Chapter 181: Four Years Ago
Mo Lan got up from her arms, and Baili Yan looked at her: "What are you going to do here?" ”
"Get up. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info" Mo Lan said slowly.
"Lan'er, tell me what you want to do, you just woke up, don't move." Baili Yan took her into his arms from the beginning.
Mo Lan turned her head to look at him: "Just let me drink medicine, you promised me everything, is it true?" ”
"Yes, of course it's true." Baili Yan smiled dotingly at her.
Mo Lan didn't struggle to get out of his arms, she knew her own body, she really didn't have much strength when she just woke up.
"I want to go out." Mo Lan whispered to him.
"Lan'er." There was helplessness in his voice for her.
"I just wanted to take a look in the yard, I didn't say I was going to leave the house or anything." Mo Lan hurriedly explained.
"I know, but you just woke up, and we're going out tomorrow." Baili Yan coaxed her.
"I feel like I've been asleep for a long time, I just want to go and see, you let me go out and have a look, stay for a while and come back." Mo Lan looked at him like this.
In the end, Bailiyan was defeated: "Just for a while, if you feel uncomfortable, you have to tell me immediately, you know?" ”
"Hmm." Mo Lan nodded.
Baili Yan carried her out, and Mo Lan suddenly felt that the sun outside was very dazzling, which made her unconsciously squint her eyes.
"What's wrong, isn't it feeling well?" Bai Liyan looked at her and narrowed his eyes and asked with concern.
"I'm fine, Iwa, how long the hell have I been asleep."
"It didn't take long, but it's almost ten days like last time." Baili Yan put her in a place where the sun couldn't shine, but it didn't feel cold either.
"It's been almost ten days, and I still slept for a long time, I remember one time when my son slept for more than half a month, it seemed that that one time I slept the longest." Mo Lan said in a daze.
Baili Yan was guarding beside her, feeling that she was different, she rarely mentioned the previous things, but there was, and there was always an inexplicable pain in her eyes. But today she feels very different.
"What's wrong with you, why are you staring at me in a daze." Mo Lan didn't see him speak, and she didn't react, looking at him.
"It's nothing, it just feels like you're different, like you've been different since I saw you again." Bailiyan came back to her senses and rubbed her long, silky hair.
"It's different, it's different, I'm still me!" Mo Lan was puzzled.
"Of course you're still you, but you feel something in your eyes that seems to have disappeared, and your whole being seems to have changed, and it doesn't seem to have changed." No matter what she looks like, to him, she is just her, but now she seems to be letting go of something.
"Iwa, do you think I'm good or not." Mo Lan asked, lying there.
"You're fine."
"Sometimes I feel really useless, and I have to rely on them for everything." Mo Lan said in a low voice.
"Lan'er, why do you think that!" Bai Liyan was a little surprised why she had such an idea.
"Ever since my eldest brother's accident, I've always felt like I'm really useless, and if it weren't for my master, I wouldn't even know what I would have done." These words have always been in her heart and have never been spoken.
Xu Mu and Lian Xue are still shallow, Lan Fengyu and Wu Wu, hearing her speak, stopped at a corner.
Baili Yan glanced there, but didn't say anything!
"Lan'er, what are you blaming yourself, you are just a person, and you were just a twelve-year-old girl back then, that is, I may not be better than you in the face of those things." He never knew she would think, "Don't take everything on yourself, it's not your fault." ”
"Iwa, I don't like to kill people, because the existence of each one should not be easily taken away by others."
"If you don't kill people, others will kill you, and they will kill the people around you." Sometimes it's not that you don't want to and you won't not exist, and you won't not do it.
"I know, I've always known it, but it's different."
"Lan'er." Baili Yan took her into his arms in distress.
"I won't be soft, because kindness will not let go of the people around me, let them go, if it weren't for the master to wake me up, maybe I wouldn't even be able to keep them, big brother, what they have been planning for so many years will definitely be ruined, I can't watch these destroyed, and in the end there is really only one person left."
"You know, I killed a lot of people four years ago, and the blood was all blood, just like six years ago, and I couldn't see anything but blood."
"Lan'er, what the hell is going on?" He still knew what happened to Si years ago, but he didn't know that she did it.
"Master, don't talk about it." A shallow voice interrupted her.
It's shallow, and there is naturally no need for others to hide.
"Shallow, those things have passed, and if you don't do what happened back then, we won't be able to ignore it."
"There's nothing more proud for us to be able to rely on you, at least we're able to protect you." The shallow, calm voice soothed her restless heart little by little.
"Master, don't talk about those things."
"Hmm." Mo Lan replied softly.
Shallow motioned for Su Mu to step forward and help their master check his body.
Maybe let go of the long-standing uneasiness in her heart, but also because she just woke up, her weak body, just fell asleep in his arms.
"The master's body is no longer in serious trouble, and the rest needs to be well conditioned."
"I'll take her back to her room first." Bailiyan carried her back to the room, put it on the bed, watched her sleep peacefully, and chose to leave for a long time.
"Dye, what the hell is wrong with her, why didn't that shallow let us in." Feng Li complained dissatisfiedly, but he was not worried about Mo Lan.
"She'll be fine." I don't know if I was comforting her or himself, Xiao An looked at the direction of Mo Lan's courtyard, and said in his heart.
He knew they were going to go in now, and they wouldn't help her.
"Ann, do you know anything?" Leng Hao kept turning the teacup in his hand, the tea in it was already cold, and some subtle movements revealed his worries.
"It's nothing, it just feels like she's been through a lot of things over the years, and she's really changed from before."
"Yes! When I saw Dye this time, I felt that she was really different, and I didn't know what she had experienced. Feng Li said with deep courage.
Leng Hao glanced at him, knowing that he was changing the subject, but he also knew that what he said was not wrong, she had really changed a lot. (To be continued.) )