, Dawu who saw the clues, Xia Xue who broke the casserole and asked the end, and I was panting in the gap between extreme pain and struggle.

Time passes like sand in an hourglass, without pity. There were only four of us left in the classroom, thinking and pondering each other in solitude.

At that time, it was still Xia Xue who broke the deadlock. She deliberately raised her voice and asked sharply, "Xiaotian, what's wrong with you?" If you don't leave, I'll go! ”

"Well, you go first." I replied in a stiff tone.

She sighed, turned and ran out of the classroom.

Now that I think about it, I was so stupid! Actually, I don't want her to go, but why don't I say it?

I am a loner who has never understood the true meaning of the word "unity", and I have encountered many things, most of which I have done by myself. Except for me, no one can understand the hardships of a person who has to deal with many setbacks.

What is even more frightening is that lonely people often face persecution by "being united".

They always try to hide their preferences in the middle of nowhere, they don't know how to be united, and they hate to be united. Only keep an innocent heart, looking forward to the appearance of the person who is willing to unite and can lead them to be willing to unite.

I'm one of them, and it's a bit far-fetched and incomprehensible to tell you in this way.

After all, when I was in kindergarten, I was often treated unfairly by being united. Teachers always like to unite all the children around something they think is meaningful, but they often ignore the "hearts" like me who have independent thoughts and always choose to obey!

However, Daigo's eyes pierced the heart, and he saw through my mind when he fixed his eyes.

He looked at me with his line-like eyes, and said to me uncertainly, "Xiaotian, you can leave it to me about that blackboard newspaper!" You don't have to worry about that! ”

I didn't reject Daigo's words at the time, but gladly accepted them. Of course, I will not let him fight alone, but willingly choose to unite with him.

"Shenko, do you know what the word 'unity' really means?"

Shenko knew that the question I was asking was not as simple as it seemed on the surface, and he shook his head pretending to be calm, and his cute expression was really funny.

"Let me tell you what I call in the dictionary for 'unity'!" I confidently explained, "The so-called 'unity' must be limited to two or more people who like each other before the word 'unity' exists." In addition, it is 'alone' and 'united'. ”

Shenko seemed to suddenly open up and gave me a thumbs up in front of me.

Coveting the notice issued by the school, me, Dawu, Feng Qianyu and Xia Xue, the four of them spent nearly three days successfully completing the task of the blackboard newspaper. I, Da Wu and Feng Qianyu planned the prototype of the back blackboard at noon that day, and the final painting processing was added after Xia Xue found it the next day.

I painted a landscape painting on it, Daigo drew a robot cat on it, and Feng Qianyu inscribed a poem on it, and the border decoration is due to Xia Xue.

The innocence of childhood seems to be a dream.

Everyone is proud of the masterpiece they have dedicated, just like Shenke now, who made the bed for me and became complacent, living like a child.

"Do I have one?" Shenko was told by me, and he felt extremely aggrieved in his heart.

Fortunately, I wittily added, "But I just like your childlike style!" ”

I looked at Shenko and smiled, as if I saw Daigo smiling in front of me.

After regaining consciousness, I suddenly found that it was just a hallucination.

It's still Shenko who is smiling, but Daigo is no longer in this world.

I suddenly said to Shenko with tears in my eyes, "Shenko, can I ask you a question?" ”

"Brother, don't cry!" Shenko hurriedly wiped away my tears and said warmly, "What is the problem?" It's so embarrassing, just ask! ”

In order to make me laugh, he gently teased the corners of my eyes and mouth with his hands, and stared at my funny smiling face with tears in his eyes.

Someone once asked me: What is love?

I wanted to tell the man that if that doesn't call it love, then I really can't explain what love means.

And the question I want to ask Shenko is indeed the same question I asked Daigo in the same tone and in the same words.

That day, I looked at Daigo, unhindered, as if everything around me had suddenly disappeared. In that small space, there were only two people, me and Daigo. At this moment, I solemnly asked, "Why are you so good to me?" ”

[Remember: This question is a complete tribute to my long-lost "brother (lover)" - Daigo!] 】